205 – 59-1. The liar wolf has been exposed.
Where did it go wrong?
From Noble mtl dot com
Because human problems are complex. There are many times when you don’t know the cause unless you look back from the beginning.
‘…After all, I was greedy to be comfortable with myself.’
I was greedy.
I lied to Fine all along with my own thoughts.
“A saintess, what do you mean by that? Richt?”
Increasing pupils. With her pure white wolf ears perked up, she sends me a question.
Looking at her expression, she doesn’t seem to notice at all.
If I had known it would be like this, I would have said I was a saint with wolf ears.
At first, I was afraid of being caught in the devil’s information network,
Now I couldn’t tell her the truth because of her own greed.
A situation where I could neither go forward nor backward.
The blocked escape route was holding me back.
I asked Grundel to stay away for a while. While she said she had a story to share just the two of them.
Because this is something that needs to be settled between me and Fine.
“That’s literally it. Blood.”
“…?”
Even if it’s an excuse, words aren’t enough.
I got her on her knees in front of her. I couldn’t hold her hand, I just supported her with one hand.
“You…. She was a ‘nameless saint’. Blood.”
“I am a princess…?”
Fine blinks her eyes, slowly examining her face as if looking right through me.
Every time I see her expression of disbelief, my breath stops.
“Because in the future I know, I will become a saint.”
Now I absolutely don’t want her to be her saint. Because I know what an unfortunate future it is.
For the absurd reason of being a hero in a prophecy, a person who is taken away without leaving anything behind in the world.
I was a weak person with no name, no friends, no memory, no strength.
‘…He had a stronger mindset than anyone else.’
I came here to save Fine.
Rather than hiding something from her, you should help her by speaking out with her.
“Believe it or not, I have come to rescue you from an unfortunate future.”
Should I say karma? Or should I say it’s an embarrassing remark? The truth revealed only now has a bitter aftertaste.
It’s disgusting. How nice it would have been if I had been honest from the beginning.
“If the person who said that white hair was beautiful….”
“Yes, Fine Grancia. You are the future you.”
Fine’s mouth opens. A groan that could be heard even with her hand twisted shut.
I was the one who put on an awkward face and pretended to be a hero who couldn’t be.
It’s a piece of sh*t to save someone without a price. I had nothing, so I rotted inside.
I just struggled because I didn’t want to lose anything anymore.
You could curse at me for being self-satisfied. She kept her mouth shut now.
“So. In the future I know, you will be chosen as a saint and fight against the demon king.”
“As a dear warrior…?”
Fine brings her hands together and touches her own fingers.
Swallowing her saliva, it seemed like she wasn’t trying to miss a word I was saying.
Why did I lie to a person like this?
“Maybe. However, it has not been an easy life.”
He let out a long sigh. As I gazed at her ground, the mirror reflected my face.
Do you want to cry? It’s an ambiguous expression, perhaps because he wants to get angry.
A mirror that reflects objects transparently.
I saw a liar wolf in this temple made of mirrors on all sides.
“If you think I’m lying, check with Kynell.”
All the while, she thought it was good that Fine didn’t know.
Like a child trying to endlessly rewind an unwinding tape.
Can we talk about the gloomy future?
Actually, this world is all a story in a game, and I wonder if it’s safe to say that I was dragged into it while doing that.
I’ve been telling endless lies until now.
Do I have to come this far?
“Pine.”
Let’s all be honest. So that she doesn’t get hurt anymore.
It’s time for the liar wolf to graduate.
“I come from a world far outside of this world.”
“…I know.”
I know. In the temple, I glimpsed my past through visions,
The words she spoke, who vaguely knew me through her dreams, were infinitely light.
Pine comes to comfort me. She stretched out her hand to indicate that she should not come.
“In a world you don’t know…. I have been watching you all along.”
“So..?”
The corner of his mouth keeps twisting and his trembling voice. After talking about it, it’s funny to the point of going crazy.
“Even if this whole world is fake, it’s blood…. You will not be shocked.”
I confessed the bitter truth.
Like a sinner going to confession, she told her what she had been hiding.
“Now, this body is not mine either.”
Possession.
The fact that Fine possessed a game character I grew up with.
It had been taking me for a long time.
No matter how much I liked Fine, this body didn’t belong to me.
Her is also the reason I thought it would be nice if she and I didn’t get along even after seeing her relationship.
“…… Are you disillusioned? Saintess.”
I clenched my molars. She closed her eyes and waited for her to do something. She thought she’d rather slap me on the cheek.
Then I thought it would at least be a resentment.
Rather than being relieved, a feeling of bitterness soared inside. The wounds that had already healed had become scars.
How much did I hurt Fine with my personal greed?
After talking, only empty feelings linger around.
It feels like someone is beating my heart, and I feel like I want to hide in a rat hole as I become infinitely smaller.
‘Would it be right to say this?’
Wouldn’t there have been a chance to at least say it better?
If you had defeated all of her dragons, the demon lords of the cult, and told her about her happy future ahead.
No. If only I hadn’t liked the nameless saint….
“…Pine?”
At that time, something warm touched my body.
The familiar scent of roses spreads, and someone’s body temperature is felt.
“It has been very difficult. Licht.”
Fine Grancia gently hugged me on her knees, but she didn’t let go.
