I will not let you go-3
Alcohol sometimes brings out one’s true heart, but conversely, it makes one’s heart appear that one did not want to reveal.
What was it that upset Robert?
I had already made up my mind to say that, but I didn’t think too much about saying it was my own.
Saying that I missed you… would have been fine.
Adele’s expression, holding her greasy hair, looked complicated.
I wasn’t the type to get drunk, but there was a day when I was strangely drunk after drinking three bottles.
So, right now, this morning’s work. Adele groped her lips and looked to the side.
There were not just one or two things that were difficult because of the cut off memories.
Why is Robert here and why is he sleeping? Adele began to search for lost memories.
After the last memory he remembers.
Please, I hope there will be no ‘accident’ that you imagine.
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Whoa-
When he realized that Adele’s lips had touched his forehead, Robert smiled and touched his forehead.
It was the first time I was born.
That was how Adele contacted me in this way beyond holding hands, and it was also what came first.
Because it’s something I wouldn’t normally do.
“You have become bold.”
It was embarrassing that Robert was all the same.
It was only natural that he could not have imagined that he would do this.
Who could have thought that Adele would come out like this to him?
It will take several more regressions to predict. It was such a situation.
I can’t control this awkwardness myself, so I try to somehow erase the shame and spit out a joke somehow.
Even if the cheeks that were already slightly reddened made it look like he was drunk, maybe he was drunk with the atmosphere.
Seeing Adele still not saying anything, Robert let out a cough.
I don’t know if it’s okay to upset people like this.
The one who will still have his heart burst at close intervals is himself, but he himself is so calm.
In fact, Adele wasn’t calm, but Robert still thought Adele was quite calm with her nonchalant expression.
Of course, Adele’s head was more complex than Robert’s.
“…keep this in mind. what I just said.”
The tips of Adele’s ears turned bright red as she spoke.
Are you bold? No way.
It was a pretty impulsive decision to bring her lips to her forehead, but it was the first time in her life that she had harbored such feelings.
It was always the first time I felt possessive of a person rather than an object.
Until the day he said he would take all the beginnings.
Had I been sober, I wouldn’t have said anything in front of Robert.
Alcohol was a problem. However, rather than thinking of resolving the situation, the alcohol that had already taken over her entire body clouded Adele’s consciousness faster.
Even if I tried to increase the distance, my body staggered and it was not easy to move.
Even if he tried to do something, he was just dizzy, so he couldn’t focus for a moment, and Adele’s body leaned forward in the blurry vision.
Robert, who accepted Adele naturally, smiled bitterly.
The body temperature was transmitted as it was. Unlike usual, she was wearing thin clothes, so the curves of her body could be felt.
I thought it was quite difficult for a while, and I let out a small sigh at the heat that was already heating up.
Perhaps what I just said was uttered out of intoxication.
I already emptied 4 bottles of alcohol by myself.
It was natural that a normal person could not stand it properly.
Even Adele was like that. Normally, drinking like that made it difficult to even control one’s body.
He didn’t receive divine power like he did, so how could he stay fine after drinking four bottles of alcohol?
So I tried to forget what I just heard, but Adele kissed her lips as she hugged Robert.
As if reading his mind, the calm voice seemed to refute Robert’s thoughts.
“You’d think I said this because I was drunk.”
“Never before.”
“You can see everything just by looking at your face. Did you think I was looking at you lightly? you’re welcome.”
The power to hug her body grew stronger, and her body froze as Adele breathed into her neck.
That warm breath was tickling his throat.
Not wanting to lose his strength and end up lying down together, Robert held onto Adele’s body and just listened to her voice.
Whether Robert did it or not, Adele just kept saying what she wanted to say.
If you think it was a drunken remark, you are mistaken.
The words he said while drunk were correct, but his heart was sincere.
To be more honest, I refrained from it because I wasn’t sure yet, because it was true that I thought I was sad.
He gripped his body tighter and licked his lips again slowly.
“Even while you don’t know, even while you’re looking elsewhere. i was looking at you Even if you were concerned about other things, my eyes were on you. only you don’t know I know.”
“…was it?”
“okay. Is it okay for you not to know people like that?”
Hearing that from Adele made him feel quite strange, so Robert pulled Adele away with a laugh.
I knew exactly what I wanted to say.
Now I have a sense of what I am sad about and what I want.
I can’t listen to all of them.
There is such a thing as a line that he has set himself, and in fact, the fact that his lips touched his forehead was outside of that line.
I can’t even be angry about it.
Come to think of it, it was the first time in my life that something like that had happened.
I don’t know what kind of beginning will be taken away next time. That was enough for today.
