I do not resent-2
I don’t know since when.
By the time I felt a bit skeptical about living with Miragen, I started to get confused about whether I was really going in the right direction.
Can you do both loving Miragen and ending the regression?
I died dozens of times to find the answer, but in the end, the reality is that I am still repeating the regression.
It felt like my head was pounding.
Even if I did something, nothing changed, and even if I struggled hard, the only thing in front of me was the future in which I would die.
Barking like a dog, crawling and begging.
I tried to go around in my own way to somehow destroy the prince’s conspiracy, but at the moment I always thought it was the last time, everything was twisted.
“…as if you knew everything.”
I don’t know the slightest bit about where and how far.
It seemed certain that Keitel would destroy my actions.
how? No, before that, why are you paying so much attention to me?
I had no intention of opposing Keitel’s plans.
He killed me even when he took Mirazen and left for a secluded place and lived without everything regardless of power.
The relationship with Miragen became a couple again, but at this point, the problem to be considered was Keitel’s movement.
now to the north. It was clear that he was plotting something else, perhaps to meet my father or to dispose of me.
Because even though he hit me in the past and disrupted their meeting, he killed me in another way.
The known cause was dealt with in advance, and someone was even assigned to the crown prince in case he found another way.
There was no sign of being caught yet. If that was the case, it would have killed me rather easily.
In any case, attaching someone to the crown prince meant that he needed a benefit to be gained through that surveillance.
What they found out in the process was that Keitel had killed a woman named Apothecary Jay while wandering from place to place.
And not just once, but many times.
I couldn’t save it unless I didn’t care about Miragen, so I left it alone, but I thought I’d try to save the woman named Jay one day.
Seeing him kill so persistently, it’s highly likely that Keitel knew something to hide.
The brain gets complicated. I still haven’t fully grasped just how far Keitel knows.
It’s fair to say that a few things are certain.
She stretched out her fingers to count the number, then let out a small sigh and wiped her face.
I don’t expect much that this will change anything.
It was like holding a straw, and I was also in a state where I had a lot of expectations.
It’s a bit unfortunate that the interest in Miragen has disappeared in the process.
If the two of us are to survive to the end… maybe this is the only way.
If I didn’t believe that I was on the right path, it wouldn’t be strange if I went crazy.
Died dozens of times in front of Mirazen. If he had seen Mirazen die, it would have been more broken.
What happened to Miragen after I died? Will the child I made when we first met survive?
He was happy to get the name of father, but he died without being able to be a father.
So I didn’t make a child. If I ever have a child, wouldn’t that be when this whole damn regression is over?
stare into space for a while As the regression was repeated, the increasing thoughts gradually ate me up.
I couldn’t love Miragen like the first time, and I couldn’t pour passion into this relationship like the first time.
I’m sorry I didn’t see it often. Mirazen is in the south now, so he’ll probably be back this evening.
After staring at the setting sun for a while, something suddenly came to my mind, so I slowly got up from my seat.
“I should prepare at least one present.”
There was something that I thought was pretty in the past, but I couldn’t buy it because I thought too much about it.
I regretted seeing the look of regret. Wouldn’t it be nice if I could welcome you back this time and give it as a gift.
Looking at Mirazen’s smile, this regression wasn’t bad either.
My mind, which gradually rots due to accumulated death, also became clearer than anything else when I was with Miragen.
If you have Miragen, that’s fine. As long as Miragen was by my side, I could do anything Keitel told me to do.
If the method I’m trying this time around doesn’t work, I’ll consider becoming an aide to Keitel next time.
Even though you’ve become an aide like that, you won’t be able to check me directly.
I waved lightly at the soldiers greeting me, and walked slowly towards the road we had walked together before.
If I buy the decorations here and go back, I think I’ll probably be able to make it just in time.
Since Mirajen knew about the time it would take to return from the south, her steps were lighter than usual.
If I thought that this tranquility would one day be broken, I felt like my head would break just by thinking about it, but when I thought about Miragen again like this, the thoughts would disappear.
There was one factor that gave me a sense of stability.
Although it’s funny that most things can be solved with just one name, Miragen, considering that dozens of lives are intertwined with one woman, it has no choice but to be.
“how much?”
Before asking, he had already held out a gold coin.
