I do not resent-1
How should I explain the feeling I felt when I realized that the carefully built tower was made of sand?
It took only a moment for the fame, power, and stability that he had tried to accumulate by any means was destroyed.
Until yesterday, there was no sign of anything, but this time, the daily life began to crumble for the same reason.
treason.
I was framed for something I didn’t do, but Taylor didn’t even refute it.
Now you know how this works.
No matter how much I struggled, in the end, this death was predestined from the beginning.
It was not determined by God, but a predetermined result manipulated by Keitel and Taylor.
“…why is it me?”
“I guess I still haven’t come to terms with reality. Is your mouth still alive?”
I don’t know how much time has passed.
Every corner of the body has already been damaged, and it is not possible to recover anywhere other than the mouth.
The prince who came to me on a particularly sleepless night told me something simple.
If you want to leave Miragen and the child intact, give up and follow them.
Only then did I feel that it was all over. I got it wrong this time too.
I struggled in my own way, but in the end, I couldn’t reach the desired goal point.
What was wrong?
Even as I struggled in pain, the only thoughts that filled my head were the tenacity to find something I had missed.
The next round, and the next round, we had to go in a different direction.
But can we rule out Miragen and move forward? Maybe… I can’t give up on that.
I realized that Miragen had become a part of me before I knew it.
I also thought about whether I would be able to love the same in the next life. Maybe it’s hard to love the same.
I don’t know if I love you more.
“Seeing you don’t even answer. Have you decided to give up?”
“…then it must be so. I know that it was decided from the beginning.”
I thought it was unusual.
When I was caught up in the false accusation of treason, it wasn’t strange that the Taylor family was also destroyed a long time ago.
However, Taylor is alive and well. whether i die or not
Nothing has changed, and Taylor is still maintaining her status.
At first, I thought I was handing over something because I had no status, but I was just trying to preserve it.
Now I know that I am not in that position.
A few I have from Taylor. Can you not notice the problem when you see that there is nothing wrong with the charge of treason?
“What did you give me for? Taylor wouldn’t have wanted it that much.”
“You don’t need me to tell you that. huh? Isn’t it? I’m in a situation where I’m talking to a high treason right now.”
Tuk-tuk.
Keitel tapped my shoulder and added with a smile, but when our eyes met, he sighed for a moment and rubbed his cheek.
Although elsewhere I have lost all senses. He did not lose his strength as much as his eyes.
The eye light that burned all the mana he possessed, and something resonating with it trembled in his body, and at the same time, Keitel’s eyes began to turn red.
“…tsk. useless words.”
All he did, muttering something to himself, was to step back behind bars.
He shook his head a few times as if he had a headache, then continued talking with his forehead resting.
Was it an illusion that there was a red light for a moment? The eyes that had regained their original golden color felt a little cold.
“I thought you might have noticed. You’d be an idiot if you hadn’t noticed until now. From the time I organized the North… I think I expected this to happen. Am I wrong?”
“Because you paid so much attention to it. I prepared, but it seemed to be wrong.”
“If you want to boil it, you should have boiled it instead of Miragen or Taylor. How dangerous it feels to crawl into the imperial family and build your own power.”
“…you should have known I wouldn’t be a threat.”
“I’m sorry.”
Keitel, with a fishy smile, peeked his face out at the bar, reached out, touched my hair, and licked his lips again.
“I don’t trust anyone but me. Father and Mirajenna. If I don’t need it, I just put it all away.”
“Mirajenna, are you talking?”
If there is harm to Miragen, it is difficult. When I looked at him without hiding that expression, Keitel smiled for a while before answering with a shrug.
“You don’t have to worry though. If only you die, there’s no reason for me to touch my younger brother. In common sense, why would you become an older brother and disturb your family? It’s not that we’re on bad terms, and it would be ruined if only one of you died anyway.”
“I’m fine with being broken.”
You can die. I was tortured more than I’ve been through so far, and it was okay to suffer so much that there were aftereffects that would affect the next episode.
However, Miragen does not. If Miragen is painful, it will be a reason for my life’s goal to change.
