272 – Tiara(1)
After spending a hot time, Chester and Monia lie naked in bed together, covered with a two-piece duvet, in a drowsy mood. We talked while feeling each other’s body temperature and skin.
“So, Tina is a tiara.”
“Yes.”
The subject of the conversation was about the tiara, which was cut off in the middle of doing something more important.
“Tiara, tiara… ….”
Chester lightly stroked Monia’s waist and recalled the image of the tiara she had first seen at her academy.
She was a stupid woman.
It was Chester who helped carry out Monia’s orders to the level of ‘small bullying’ by suppressing and suppressing Monia’s orders to the extent that they did not cause problems with her face or honor.
Monia Well, since she had been taught since childhood to check women approaching the prince, she didn’t know the meaning of a duke’s daughter caring about commoners.
Anyway, because she did her bidding, she had many things to observe tiara in her own way, so she knew it well.
A commoner who fell into the aristocratic world without any education. A weak person who wandered, agonized, suffered, suffered, and was afraid. Then, after meeting the prince and receiving the protection of the prince, he adapted to the aristocratic society without any other learning or teaching, and thus looked down on the world.
That was Chester’s evaluation of Tiara.
With the head of a child, he plays hahahahahoho without knowing anything in the aristocratic world.
To Chester, who was well aware that the world, which was beautifully decorated with gold and silver treasures on the outside, was covered in soggy, dark red mud with plenty of blood and poison added to it, Tiara’s action seemed like a madman cutting his own throat.
Chester didn’t want to get caught up in T-ara’s madness. If a commoner did something like that, it could have an adverse effect on the equally commoner Chester.
So, Chester tried to rectify the situation by being kicked out of Tiara Academy and being punished somehow.
…… I didn’t know that even the prince was a lunatic lacking in thought, so he would sever his engagement to Monia on his own accord, as well as declare that he would be exiled to a wandering island without a proper trial.
As a result of trying to quickly resolve the situation by carrying out Monia’s orders and at the same time punishing Tiara appropriately, Chester was also abandoned on a floating island where Monia should have been abandoned originally.
In fact, Chester is not without feelings at all.
Living in the world, you think anything can happen, and you live with the determination to deal with whatever happens, but that doesn’t mean you can’t have any feelings about what happened or happened. To be.
He’s not strong enough to seek revenge, but he does have a grudge to the point that he doesn’t want to help Tiara.
“What do you want Monia to do?”
At Chester’s question, Monia thought for a moment.
If she has a grudge against Tiara, she will have a bigger Monia.
She stopped thinking about revenge by focusing more on a happy life with Chester than stress while focusing on pointless revenge, but even so, she realized that the vengeance and resentment that must have been buried somewhere at the bottom of her emotions disappeared. It’s not.
“Umm.”
She has a grudge for ruining her own life.
She has a grudge for depriving her of a comfortable life where she can live her whole life enjoying the art she wants and the food she wants without any worries.
Even if my life with Chester is happier now, even if I was forced to become independent from my terrible father and gained freedom, even if everything turned out well in the end… Even if you can think of it rationally, there are feelings that don’t go away emotionally no matter what.
But.
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“Wouldn’t there be something to kill?”
“Really?”
“Yes. …… But as Chester said.”
Monia buried her face in Chester’s chest, smelled his body, calmed her mind, and then she said.
“I don’t think there is anything I can do to help.”
I don’t have a grudge enough to do something, but I don’t have any feelings enough to help.
That was the conclusion Monia and Chester came to.
“Then let’s talk tomorrow. I want you to leave.”
“Yes.”
If I throw it away like this, Tiara might starve to death. She may be attacked and eaten by a beast.
But.
It was a story that the two did not know.
“That’s enough now. Let’s talk about something else.”
“It’s a different story. I’m thinking of going fishing in the sea tomorrow. Would you like to join us?”
“Fishing?”
“Yes. I was thinking of teaching Rex to go fishing.”
“Hmm. I want to be with you, but… Because we don’t know where our stuff might be on this island. The smell of us on things was also erased by the typhoon, so Ant couldn’t find it. So, let’s explore the island a little more.”
