I do not resent-6
It is desolate.
A place where no human vitality was felt, the feeling of futility when I realized that I had created such a thing myself.
I swung my sword to reach the realm, but it is not clear what I am pursuing.
When all the knights were slashed, I didn’t deliberately chase the one that was running away.
I’ll probably call in a subjugation army. When I heard that the general’s name was Mirazen, it was a bit funny.
How did a person who had wielded a sword for self-defense at most get to such a position?
Keitel had become emperor, and the cruelty he had shown as crown prince seemed to be still the same.
what did you stumble on He was clever, but not cruel.
Why did they suddenly subdue the North, and why were they so eager to kill me?
What was visible beyond the bleak gaze was the subjugation army.
A subjugation army led by Mirazen. The sword he was holding trembled. The sword he picked up in the East never broke.
It was probably a famous sword with a name, but there was no way to know the name, so I was just using it.
At some point, even if you just swing the sword, it will explode.
It was impossible with a normal sword to handle it.
“It’s been a few years.”
After seeing Mirazen die, I hadn’t seen him even from a distance.
Since he always escaped the family and grabbed the sword, all he could find out about how Mirazen was doing was a little research recently.
It was fortunate that he seemed to be doing well, but wouldn’t he have been hurt on the battlefield where countless people were dying?
Even while killing the knights, he was worried about that.
There was no need to kill the knights. However, the problem was that they were strangely hostile to me.
The knights whose eyes were filled with the red brilliance they had seen before. I didn’t feel that kind of presence from over there, but it was the same when I first encountered the knights in the first place.
When I saw Miragen, I couldn’t think of what to say.
Mirazen didn’t know me in the first place.
Maybe he considers me a great enemy and is nervous.
To say that it was the Miragen I knew… so many things were different.
The Miragen I know of doesn’t exist anymore.
Even knowing that, I don’t know what to call this heart that can’t give up, when the wind touches and tickles my hair,
Now, at a distance where they were close enough to see each other’s faces, they smiled slightly.
If it wasn’t for the beard growing as intended, it might have been a nice sight, but I felt like I was the only one feeling various emotions in this situation.
“…Are you laughing? Even with the subjugation army in front.”
Eolchu 500, the reason I didn’t feel nervous about this number was because I felt how far I had reached my achievement.
About how not everyone can cut a mountain with a sword, and how big the difference is even when holding the same sword.
No one can beat me, at least with the sword.
However, the reason for welcoming the subjugation army was not to kill them.
It was because I felt that the time had come to end this life.
I know now is the time to let go of some of my lingering feelings.
The moment he grabbed the sword at his waist, all the knights drew their swords.
In the midst of them, seeing Mirajen with a nervous expression, her lips twitched for some reason, but she knew that this was not such a pleasant situation.
Is it right to run away from here, or is it right to subdue everyone and go to the empire?
Thinking about how this will end, I wiped my face for a moment and laughed as if I was dejected.
…In the end, things will go as Miragen chooses. Because I’ve always been weak against Miragen.
No one will know if the sword I wield this time will only become slower near Miragen.
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The tension felt by the knights was far from normal.
My body trembled simply by making eye contact, and I had to check frequently to see if the neck was properly attached whenever Robert’s sword moved.
From the saga of cutting down a mountain, to killing 500 knights singlehandedly.
Those who were burning with fighting spirit held their swords, but even they were sweating cold.
can’t move fast
If it moved, it wouldn’t be strange if one of them died in an instant.
-Don’t blink an eye, because even that moment will be enough for you to die.
As the expansion of the empire continued, the knights became accustomed to battle.
Called the elite of elites, only the knights they dealt with reached dozens or hundreds,
This time, I felt with my whole body that the ark was different.
Giggik, Robert, who drew a line on the ground, slowly looked around the knights.
It would be difficult for me to show my skills if I was that nervous.
Even if they looked like elites, there were few knights who could fight a full fight in a state of tension.
If he didn’t try to kill him first, he was only going to subdue him.
Robert, who looked at Mirazen for a while, then walked a little in the direction of Mirazen while holding his sword.
Even if he spoke quietly, his voice reached the distance, Mirazen flinched as she realized that his gaze had reached her.
