Because this is my first life-1
Yuria’s work was over, but it was also important to finalize the succession of the family head.
Even though he knew full well that Wah’s father’s intentions could not interfere with his work, shouldn’t he be sure about the succession?
There is no possibility that YuRia will rise again.
In the cellar confined by Arwen’s barrier, he will live forever, unable to choose his own death.
“Now, all that remains is to ascend to the position of head of household.”
Although it was Ronald who spoke calmly, I realized that the emotion in that voice was joy.
I think the heartache was probably severe.
Considering what I did in the past, I don’t think it’s necessary to be considerate of such things, but… it’s better than not caring at all.
Since we came all the way here anyway, there was no need to mention the past.
It’s not that I’m relaxed enough to waste my time thinking about things like that.
Don’t we need to move in earnest now? It was definitely fine not to have to pay attention to YuRia now.
Perhaps it was because one of the things he always cared about had disappeared, and his exceptionally light hair was thinking about this and that.
“My father?”
“You’re in the office, don’t you mind now?”
To explain one of Taylor’s traditions, if only one successor remains, the head of the family can succeed regardless of the will of the head of the family.
Of course, that tradition is now gone. It was definitely true that I would be the last one.
After staring blankly at me for a moment, Reynolds nodded and disappeared.
He probably noticed that he was going to visit his father soon.
It’s not a good scene in many ways, but it’s something you want to avoid.
After Ronald disappeared, I headed for my father’s place, passing the attendants who glanced at me.
Walking down the corridor reminded me of when I first returned.
The hallway where I ran in search of my father, anxious because I couldn’t believe he was alive.
It was a completely different purpose and state from then, so I had strange feelings.
It was markedly different from before. And it will be different in the future.
Kill Theresia, and a future where Yuria doesn’t exist.
I don’t know what lies ahead, but what’s clear is,
It was going to go in a more positive direction than any life I can remember.
smart-
“This is Robert.”
Even when I knocked, there was no response from inside.
When I opened the door, I saw my father sitting in a chair.
There was a seal on the table that only the head of household could possess, so he looked at it quietly and then smiled.
I don’t know what your intention is. Due to my father’s personality, I thought he wouldn’t hand it over to me.
“What are you thinking?”
“It’s just following tradition.”
“I thought you would say that it’s a tradition that the family head doesn’t hand it over.”
“I decided there was no need to do that. Don’t most of the empire want you to become the head of the household anyway? If I hold out here longer, there won’t be much future for me.”
Father answered, raising a couple of fingers.
What the twisted corners of the mouth showed was an unmistakable laugh, and the eyes they met no longer showed the same intelligence as before.
Are you tired now? Maybe something like that.
It would have been nice if I had had that kind of mind a little earlier, but even thinking about it didn’t change anything.
Then, looking at his father, he licked his lips quietly.
“You probably won’t ever come back around here.”
“Aren’t you going to kill me?”
“I would have done it if I had someone to kill, but I don’t see it.”
“Murr. If you act like that in the future, you will be hindered in many ways.”
“I will take care of it. I am not the head of the household now.”
The father, who laughed at the sharp tone, quietly wiped his face and nodded.
It was her father who handed over the sentence when she went to visit Yuria.
It was as if he knew what I would do to Yuria, as if he was telling me to definitely destroy Yuria.
Yuria who saw that sentence was definitely broken, but she couldn’t figure out why she was moving like that now.
Wasn’t it like taking my side?
I couldn’t understand why the person who was silent even when I was dying was helping me.
And, I didn’t even want to understand. He calls him father with his mouth, but in reality his heart has already left.
I didn’t even want to talk for a long time. Didn’t he come here simply to succeed the family head?
I wondered why he was so obediently handing out the seal, but it meant that there was no need to ask him about it.
“Then I will take only this. We will inform you about the treatment soon.”
“Did you kill Yuria?”
At the sudden words, I looked back at my father. I think you are predicting it to some extent.
Knowing what happened to me when I was young, you must have guessed that my feelings for YuRia were bad.
I wanted to ask why you didn’t stop it then, but the answer that came out of my mouth was a little different.
“I saved you.”
“…Unexpected. I thought you would kill me.”
“Because it would be more painful to watch it live. I tied myself up so I wouldn’t die. If you are not dying of old age, it will be difficult for you to die.”
At my calm voice, my father smiled and nodded.
It didn’t look like he was genuinely laughing.
That expression was a little hazy, as if remembering something, and she just looked at her father without saying anything.
He smiled bitterly for a moment, then quietly opened his mouth.
“You mean you won’t kill me even if you suffer like that?”
“I don’t want to be a person like Yuria. Even with Taylor, who was led by my father, things will probably be different. I don’t think it’s right for families to kill each other just to succeed the family head.”
I said it on purpose to provoke, but my father just nodded his head unfazed.
His mouth did not open after staring at the empty space for a long time, so he took the seal and turned his back.
I said everything I had to say.
