106 – Just Great.
1.
“Uh, huh? Oh brother What did you just say…?”
Just a while ago, when I heard from Kang Jin-hyeok that I couldn’t stand it any longer, the breakup, which was the fastest beating heart in my life, went white in my head after hearing his words.
Because it was a conversation that we had face to face at a distance so close that we could clearly feel each other’s breath, Byeol listened to Kang Jin-hyeok’s words without missing a single Korean letter.
However, the content was so shocking that Byeol doubted her ears and reconfirmed it.
“I asked you not to do it if it was for me.”
And what came back was Kang Jin-hyeok’s answer that didn’t change at all.
An obvious refusal that leaves no room for anything.
Kang Jin-hyeok said that he couldn’t stand it right now, but at the same time, he was pushing away the breakup, telling him not to come closer to him.
My brother rejected me. My brother saw me and told me not to come closer… He said that.
It was different from what Kang Jin-hyeok actually said, but at least Byeol understood the current situation like this.
When my brother was in prison, he told me not to come for me. At that time, I felt his brother’s heart for me, so I put up with it. Not anymore It’s okay to meet up anytime now. But why? Why are you telling me not to come?
The heart of the parting, which had been beating hot enough to melt, cooled down before I knew it, and in an instant, the empty heart began to fill with sticky emotions that could not be easily removed.
If expressed in color, it would be completely black. The name of that emotion is despair.
Why?
The more you think about the breakup, the bigger the despair grows, and the more the weight of the despair weighs on your heart, the more your eyes, which were shining like stars, became endlessly cloudy.
Even though he was sitting on Kang Jin-hyeok’s lap and holding his waist tightly, it was as if he was in close contact with him, but the breakup made him feel as if he was in a completely different space from himself.
······Actually, oppa didn’t need me?
The moment I directly felt the severance with Kang Jin-hyeok, my heart was filled with despair at once, and not even the slightest bit of vitality remained in my eyes.
Why…?
Seven years ago, the biggest reason Kang Jin-hyeok was imprisoned was because he single-handedly destroyed an international coalition of criminal organizations belonging to the criminal organization that kidnapped Lee Byeol.
Because the weight class is not normal, of course there was one who belonged to the cartel of the high-ranking people, and Kang Jin-hyeok, who was no different from their enemy, was sentenced to 10 years in prison for attempted murder.
That’s why the breakup reminded Kang Jin-hyeok of the seven years he was in prison every day, and he regretted it every day.
Even though it was never the fault of the parting person, there was only one person to blame for the parting at the time.
Less sleep is basic, I vomited several times a day and couldn’t control my emotions.
And when she realized that it was pointless to feel the pain of regret, she made up her mind.
From now on, no one will take away Kang Jin-hyeok. Just as Kang Jin-hyuk did to himself, he said that he would become strong enough to protect Kang Jin-hyuk.
With that single thought, parting was hard enough that no one could follow.
Her talent from heaven and her indomitable determination to never give up made her a top star in a very short time.
The entertainment industry, one of the most influential fields in the world, has risen to the top.
Now, I worked hard to become strong enough that my brother could lean on me, and that no one could touch him… So he became a top singer. Why did this happen?
However, after hearing Kang Jin-hyeok’s request not to do it if it was for him, all efforts to break up have gone to waste.
My brother said, ‘If it’s for me, please don’t do that.’ He said that until the person who used to call him a young lady called him a star.
The fact that Kang Jin-hyeok called farewell by a name other than a young lady means that he was saying it sincerely and seriously.
It was information that parting was learned by itself in the years I had known him, and that is why Kang Jin-hyeok’s words were so painful for parting.
Why, why can’t I? I liked it first, I knew my brother’s dream first, and I. I can do my best Why did you choose other b*tches and not me? Why did you choose such b*tches that I hadn’t even heard of and not me?
The shock and pain of the breakup was so great that the despair that filled the heart turned into anger and the obvious hostility dwelled in the cloudy eyes.
However, I couldn’t be hostile to Kang Jin-hyeok even though I was so angry.
I still loved him so much, but apart from love, he was my life’s savior after parting.
If only those thieves are gone, will my brother come back to me?
That’s why it was only natural for the anger of separation to go not to Kang Jin-hyuk, but to Kang Jin-hyuk’s trainees.
