162 – New Life (6)
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Looking at the wife of the Black Wind struggling to give birth to a new life, Monia wondered if her mother was like this when she gave birth to her.
‘It must have been difficult.’
I haven’t realized it yet, so I can only think of such simple thoughts. And when I thought that it was difficult to give birth to life, I naturally thought of killing something.
To live is to kill. So, there is no need to feel something in the work of living by killing something. In the end, it’s because you will die someday and become a manure for the life of something else.
That’s what Chester said. It was his thoughts, his will, and the thoughts he had inherited from his father.
Of course, Monia also learned and received education from Chester. He slit the throat of a rabbit to eat it, slaughtered a pig just because he wanted to eat more delicious meat, and killed dozens of humans with Chester to save his own life.
However, all of that was difficult.
I even vomited after killing a rabbit, and when I dismantled the creature for the first time, the fantasy of that day remained in my head for a long time, so I couldn’t eat meat for about two days. Of course, it was not an easy life to live without eating meat, so I started eating meat in two days.
After being unable to eat meat because it was too mentally difficult, and then eating meat because it was too physically difficult, Monia had a kind of realization.
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Life is so intense that you can’t care about anything else.
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Life is intense. It’s fierce, so I try to live by dying and killing. It is to live and eat life.
That’s why Monia killed many lives. I can’t even count how many I’ve killed so far. I didn’t even think to count.
However, I do know that I have killed a lot.
That’s why I felt a strange inspiration from the appearance of giving birth to life.
‘Someday me too.’
One day, you will be able to give birth to a new life. And it must be the life that this man next to him has given him.
Monia looked at Chester quietly. He was looking at the scene of childbirth with the same face as always.
Some parts of Chester’s life resembled a beast. It was not the nobles’ common idea that commoners were domestic animals, but rather literally animals living in the wild.
Since childhood, he followed his father into the mountains, and made everything he needed with his bare hands to get food.
He watched his father kill people such as bandits for the sake of the village and his family, and he lived with the determination that one day he might kill people for something precious.
Sacrificing his life for his family and village, he was human, but at the same time it suppressed Chester’s beastly side.
For him, this world made up of dense forests that seemed to swallow up even the sky suited him more than a world built with human-made buildings, and it seemed a little happier and freer.
What does it feel like?
To live with one foot in a world that doesn’t fit you.
And, being abandoned by that world and coming into a world that suits you.
Monia was stripped of everything and kicked out to the island.
A comfortable life, overflowing gold and silver treasures, hundreds and thousands of people bowing their heads to themselves.
I lost everything and became one person with nothing. She clings to herself, shakes off everything that suppressed her, and is finally able to live on this island, letting out the cries of birth.
Chester was different.
He gave up his future for the poor village and struggling parents.
In the duke’s house, in a place full of nobles, he was worn out as he lived without a place to attach his heart to, receiving glare from him.
His village and family, the reason he was able to cheer up and resolve his will, disappeared at the hands of hungry bandits due to a severe drought that hit the kingdom four years ago.
I’ve lived through such a loss.
When she found out about Chester’s life, Monia didn’t know what to say.
The Chester she thought of was a man with a strong heart who always smiled, solved any difficult problem easily, and never gave up no matter what.
However, after knowing his life, I couldn’t understand how he could live like that.
If you’re having a hard time, I want to comfort you. If he’s sad, I want to lend him my heart and tell him to cry until he’s satisfied. But Chester still doesn’t show weakness.
It wasn’t that Chester was slow to express his emotions. You can clearly feel the glances peeking at your breasts or thighs, and when you laugh, you laugh, and when you’re happy, you dance and sing. However, it does not appear weak.
Monia was sad about that.
I want to help Chester and walk with him, but I feel too weak to support Chester’s weak spots.
“Oh, the head came out.”
At Chester’s words, Monia came to her senses and looked ahead. As Chester said, the child’s head was coming out before he knew it.