As the conversation continues, the only memories that come to mind are unpleasant ones,
As I headed toward the door again, I heard my father’s voice in my ears.
“You look like Serena. It’s been like this before, but nothing has changed.”
When I raised my eyebrows at my mother’s name, my father laughed at my expression.
It didn’t sound like he meant to offend me. It seemed like a serious statement, but I was curious about the intention and opened my mouth.
“What does it mean?”
The reason why the name of my mother, which I had never included before, is said to resemble me when I look at it now.
The father, who was silent for a moment as if contemplating the answer, answered quietly.
As if everything had been dropped, it was as if a soft light had been set on the freezing cold eyes for a moment.
“It just means what it says.”
Having said that, the father closed his mouth again.
I thought that no matter what I said, his mouth would not open.
What does Serena Ugris mean to Arthur Taylor?
If she wasn’t sad even when she died, what is the reason why she sees her mother on top of herself now?
I was curious, but the reason didn’t really seem that great.
Maybe even knowing it would be disappointing. I turned my head.
Now that he had nothing to do with me.
No more Arthur Taylor or Yuria Taylor.
They are people who mean nothing to me.
Even if I care, I’m probably the one who loses.
Tboob-
With the door of the office closed, the steps walking down the silent hallway were lighter than before.
However, it was complicated in my head. A future without father and sister.
It was because I couldn’t even guess what direction the future, which I had never experienced since I was born, would go.
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“You don’t seem to be very happy.”
“I am not happy. It’s nothing to be happy about.”
The first clothes I tried on were awkward.
The formal attire that Taylor’s head of household should wear was, perhaps, an outfit similar to that of a country’s king.
The horse was a duke, but in fact it was the equivalent of a grand duke.
Isn’t it for nothing that the aristocrats are deeply concerned about Taylor’s position as head of the household?
shape changes
It was the moment when the family head of Taylor, who had not changed for decades, changed, and the king who wielded the nobility changed again.
There were many such moments, but it was the first time that I became the main character.
I looked in the mirror wearing a tight-fitting robe and saw blue eyes staring at me.
It was quite different from what I saw when I first returned.
The eyes, which were always empty, contained emotions of their own.
So… maybe he’s nervous. He smiled at his trembling hands.
As I went back and forth, I thought I was far from being nervous.
However, on a day like today, you have no choice but to be nervous.
i’m going Wasn’t it something I couldn’t even imagine when I first did the regression?
“Don’t worry too much. I am with you today.”
“It is, but. Are you okay? If you go out with me, you will talk a lot in many ways.”
“It would be fine to show that it will be different from before. In the meantime, it was unprecedented for the saintess and the head of the family to step out together. And since we’re friends, it doesn’t matter.”
Adrian, who came from the Wall Tower, smiled lightly, and Arwen looked at us strangely for a moment.
It seemed like he was trying to guess our relationship.
I can’t say we’re just normal friends. There was a lot of good feelings mixed in this relationship.
In the end, it was no different than blindfolded and screaming.
Even so, it was true that he was getting help.
As Adrian said, Taylor will be different now.
Although it was progress for one year later, there will be countless changes in that one year, enough to be called a cataclysm.
Being with Adrian meant that.
Starting with the fact that Taylor, who was far from the church, is with the saint, he will take a step that is completely opposite to the previous one.
“You must leave now. People are waiting.”
“…Yes, eggplant.”
After tidying up the formal dress, he quietly reached out his hand toward Adrian as if he were an escort.
“Catch it. It’s right in front of you.”
“Oh, is that so?”
They crossed their arms, looked into each other’s eyes, and walked forward.
It was a new phase.
If the path I had been following was to erase the past, now it was to build a new future.
I don’t know how this 101st life will end, but it’s true that it’s definitely okay so far.
Wouldn’t it be okay if it just went like this?
As long as what I’ve been doing was right, wouldn’t it be possible to achieve my will if I keep doing it this way?
It was my first time in this life, so I couldn’t be sure about this future.
However, for today, I try to eat comfortably.
It’s the moment when you finally confirm that the path you’ve been walking is the right one.
Passing through the corridor that was dark for a while, bright light poured in and at the same time I heard the sound of countless people.
Aren’t the countless people gathered under the highest podium of the duke’s residence directing their eyes toward the new family head?
I heard Leonard’s voice from far away.
The voice raised by the amplification magic was informing those countless people about Taylor’s new family song.
“Taylor’s new head of household, His Excellency Duke Robert Taylor, eats it!”
That housekeeper is Nara.
In many ways, the feeling was new, so I just looked at the people while holding Adrian’s hand.
It was different from the gaze he received on the guillotine.
There was no Robert Taylor who was only ridiculed despite countless deaths.
Now, with a new phase, we will open up a completely different future. There was only the 101st Robert.
However, it wasn’t all over.
Since my goal has not yet been achieved, I close my eyes for a moment. He murmured quietly amidst the cheers of many people.
for eternal rest.
I still had work to do.