232 – Jordi (4)
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Jordy bit his lip when he saw the knights who came to help Chester and Monia.
Jordy wasn’t just making the monsters shout Chester and Monia’s names out loud to find them.
Of course, there was also an intention to bring out Chester and Monia by psychological pressure, but the bigger intention was to induce the isolation of Chester and Monia.
First of all, by instilling in the people of the Kingdom of Jaim the image that only two people, Chester and Monia, are aiming for them, they naturally get their feet wet without recklessly operating the army.
In fact, the strategy worked, and the troops blocking Jordi soon disappeared.
Then, voices of resentment towards Chester and Monia began to emerge from all over the city.
There is no army, and people who can help them have been cut off and isolated. The strategy he put into that situation was really effective, and he was able to kill Chester smoothly.
I did.
‘Why?’
Why did someone come to help them?
It didn’t matter to Jordi now that his strategy had gone awry.
It’s just that, comparing his past experience with his present experience, he couldn’t tolerate the current situation.
‘Why are you different from me?’
That was the problem.
There was no one to help Jordi.
Even when he was degraded from being a prince to a commoner soldier because of his senile father and suffered all sorts of terrible bullying, the knights who came in disguised as soldiers as escorts did not help him even though they were right next to Jordi.
Jordi’s heart was twisted after enduring seemingly endless beatings and cruelty.
How was it after that? When Jordi was really struggling, when he desperately needed someone’s help, no one was by his side.
Even if I tried to use the military to carry out an operation, all sorts of resistance followed. Even if you just want to burn down a village!
Traitor, spy, assassin. He had only incredible human beings everywhere, and even in the safety of his castle, he could not reassure his heart.
What was it like when the revolutionary army attacked the castle?
Tiara disappeared after that day. She just seemed a little dangerous, so she dared to hide herself without even knowing the grace she had taken care of!
‘Why… !’
Every time I had a hard time, I had to do it alone because there was no one by my side, but why is that human-minded trash who steals other people’s women?
‘Why…… !’
When the castle collapsed, no one was left around!
When I was wandering alone, no one reached out to help me!
He was like that even when he was enslaved…… ! Even when he was sold into slavery and suffered!
No one, no one, no one helped him, so why is that guy risking his life to help people like that!
There was such a thing as karma.
And that karma was not a hope theory like winding good and punishing evil, nor was it a fatalistic story on the level of ‘everyone is born, lives and dies someday’.
At the same time, this world is in a huge flow, so it wasn’t a story from a huge point of view where everything revolves around and eventually returns to oneself.
If you see someone bullying children on the playground while walking down the street, you’d understandably think that person is a bad person who has a bad temper and hates children.
And once such a thought gets stuck, the next time that person gets into trouble, they don’t want to lend a helping hand, and in the end, that person won’t be able to get help when they’re in trouble.
When I see a young boy helping an elderly person who is suffering on the road, I feel proud and proud for no reason.
So, when the boy is in a difficult situation, he wants to help to some extent in what he can.
Karma was a story of that level. A story that follows people’s hearts forever.
But this isn’t perfect. Just as everyone has good and bad sides, just as everything in the world exists from various perspectives, karma also moves within the complex logic of the world.
If you don’t know that a bad person is a bad person, someone might appear to help you when that person is in trouble.
And no matter how good a person is in trouble, no one may help him or her.
But at least, at least one step will change a person’s mind in a different direction than it originally flowed.
And if it is repeated constantly, the karma will surely come back to that person someday.
That’s what Jordy built.
He made a big mistake.
The country was on fire, the people were devastated, and the king, who died at the hands of his children, regretted himself for being old and foolish.
My heart was broken and I went astray somewhere, and I continued to accumulate mistakes as I walked the wrong path that no one else would ever walk.
They caught innocent children and drove them to the battlefield. At best, he would hold the enemy’s feet for a moment.
He turned an entire village into a trap and burned all the people living in the village and the enemies he liked.
War is a terrible tragedy, but among them, the war created by Jordi is more brutal, more terrible, and more screaming than any other place.
It all came back to Jordi’s karma.
Everyone turned away from him. Everyone hated him
It was his country, but everything in the country drew spears and knives at him.
Jordy saw Chester fighting the knights while shedding tears of blood.
“Chester, I heard people’s voices on the way. Perhaps, it would be difficult for the crabs to be here, right?”
“Perhaps.”
“I have prepared a wagon for you to ride along with some travel expenses, so if you get back alive here, ride it and leave. Ah, he seems to be hurt a lot, so get hurt before that…….”
“No, I’m leaving right away. Don’t worry, the wound can be fixed from this side.”
“Rex looks badly hurt…….”
Seeing that, Jordy, who was about to cry out in spite of himself, shut his mouth tightly.
“… ….”
All creatures in this world have their own language. The language system differs depending on the environment in which it has lived, to the point where even animals cannot communicate with each other in different regions.
To that extent, language is complex and delicate, and at the same time it deeply touches people’s hearts.
When your heart is filled with despair, when you want to end your own life right now, to the extent that someone’s simple words can save that person’s life.
To the extent that someone’s words can become deeply embedded in that person’s heart and completely change that person’s life.
“… ….”
So, after hearing David and Chester’s conversation, Jordi kept his mouth shut without realizing it.
And he thought about when he had been talking to someone else without realizing it.
And what I found out was that I couldn’t come to mind at all.
After becoming king and giving orders unilaterally…… No, before that, after he joined the army as a soldier, Jordi’s conversations with other people drastically decreased.
All you do is give orders. All they do is intimidate or intimidate them into doing their bidding.
I tried to think of a conversation with T-ara, but I couldn’t come up with a proper conversation.
We whispered love to each other.
I swore a happy future.
Since when did the couple turn their backs on each other and sleep in the bed?
Since when did T-ara’s eyes plant fear in her eyes?
I can’t remember the last time I heard a kind word from someone.
On a day when the refreshing sunlight is shining and a cool breeze is blowing, I can’t remember if I’ve ever received a good morning from someone.
The trivial, commonplace conversations that everyone often experiences have disappeared from their lives before they know it.
All you hear is the scream of hating yourself. A cry of self-hatred. Eyes filled with tears of blood directed at him. A face contorted with anger.
I don’t think I’ve ever received a smile from anyone. I don’t think I’ve ever received a word of kindness and concern.
“… ….”
Jordi opened his mouth.
“… ….”
Then he closed his mouth without speaking.
Jordy kept his mouth open for a long time, and while Jordi’s command disappeared, the monsters were slaughtered by the Chester family and knights.
“Rex! My stomach! Are you okay?!”
“It’s okay! It’s fine!”
Jordi watched Cena worry as she looked at Rex’s stabbed belly.
The moment Jordi saw the ugly devil, who seemed to have imitated a human, being worried by a beautiful woman like Senna, Jordi opened and closed his mouth again.
Emotions run rampant.
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At one time, memories of slavery, regretting the past, begin to rush in.
Dark emotions thrust sharp teeth forged from the past into Jordi’s soul.
The unavoidable past, its weight, its ferocity began to bite and crush Jordi’s heart.
I wanted to scream.
So he screamed.
However, no one listened to his screams.
It wasn’t just Chester and Monia.
No one here right now.
No one in the world.
Jordi had no interest.