A temple with only the two of them and even a quiet echo.
Her first words I said to her were not blaming or hating me. Words of comfort. It was just that one word.
Fine’s body is now shaking slightly. It must be doubtful
Because as much as you believed in me, you will feel betrayed.
It was straight. My situation is too pitiful to say that.
“You don’t hate me? Why? Could this whole world be fake?”
“It doesn’t matter. You are real.”
I tried to push her away while uttering her vitriol that wasn’t even on her mind.
“Even if I had an intention to meet you..?”
“…What do you think, I also had a ulterior motive after seeing Licht’s swordsmanship.”
On the contrary, as if asking me not to do that, Fine was hugging me even more tightly.
A warmth that takes your breath away. Now even the crying is mixed, I don’t even know what I’m talking about.
These are the words of the liar wolf. I wanted to hold her like this and vomit everything out of her.
“I was lucky enough to have saved Empress Bellin. I am neither a warrior nor a hero.”
“Lying is bad. Licht.”
Fine spoke while wiping the tears from my eyes. She comforts people’s hearts with her fern-like hands.
“As you said, you may not be a warrior or a hero…But.”
Fine Grancia looking at my face carefully and licking her lips.
Her eyes were also slightly reddish. I don’t know who comforts whom.
“You are my own dark knight.”
Fine smiled infinitely brightly.
On the contrary, with an expression that relieved his worries.
***
Cursed eyes.
By the time Phinegrancia was 7 years old, she was a voice heard by people around her.
It was so good even though I had good eyes. A person’s expression alone could tell the truth from a lie.
“You are all good, but you are too extreme. Think of the people around you.”
Although she had a complex that plagued her since childhood.
Because he was able to understand the sincerity of the black knight who is crying in front of him better than anyone else.
Fine said she now thinks she is blessed with her eyes.
“What if I’ve been lying?”
“…It was okay because everything was obvious.”
Actually, everything he had lied about came out, so it didn’t come as much of a shock. Her immature side shined through at times like this.
She patted her back and calmed her Lee Su-hyeon.
I could have thought that a man who cried wasn’t very trustworthy.
‘You’re making a will like this. Cute.’
Rather, Fine wanted to stroke the man’s head.
The tickling sensation of something pounding in the chest. It was good to lean in her arms and let her body go.
It was also true that she liked her own unhappy future as a nameless saint, and it was also true that she came from a world far away.
I was surprised to hear that this world could be fake.
But what does that mean? Now Lee Soo-hyun is in front of her.
Isn’t that enough?
She was a little angry that the nameless saint hid the fact that she was herself.
Because that man’s telling the truth like this proves that she chose him over the saintess.
Victory.
She had the satisfaction of winning.
“You still protected me. I didn’t want money or fame.”
“…What if?”
Through the test in Tardun, I had already experienced what Licht’s world was like.
Even though she said she liked the saint, she protected herself.
“I just told you that lying is bad. Licht.”
In fact, I didn’t meet her because of her ulterior motive.
Fine laughed while playing a prank on Lee Soo-hyun by touching his nose.
She wouldn’t have done this if she had approached her aiming for the princess from the beginning.
She was considerate even in the grade exam, knowing that she was a girl. She knew it and protected it during Magic Hat’s attack.
Will you fight against the demon lord just to get fame or money? It’s crazy.
These are the demon kings of the cult of warriors who couldn’t even catch ten. Even if you risk your own life, you’re buying time.
‘Besides, there’s something Suhyeon doesn’t know.’
Among them, Fine Grancia noticed a strange part of what Soo-hyun Lee was saying.
That’s right, the body does not belong to you.
It can’t be. From the beginning, it didn’t seem like the body had the aptitude for swordsmanship.
Seeing that the mana circuit is twisted, there is no way he borrowed someone else’s body.
The source of mana is the heart.
Because her heart is interlocked, she knew better than anyone else.
If the body and soul were really different.
‘If the body is not really Suhyun’s…. My father must have recognized it?’
Because Roque Grancia must have said one thing.
Even after his sports day, his father never talked about anything special.
Among the heroes summoned from another world, there was someone with a different body and soul, and Emperor Locke once decided that.
Pin, the demon lord of power right now, was also possessed.
‘Maybe I’m misunderstanding something..?’
Emperor Locke said to have a good trip on this train.
As he said, if he really was a person with a different body, he wouldn’t have said such a thing.
I’m still not sure, so I decided to postpone this story.
“Suhyeon-ah. There must be facts in this world that you do not know.”
He hated the fact that he had been lying to himself for so long, and he thought he would repay the saintess next time if he said he liked it.
***
The liquid in the dripping potion.
After I finished all the confessions, I took the potion.
“Then let’s drink. Blood.”
“I am losing my memory…. Are you okay?”
I’m fine. After all, it’s better than having Fine lose her memory.
She wanted to prevent her from becoming a nameless saint, but she gave up her memories for the sake of her awakening?
It was absurd. This is what i drink
“Even if I lose all my memories….”
Trying to hide her sad face, I smiled slightly at her.
Because saying goodbye is like saying goodbye.
Instead of that.
“I want Fine to make me fall in love again.”
I made a shy confession to Fine.
As much as I’ve been going round and round, I’m sure it’s sincere.