34. The Loser’s Reminiscence
Kang Ye-rin was squatting on the bed in her private room, hugging a pillow.
‘Do bitches who know that dare to insult So-mi?’
I think over and over again the conversation I had with him that day.
The pain only increased the more I did, but I couldn’t avoid it.
I had to take responsibility.
The current state is the result of the accumulation of one’s actions.
When the president of the association, Shin Yoo-gyeong, and Ji Se-hwa defined Chung Eui-seok as a dangerous person, he stood by and stood by.
Even when he returned from subjugating the Dark Kingdom, he did not protect his honor for fear of harm to his father.
So, to at least keep his teachings, I shut myself in the training ground.
When the Galactic Empire appeared, he decided to sacrifice his honor and truth to strengthen his strength, intending to inherit his will.
So no matter how much I hated the president of the association, Ji Se-hwa, Shin Yu-gyeong, and Choi Min-seo, I couldn’t pretend. If you part with them, there is no way to defeat the Galactic Empire.
As a result, it was the worst choice.
Jung Eui-seok was alive.
Had I known this was going to happen, I should have fought them from the start. He had to protect his honor and tell the world the truth.
If so, he wouldn’t have accepted his apology.
“… It’s an excuse.”
In the end, you only choose the path that is comfortable for you, and now what?
I am sick of my own disgust. angry at stupidity
No need for an apology, he said, let’s not see each other again.
When I think of that sentence, it feels like my heart turns into a black hole and crushes my body.
Fingernails dig into palms, and muscles tense up to crush bone marrow.
“Of course you must have felt that way.”
As soon as I saw his face, I felt sorry for myself for trying to recall the sentence of apology.
What is the meaning of an apology with no one to accept it?
“After all, I didn’t understand him at all.”
It wasn’t a bowl.
Kang Ye-rin confirmed again.
she was well aware The fact that there was a person who stood next to Jung Eui-seok and was a perfect match for him.
He was a good person.
As she recalled her memories, she realized.
“I see. I’ve always thought that Uiseok led the Dragon King’s squadron.”
It wasn’t that Ji Se-hwa or Shin Yu-kyung were wrong.
In the process of subduing the Dark Kingdom, there were many times when Jeong Eui-seok was overdoing it.
It was Han So-mi who adjusted the pace and took care of everyone.
Chung Eui-seok leads from the front, and Han So-mi supports from the back.
The Dragon King Squadron had rolled like that.
A year-long battle with the Dark Kingdom.
Han So-mi’s death came in the ninth month.
The person pulling from the front speeds up even more, but since there is no one to support them from behind, it is natural for others to fall.
Looking back now, it’s a story I can tell.
“… Come to think of it, from the beginning.”
Chung Eui-seok, Ji Se-hwa, Shin Yoo-gyeong, Choi Min-seo, and himself.
Everyone has grown as a hero.
But that person, Somi Han.
He was a perfect hero from the beginning.
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First impression, a beautiful person like a work of art.
After the house was attacked and helped by Jung Eui-seok, Han So-mi and Chung Eui-seok came together during their mother’s funeral.
At this time, Kang Ye-rin did not know the two of them yet, so she thought they were her father’s guests.
The two wholeheartedly helped with his funeral as if it were a family affair, and even finished the funeral together.
Finally, he buried the urn containing his mother’s ashes in the family grave, walked alone through the mountains, reached the cliff, and looked into the distance.
There were only three in the family.
Her only relatives were hyenas eager for power, and her authoritarian father rarely talked to her.
Kang Ye-rin’s world is virtually a mother.
When you’re trying to lock that reality away and transform yourself into a robot that doesn’t feel emotions.
“thank you for your effort.”
Whispering a friendly voice, Han So-mi gently hugged Kang Ye-rin.
It was then that she cried for the first time. Han So-mi accepted those tears with her whole body for a girl she didn’t even know.
Dragon Arrow, Jung Eui-seok.
Rainbow Shooter, Han Somi.
A few days later, Kang Ye-rin could not help but be dazed by the proposal of the two S-class heroes who met at a cafe.
What kind of story is this all of a sudden to yourself who is attending a normal university, not a hero academy?
“Are you aware of your abilities? You have a time dragon. It’s a talent that can reach an S-class hero in one year. how is it?”
Jung Eui-seok before he was given the honorable hero name Red Dragon, which had a color in his name. His active name was Dragon Arrow.
Jung Eui-seok was excited and started explaining things to Kang Ye-rin. Han So-mi puts her hand on his shoulder.
“Eui-seok always omits explanations too much. Mr. Yerin, I haven’t finished organizing my mind yet. Please think carefully about our proposal. However, it is true that if Yerin is here, it will be of great help to peace in the world.”
Han So-mi smiled brightly.
Kang Ye-rin thought that a person with a beautiful smile.
Of course, the sadness in her heart hadn’t gone away yet.
But I didn’t want to stop.
her mother always said
If you have a chance to help people with your abilities, don’t hesitate.