I was thinking of buying it at any price, but I smile bitterly at a much cheaper price than I thought.
Even so, she had the dignity of being a princess. Isn’t this too simple?
However, if you want it, you should give it as a gift.
It took a while for her to pack her accessories and put them into her bosom, but her gaze returned to the strange chill that ran down her spine.
Kyaaak-
A crow that would normally not cry sounds.
It was known that when a crow, considered an ominous bird, crowed, something unpleasant always happened in the Empire.
A crow is a being that disappears like a shadow when the moon rises.
Hearing the ominous sound of such a being from beyond the imperial palace, it was as if a strange thought had crept into his head.
‘It’s not yet time to come.’
Time passed until Miragen arrived.
When I moved my steps to see what was going on, I started to hear an urgent voice from over there.
“It’s a big deal-!”
Hwareuk-
Blazing flames engulfed the imperial palace.
It was a flash that was seen so quickly that even the body that couldn’t feel the magic flinched at the belated feeling of the magic emitted by the fire.
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Just as I managed to hold on to the reason that was about to fade away in pure white, the knight who grabbed my sleeve to wake me up had the same bluish expression.
It was at that moment that the ominous feeling spread.
I felt the chill at the end of my throat and overturned my entire body, and the breath I exhaled felt like hot lava.
the moment of time. When I heard the knight’s words, my body jumped off the ground and ran faster than ever.
“The princess- was attacked!”
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Sane.
and impulse.
Keitel thought he was rational enough.
I thought so until just two years ago. Although he became a little emotional while dealing with the evil dragon’s thoughts.
After all, isn’t that a bit of a side effect of dealing with thoughts?
It was because I thought I would be able to endure that much.
He was always silent about things that happened without his knowledge.
“…did I kill this?”
“Yes, Your Highness. You did it because you didn’t like it yourself.”
“I never had a hobby of killing people.”
A sword with blood on its hands and sloppy flesh intact.
When I woke up after a while, this happened frequently.
I think it was fine before. Recently, the problem was that the cycle of letting go of the mind has increased rapidly.
Clearly, when I first received the idea, nothing was wrong.
However, as time goes by, the change is rapid, and the mind that was lost once a year is now lost several times a week.
When his eyes were red, he committed massacres with his own hands, so he had no choice but to hide all of this in order to become an emperor.
That’s why it was those who wore masks that I took under my command.
I was skeptical when he approached me to help me study the evil dragon’s thoughts.
It was true that he handled his work more neatly than any of his subordinates.
So that you don’t kill any more people when you lose your mind, so that you don’t get distracted by the evil dragon’s thoughts.
Because he was the crown prince who would revive the empire, he had to have a more perfect mind and reason than anyone else.
It was fine so far.
If you kill Robert Taylor this time, everything will be fine after that.
“…But why should I kill Robert Taylor?”
When I asked myself in a subdued voice, I felt a stabbing pain in the back of my head again.
The eyes reflected in the mirror were full of red.
As if to make the momentary golden light disappear, the red light that radiated again shone brightly in the dark room.
Whatever the reason, Robert Taylor had to be killed. What does the reason have to do with it in the first place?
Robert Taylor is an existence that should be broken as time goes by.
After a long time, the only one who could destroy him was Robert Taylor, so he had to somehow destroy his mind before that.
“It seems like you’re having a hard time coming to your senses now.”
“…it’s fine. I am the Crown Prince of the Empire.”
“Then can you clarify what you are trying to do?”
An incomprehensible thought of an absurd amount of time lingered in his head, but Keitel shook his head in a daze again and licked his lips.
A plan to destroy Robert Taylor.
In the meantime, it seemed that he was obsessed with ending the regression, but somehow, the most precious thing to him seemed to be Miragen.
own brother.
Later, after he became emperor, he had to give the north and push forward to the south together- no.
A sacrifice to be made to kill Robert Taylor.
When his eyes regained their vivid red light, Cain looked at them and gave a small smile as if he was satisfied.
“What do you plan to do?”
“I will have to kill you. Because everything is for the empire. Even if it’s my brother…don’t get in the way.”
It was slowly being forgotten who the plan was for.
Looking at the flames burning in the imperial palace, Keitel rubbed his red-stained eyes again and gave a small smile.