You can do it. It’s not even my job to bury b*tches who didn’t even debut. No, this Bareungil Enter is mine in the first place, so if I keep my mouth shut, I could kick you out right now. Then, the stumbling block between oppa and me will disappear, right? Right?
The moment the anger in the heart of the breakup was directed at a target other than Kang Jin-hyuk, the reason to suppress thoughts or actions disappeared.
Because her only being who could restrain her was Kang Jin-hyeok, and the target she was directing her anger at now wasn’t Kang Jin-hyeok.
Yeah, it should have been like this from the beginning. If your brother has his eyes stolen by those b*tches, he shouldn’t be shocked and moaned over it, but he should turn his brother’s eyes back to me, right? Yes, let’s do it right now. My brother is an ex-convict anyway, so there’s no place to accept him unless it’s me. Besides, if it were me now, I could support all of my older brothers, no matter how many thousands. Is this really perfect?
All restraints were lifted, and parting, swept away by an unknown amount of anger, looked up at Kang Jin-hyeok.
If I completely isolate my brother and make him dependent on me, will he not be able to leave me? Yes, the reason I worked so hard to get to this position was to fully own my brother. I will become my own oppa, and I will become my oppa’s me. I’ve been working so hard to live happily in a world where only the two of us are together.
The resolute determination to live for Kang Jin-hyeok, who brought the breakup up to this point, has now transformed into an endless obsession that he will do anything to have Kang Jin-hyuk.
Her action principle changed from her determination to her obsession, and her parting was carried out with her unique action force, putting her hand to her cell phone in her pocket. .
Then suddenly, Kang Jin-hyeok’s eyes met, and a question that he had forgotten for a moment came to mind.
······But is my brother the one who will be caught if I catch him?
After that question came up and her fleeting time passed, Byeol herself answered the question that popped up in her own head.
No, no. It’s impossible. In the first place, the reason why her brother went into prison and rotted for 7 years was to achieve his dream of making the best idol, not because he couldn’t get out.
The moment I reached that point, a terrifying and terrible sensation ran up my spine from the breakup.
If I take my dream away from my older brother who was so sincere about being an idol that he spent 7 years in prison because of that dream… I will definitely be abandoned by him. That you will be hated
It’s a farewell that doesn’t matter if you’re hated by the whole world, but I didn’t want to be hated by just one person, Kang Jin-hyeok.
Because it was a breakup that would have changed her mind immediately if the possibility of ‘being hated’ came up in the first place, the moment she thought that she would be hated definitively, all the methods of inducing isolation she came up with were in vain.
······Then. Me, what do I do now? Did you just end up being rejected by your brother like this?
In the end, what left Lee Byeol was a sense of extreme helplessness from the reaction of anger and fear from a sense of helplessness that there was nothing he could do.
Oh no. Well, there must be something you can do. It can’t end like this. My brother did too. They say I’m the most attractive in the world. You just did. There’s no way I would be abandoned like this. Oh, but what should i do? What can i do now All I can do now is ask why…
“······· Ah.”
Come to think of it, Byeol was so shocked by Kang Jin-hyeok’s answer that he forgot to ask why.
“Brother. My, why should I? Why shouldn’t I do it for my brother?”
The moment that blind spot came to mind, Byeol asked Kang Jin-hyuk for the first time why.
“That, that’s right, my dream of making the best idol is the most important thing to me right now. If you don’t hold back, the stars will fall so deeply into you that they won’t even think of dreams and will only play with you.”
What came back to her was Kang Jin-hyeok’s shy reply, which she hesitantly gave out with her face dyed red because of her embarrassment.
“······Uh, uhh. Hee hee hee hee Oppa, was that the reason you tried to push me away?”
“I never tried to push it away. It’s just, just now, because you’re very dangerous in many ways, let’s keep a little bit of a safe distance… Byeol?”
“hehehehe.”
And, of course, I couldn’t stand the separation after hearing that answer.
Turup.
I was ashamed of parting, so I wrapped my hands around the back of Kang Jin-hyeok’s head, who was talking gibberish, so that he couldn’t escape, and smiled so beautifully that anyone would be dazed for a moment.
“Just great.”
“What, what…… Ugh?!”
And after confusing his mind with words that Kang Jin-hyuk couldn’t understand, he immediately approached with the goal of Kang Jin-hyuk’s fixed face.
Chung.
There was a sound of the mucous membrane coming into contact with it.
It was winter.