“Really?”
“If you have time after exploring and come back, yes, let’s go fishing together.”
“Okay. Let’s do it.”
Talk about tomorrow’s schedule.
“Ant doesn’t seem to have any energy these days.”
“…… Right. In fact, Ant is already at the age of starting her own family.”
“I want to find a good mate, but Ant is an ant wolf. Wouldn’t it be difficult to find a good mate for her until she returns to the island?”
“Hmm. Actually, it’s not impossible at all. You can make babies with the wolves on this island.”
“Really?”
“Because I am a wolf. Maybe you can make a child with a dog?”
“Really?! I did not know. Didn’t different creatures not have children?”
“You know what a mule is? It is a creature born from the crossbreeding of a donkey and a horse. It’s called hybrid…….”
Talking about Ant.
We were talking about Sena and talking about our trip so far.
“Aww.”
Her body moved, and Monia got up and put on her clothes.
“Monia. Where are you going?”
“Wow, bathroom!”
After answering with her embarrassing face, Monia, lightly dressed, hurriedly left the house.
* * *
Tiara did not enter the house and brought only a piece of cloth. She lay in front of the campfire and watched the house with Monia and Chester.
She
As she watched, she heard sounds coming from the house.
Of course, I couldn’t hear Chester and Monia’s conversation because of the distance, but I could hear Monia’s intense moaning.
Hearing that sound, Tiara recalled a relationship she had experienced with a man.
A cold experience that felt like performing with Jordi obligatory, without feeling caring or affection.
A cruel experience of being used as a tool to discharge s*xual desire among commoners who do not see themselves as human beings.
The terrible experience of being sold as a s*x slave and having to satisfy the twisted desires of a nobleman in all kinds of unimaginable perverted ways.
For T-ara, being in a relationship with a man was painful, misfortune, and covered in fear and disgust.
It was a nonsensical story that love deepens as you connect more deeply with your loved ones and share each other’s hearts.
Love? Without that, there was only loathing and hatred. It was just painful.
However, when I listened to Monia’s voice, I knew it without my knowledge.
Monia was feeling happy from her experience with that man named Chester.
‘Chestera.’
I think of Chester.
He was a man who was very different from Jordi.
It is different from Jordi, who has a thin body overall and has the appearance of a nobleman, where you can feel some feminine delicacy.
Feeling more ‘manly’ than Jordi, ‘strong’, and ‘reliable’.
It can be seen that everyone believes in him, and that he also has sufficient leadership or ability to willingly take on difficult and rough tasks such as hunting wolves for everyone who believes in him and show excellent results.
Competent. And excellent
It wasn’t the men T-ara had experienced until now.
Although Jordi was a prince, he did not have the feeling that he was a reliable leader whom someone could trust and depend on and follow. To be honest, Jordi in the tiara didn’t have a good image left.
In the past, he thought he was a prince who would make him happy, but now he had an image of an immature prince who couldn’t do his job properly, and a devil with a weak mind who appeared crookedly and gave cruel orders that lost his humanity.
What about the men in the village who made themselves s*x slaves? He didn’t go to war to protect his family and protect his country, he just hid in the village and when someone as easygoing as himself appeared, he had the ugliness of stepping out and using it terribly.
Nobility, not to mention.
I had money and skills, but that was it. More than that, he was an ugly man by nature.
He only met guys like that himself, why Monia?
The resentment wells up again. Tiara, who was grinding her teeth while looking at the house where Monia had entered, was surprised when Monia suddenly jumped out of her house, and unconsciously lowered her body and covered her head with her cloth.
‘Why did I hide?!’
While thinking about that, as Monia jumped up and down and headed to the beach, T-ara, who was watching her back, unknowingly took out the knife she had hidden in her arms and raised her body.
And carefully followed Monia.
How far she followed her, the moment she saw Monia, who was squatting near the shore, getting her body up after finishing her little errands.
With that defenseless figure and filled with jealousy and resentment, Tiara rushed towards Monia’s back.
The knife in her hand glistened viciously in the moonlight.