“… Why do you need me?”
“We will become S Squadron!”
Jeong Eui-seok declared so without the slightest hesitation.
“S Squadron? Isn’t that a title that only one division in the world can have?”
“So we have to get it! You and I, Somi, Sehwa, um… I wish I had two more!”
Jung Eui-seok smiles showing his teeth. The basis of that laugh was neither bluff nor excessive greed.
It’s not that you’re aiming for it, it’s the way you assert that you’re going to be able to do it.
“… great.”
Kang Ye-rin accepted the two proposals.
The road to becoming a hero has never been easy.
After training, training, and defeating the villains, another training awaits.
Above all, it was difficult to get along with the team. Originally, Kang Ye-rin was immature in interpersonal relationships, but especially these members played separately.
Ji Se-hwa has a personality level that is difficult to see as a hero.
Choi Min-seo, who joined soon after, is always quiet, so I don’t know what she’s thinking.
Shin Yoo-gyeong, who came in after a while, thought she was a robot at first.
The thing that tied the Dragon King Sentai together.
“Yerin, you did a good job today. Do you have severe muscle pain these days? You will feel much better after applying this.”
“Here is Yerin’s birthday present. Cakes like strawberries, right? How did you know? We talked about it over dinner last winter.”
“Both of them are there. Sehwa and Yerin, both of you have a misunderstanding. There are definitely points to apologize to each other. Now, let’s first come here and shake hands. is it warm? Of course, both of them are heroes with passionate justice living in their hearts.”
-Somi Han.
She was the mother of the Dragon King Sentai and an example for all heroes.
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“… Eui-seok, I fell in love with such a perfect person.”
Kang Ye-rin knew it too.
I just didn’t want to admit it.
Talent, effort, and strength as a hero.
Being human, wisdom, mind.
Either way, there was nothing that he could surpass Han So-mi.
Even in the past.
Even now.
So, the reality of being hated by Chung Eui-seok was natural.
“I understand, I know. I am a bad bitch.”
nonetheless, nonetheless.
“I still want it.”
Desire never goes away.
Rather, it burns.
The fact that he is alive makes my heart beat again.
The brain that was cooled to defeat the Galactic Empire turns pink.
“… What should I do?”
Combining clues somehow. What the hell does Chung Eui-seok want? Build logic from his actions and words.
negotiations with the Emperor. what would you negotiate? Afterwards, the ship of the Galactic Empire confirmed that the airship was headed for Earth. He returned safely. It means that the negotiations were successful.
Why did you only call Choi Min-seo? Considering the situation, there is no reason to forgive only her.
He said he had a colleague. said to have chosen He needed more characters other than the doctor who saved him.
… a little bit. I think I’ll figure something out if I think about it a little more.
“… It’s okay.”
Kang Ye-rin, who was thinking of Chung Eui-seok, suddenly realized that her body was getting hotter. My brain was overheated and I couldn’t think properly.
“… hahahaha.”
Unknowingly, I run my fingers down between my thighs.
since when
It must have been when he found out that Chung Eui-seok was dating Han So-mi.
A pleasure that has become a habit since then, and is only allowed to losers.
“… Whoop, whoop.”
Kang Ye-rin sobbed in shame and sadness and allowed reason to instinct.
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“You are weak.”
With her pink hair flying, she said something pretty rude to me even though I hadn’t met her for the first time.
“I’m weak, I became an S-class hero in three months. look here You knocked down an S-class villain cleanly. Where do you see that word?”
The S-class hero, Rainbow Shooter, laughed, laughing, and then came up to me and put his index finger on my chest.
“It is weak here. If you run so fast, you will trip on your own feet and fall.”
“How strong are you?”
I used the dragon’s eye to observe her.
[Rainbow Shooter / Somi Han]
[Job: Hero]
[Rating: S]
[Ability: Rainbow Snake Yulong Lv.10]
[affiliation: Seoul Hero Association]
[Alignment: Order-Good]
[Talent: Hero of Light (SSS)]
[ Wise Mother and Wife (SSS)]
[For the sake of justice, she will not fall]
“It’s a bit strong.”
“I don’t know what it is, but it feels like someone stole it secretly. Could you ask for permission next time?”
“hahahaha, okay.”
I was embarrassed and scratched the back of my head. I immediately proposed to her.
“I am looking for members to make up the S squadron. Let’s team up with me, Han So-mi.”
“great.”
“It might be sudden, but if you form a squadron with me… uh? good?”
“yes. I saw your eyes, justice.”
Somi answered me like that without a single doubt.
So we became colleagues.
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―I had an old dream while I was dozing off for a while.
“Zeo, come out quickly! The broadcast is starting!”
Irua opened the door to my room, screamed excitedly, and ran away. I got up from my chair and left the room.
I went beyond the living quarters and headed for the wide hall. All subordinates are present. Festive atmosphere.
Today is December 31st.
It is the day that the year ends.