The eyes were filled with quite strange emotions, but when he realized that it was a favor, he only made a strange expression.
Why are you doing yourself a favor? Before that thought could even disappear, Robert muttered softly.
“…I’m glad you’ve been doing well.”
I grabbed my sword to protect it. However, that purpose faded before I knew it, and I became too far away from Miragen.
I’ve probably died twenty times since then. In terms of time, it’s close to 100 years.
Robert’s gaze, which had been looking at Miragen for a moment, was scattered in the air.
It would be nice if it passed quietly like this, but there was no way that the hearts of the knights were so lax.
The eyes of those who are nervous return. And to them, it was felt that the red brilliance that the knights showed last time could be seen again.
“I don’t know what the hell you’re talking about.”
The current Miragen is an incomprehensible word.
The one who can convey this kind of regards is Miragen, whom you have already encountered a long time ago.
When the expected reaction came out, I felt rather at ease.
What if I run away from here?
If Mirazen returns without reaping any harvest, would Keitel be sure not to hold Mirazen accountable?
“You will. It’s a story that only I know.”
An uninteresting and boring story about a man who has lived an eternal life repeatedly falling in love with a woman and continues to lead a fruitless life.
It was a life close to such a rubbish that no one was curious about, and even if I talked about it, I would not even get the slightest sympathy.
However, I didn’t live hoping that someone would know.
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Just to not have any more regrets, if the day comes when I love Miragen again.
At that time, in order to protect it no matter what danger may come. It was because of the sword he held.
squeak-
The corners of Robert’s mouth twitched as he cut off the oncoming article.
In the midst of the slash that no one noticed, only Robert was free,
The eyes that looked at the knights who were starting to become mad again began to grow cold again.
In this situation, only Miragen and herself move with reason.
Why are these knights looking like that?
The hesitation disappeared in the hands of those who had just been trembling with tension, and they were entangled with each other to kill one person.
‘Is it what Keitel did?’
I couldn’t be sure about that. I had no idea what Keitel was up to yet.
Maybe if Keitel finds the alchemist Arwen he’s been trying to kill so badly, he’ll find out.
I didn’t know if I would find a clue in a different direction than that.
Saint woman, maybe a fate will reach the north.
Life to him was infinite, so he had no regrets about this life anymore.
If Miragen, who killed her, is happy, that’s it.
If you successfully carry out the subjugation order and return to the imperial palace to stay safe. That was enough for him.
“What is your name?”
Robert, who glanced at Loken approaching him, asked.
Of course, there was no way that Loken, whose eyes were red, could understand him, but he just didn’t like the fact that he was next to Mirazen.
. Seriously, the knights don’t die here.
The worry that even if many articles were lost, Mirazen would be reprimanded, disturbed my head.
Unlike the other knights, after overpowering Loken, he moved his gaze to Miragen.
I wonder if the emotions that were mixed in the gaze from earlier reached me. It was a slightly more complex expression than before.
. Everyone would look dead until this fight was over. That’s why you will resent yourself, and if you kill yourself with that feeling.
It was the death he wished for himself.
If I pay the price for the crime that caused you to die, will I be forgiven even a little bit?
I didn’t say I was blaming myself, but I didn’t blame myself for the rest of my life.
It was not easy to get out of that guilt.
When Mirazen’s expression grew cold as he watched the sword piercing a knight, Robert was finally able to smile when he saw that face.
Even if we started living again, we probably wouldn’t see each other for a long time.
Now he was thinking of finding another way to get away from a woman named Mirazen.
If we meet again someday, I hoped that it would be after the curse of regression was over.
If so, wouldn’t it be possible to laugh sincerely even if you make a child again and live happily without any worries?
Thirty-five, I lost you. Fifty-fifth, this life where I meet you again and die by your hand.
It was the happiest death in Robert’s memory.
So, I wanted to tell you who are listening to this memory.
He said that he had never resented you, that he genuinely laughed even when you cut his throat, so he hoped he wouldn’t cry like this now.
“Seriously, I have never resented Miragen.”
Robert muttered as he finished his reminiscence, slowly sweeping Mirajen’s body down in his arms.