– Chester.
Then, the black wind called Chester.
Confused by the sudden call, Chester hurriedly moved next to the black wind and moved his hand as the black wind guided him.
After placing Chester’s hand under the baby, Black Wind explained.
– Take the baby.
– what?
When Chester tried to speak with his hands, the black wind grabbed Chester’s hand and put it back under the baby.
– We all have a tradition of entrusting our baby to a family member, or a family member who wants to be connected as a soul. To the brother you can trust the most, to the one you can be confident in sharing your life with.
The black wind looked at Chester with a serious face and said.
– Chester. I was arrogant, stupid, impatient, impatient.
‘I think that’s still the case.’
Chester had a rude thought in his heart, but he didn’t let it out.
– Chester. After meeting you and knowing that there is a wider world and greater wisdom, I was able to change. Of course, it hasn’t changed completely yet. However, I was able to wake up in my own narrow world and become a wider and larger being.
The black wind patted Chester on the back and said,
– So, please take my soul.
Hearing all the words of the black wind, Chester saw a baby eagerly trying to be born.
‘You want a baby? baby? To have a baby.’
The body stiffens with tension. How long have you been so nervous? Decided to catch the bear, wouldn’t it be the first time since fighting the bear? Perhaps, it might be after the time when he ran to fight Urgo once more.
afraid.
A baby is a weak creature. As with any creature, babies are weak. And Chester knows he’s far stronger than those babies. At the same time, he also knows that his grip strength is at an unusual level compared to that of a trained adult male.
But what if Chester strained his hands when he was receiving the baby? Even if it is a very weak power, it might be terribly strong for a baby.
‘Damn it. What should I do?’
But I can’t help but do it. It is not possible to step back in this situation. Chester made up his mind and relaxed as much as he could.
Receive the newborn baby as gently and gently as possible, as if you were stroking the air. With that thought in mind, I raised my senses to the point where I could even see the line of light.
Babies with more than half of their bodies exposed were wrinkly and ugly. And, it was unbelievably small for a baby at the top.
Chester carefully brought his hand close to the baby, gently catching him as it came out.
After retrieving the baby, Chester looked at the still, motionless baby in his arms.
“… … .”
– Here.
The Black Wind led Chester outside. Chester followed the hurried black wind and ran hurriedly, careful not to let the baby in his arms fall.
Arriving at a lake overflowing with benevolent water, they sat down on the edge of the lake and carefully dipped the baby into the water.
Until all the amniotic fluid has been washed away from the baby’s body, the baby is immersed in the gracious water several times while periodically taking it out to prevent choking.
how much did you do that
At some point, the baby’s body, which had been still as if dead, wanted to wriggle, and then spewed water out of its mouth and began to wriggle.
Quietly, the baby’s cry spreads around.
The people at the top listened to the baby’s cry and entered the consummation of the sorcery and blessed the newborn baby.
And Chester seemed to be wriggling, but looked at the baby clinging to him and crying.
– Name the baby.
– name?
When the black wind spoke to him, Chester came to his senses and saw the sleeping baby, breathing quietly as if he had never cried.
“Monia.”
“yes?”
“They asked me to name the baby.”
“name? What is your name? … … Like the people at the top?”
“… … Well. Could we build it our way? It’s our baby.”
“Ooh, my baby.”
Monia’s face becomes serious at the word ‘my baby’.
“… … Is this a man or a woman?”
“… … A man.”
“Well. Then in a manly name.”
Monia said while quietly watching the wrinkly baby change its expression here and there.
“Let’s call him Rex.”
“Rex?”
“yes. Grow strong, Rex.”
“That’s a great name.”
“How are you? no?”
“No, I like it. then… This child’s name is Rex.”
Chester held the baby in one arm and carefully stroked the baby’s head.
When Chester announced the baby’s name, the black wind smiled and stroked the baby with his fingers.
– That’s a good name.
So, a new life with Rex began.