Adele, who had fallen on Robert, stumbled into her chair.
He knew he was quite drunk, but he was embarrassed that Robert wasn’t so drunk.
I must have drank a lot. I couldn’t figure out why I was the only one who was like this.
My vision was blurry, my head was dizzy, and the world was turning upside down again and again at this very moment.
Normally, I would have to lay down on the bed and go to sleep.
…then Robert would leave, so it wasn’t easy to fall asleep.
The appearance of trying to hold on by force was bound to be noticed by others.
Seeing Adele trying to force herself back down, Robert gave a small smile.
Did I really want to continue this position?
But time was finite, and Adele had to go to sleep before dawn.
Isn’t she the grand duke who rules this northern part?
Not everyone would appreciate Adele’s drunkenness, if she didn’t know if she was drunk.
Since he even drank alone with himself, it would be better to put him to sleep as soon as possible.
Adele frowned as Robert approached and supported his arm.
“I don’t sleep. I wasn’t even drunk.”
“Looks like you’ve had enough already. You kiss me too.”
“…if you didn’t do it to your lips, you didn’t do anything. I’ll do that next time I’m sober. When you’re sober, when you’re thinking about something else. If it were possible, I would do it in front of a saint or princess. Whoops.”
I don’t know what to think of saying this proudly in front of myself.
I’m glad I didn’t feel uncomfortable like the first time.
When Robert raised his arm, Adele meekly rose from her seat.
I was just thinking that I should get up soon.
It was also because he knew that Robert’s actions would be resolute even if he resisted.
Robert won’t like it if you keep sitting. There was no reason not to listen.
Adele staggered to her feet and lay down on the bed next to her.
His body collapsed without even touching his head on the pillow, but even that was difficult to get up again.
If a bed eats people, this is how it would feel.
I closed my eyes tightly to avoid being caught up in the sensation of literally sinking into a swamp.
Then what I see is Robert’s face. Adele smiled brightly and stretched her arms upward.
I couldn’t reach Robert with my flailing arm.
The cat’s gesture to snatch something seemed quite threatening to Robert.
When she raised her head, wondering if she was looking for her, Adele’s hand grabbed Robert and pulled him.
“Caught.”
“…I am not a thing.”
“If I hadn’t caught him, he would have tried to get out anyway. Isn’t it?”
Even though he drank so much, the sweet scent was stronger than the smell of alcohol.
The scent of a woman was so strong that Robert slightly raised his head to get away from the smell that would blow away his consciousness.
If I didn’t give him strength, he would have buried his head in his chest.
Wouldn’t that be pretty dangerous in a situation like this?
As Robert’s eyes narrowed, Adele grinned and slightly relaxed the arm she was holding.
Even if he left now, there was no room for him to hold on.
It’s just that you feel sorry for yourself, isn’t it right to go out in the first place?
That was the reason I didn’t completely let go.
I’m afraid to send it anyway. I want to stay even longer
With that in mind, I was just holding on to the collar with my fingertips.
Robert, whose sleeves were held, stared at Adele.
I tried to get out, but I couldn’t get out because of this hand. Do you want to catch it or do you want to let it go?
I laughed for a moment at the finger that pulled my sleeve when I tried to move my body, but then slowly approached Adele again and sat down on the empty space of the bed.
“What do you want?”
Actually, I didn’t really want to leave. If I wanted to leave, I would have left right away.
The reason I didn’t let go of the hand that was holding me and continued to stay was because I liked this place in my heart.
It’s been a long time since we’ve been together like this.
It was because I was worried about what Adele had said to me, and I was wondering if maybe we should be together a little longer.
When asked what he wanted, Adele pondered for a moment.
Even if he tried to say “I want you” outright, there’s a good chance that Robert would take it as a joke.
After hesitating, he licked his lips quietly.
“I wish I could hug you…”
Until I fall asleep, don’t forget that you’re by my side.
After saying that, he spread his arms slightly, so Robert, who smiled at him, moved his body cautiously.
The man and woman who embraced each other’s body felt the body temperature like that.
Adele sensed Robert’s presence and sank into a fading consciousness.
I didn’t want to go to sleep. I wanted to enjoy this time even a little more.
The problem was that he drank too much.
Despite the blurred consciousness, the hand holding Robert’s body did not come off.
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Just as she was about to fall asleep, Adele whispered in Robert’s ear.
“I missed you.”
More than you think. Maybe it’s good enough to praise yourself for not starting from the center.
Hearing this, Robert was slightly surprised, but then answered with a quiet smile.
“I did too.”
That was the reason Robert slept next to Adele.
Even though she fell asleep, she did not let go of her arm all the way. It was the truth of the night that only Adele could not remember.