He would kill Keitel no matter what. Even if I die dozens more times, if Miragen dies-
Wouldn’t that be a sufficient reason for the purpose of my return to change? However, I tried not to show anything like that.
If you get angry here, it will be like provoking him.
If you were servile, you could be servile without end. It took a while for him to stare with his emotions at bay, but Keitel smiled and removed his face from the bars and looked at me.
“I was thinking of destroying it anyway, so that was natural. Any more interesting suggestions? For example.”
Once again, the red eyes flashed through the eyes.
Could it be that Keitel’s madness has manifested as magic?
The inside of the prince, who was always praised as perfect, was broken in a different direction.
No one would be able to call him normal now.
I laughed lightly at the chill that ran up my fingertips, then I felt chills as I met Keitel’s eyes again.
Could he really be Keitel? Since when did Kaitel, the crown prince of this empire, have been so twisted?
“If you bark like a dog, you might be able to save it.”
“Are you talking like a dog?”
“If you bark hard, Mirazen will be spared. That much, I will definitely promise in the name of the crown prince.”
How to bark at the princess’ sire, the prince of Taylor, whom none of the nobles dared to look at.
Usually, it is normal to kill before giving such humiliation.
But Keitel seemed genuinely enjoying the talk.
I pondered for a while.
If I do this, is there a high probability of keeping Miragen alive?
However, I wanted to grab at least a straw. For everything to settle down after I die,
No matter what I did, that was the only way to save Mirazen.
When her lips, which had been cracked from not drinking a sip of water, opened, the voice that leaked out from that small gap was truly miserable.
“…wow.”
However, I didn’t think it was ugly. Even if I had to crawl on a severed leg, I could do it.
A voice trying to imitate a dog echoed through the cellar, followed by laughter at him.
Long enough to reach the top of the imperial palace.
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I didn’t meet Mirazen until the execution date approached.
That’s the condition to save Miragen, I ate rice once a day. I hardly drank water.
When he tried to speak, his throat slit and blood leaked out.
The legs were gone, and the arms were not functioning.
The empty eye sockets looked into the air. The only thing that can look at the world is now the only remaining eye.
When Mirajan sees this, no matter what, if Yuria hadn’t tortured her in the past, she wouldn’t even have the mind to think of Mirajan.
I also heard bad words. The words YuRia poured out to me were usually like that, but the words her father said seemed to be a little memorable.
What is so important about being a family member? Still, it was okay to confirm that Miragen was still alive and well.
At that time, my voice was still fine, and seeing that I didn’t know I was going to die soon, I said that we would meet again someday.
“…next time we meet, we shouldn’t have children.”
Even if I have another child, I don’t know if it will be the same child.
I’ve already attached a name to it, and I thought I’d leave without seeing your face.
Would it be different if we met sooner and had children? No, maybe for the time being, the future in which I die will continue to repeat itself.
I might get out of this regression a little faster if I cut ties with Miragen and find another way,
After all, I’m a fool, so I won’t be able to return without abandoning Miragen.
Mirazen will meet in any episode.
I don’t know how long this feeling will last, but the meaning of the name Miragen to me has already become more important than anything else.
There were too many places I couldn’t go.
There were so many things I couldn’t say.
Will we be able to express all these things next time we meet? No, maybe that would be very difficult.
A little bit will die a lot. Can Mirajen not be sad at all those moments?
Let’s try, even if I’m in pain. So that happiness can come at the end of the future moving forward with Miragen.
When the tiny light reached my eyes, I realized that today was my last day.
What words will we meet for the first time in the next episode?
What should I say in the next episode, and finally in the episode where the return ends?
I couldn’t decide on the answer until the blade of the guillotine touched my neck and met Mirajen’s eyes.
Eventually, I died a few more times after that, until I finally noticed that I had reached the 35th playthrough.
He started his life without being able to say everything he wanted to say to Mirazen.
“What should I do this time?”
As always, on that day, a summer day when I was 20 years old, I woke up in bed with a strange feeling.
That strange sensation might be a warning about the future.
So be careful.
So, I just hope you won’t be sad when you reach the end of this story.
To laugh and talk
Because the past is just a tragedy.