Episode 160 – I’m a b*tch
At this point, an idea comes to mind.
So what is an evil god?
I know that you are fighting the goddess, making a puncture in the dimension, and catching the poor demon king and eating him.
I understand that, but what is the purpose of doing this?
Conquest the world like in the comics? Or perish?
Something they want is hidden in the earth.
Or just for fun.
I first learned about evil spirits after being possessed by this world.
That’s why I don’t have any knowledge about him.
Looking at other people’s reactions, no one seems to know anything about evil spirits.
I’ve been looking for records for several days just in case.
Starting with the internet, which can be called the modern Akashic record, I went to the library of the academy, and even went out to the ‘archive’ called the Great Library.
The only harvest that happened was just one book I found in the archives.
From Noble mtl dot com
A book that contains ancient myths that are completely different from the original world as well as the myths of this world.
At least it’s not written in detail, it’s just speculation that ‘something like that might have happened.’
I also searched for the author for several days, but nothing came of it.
So I turned my eyes elsewhere.
Babel.
A tower that is said to contain all the knowledge that ancient humans built, stacked, and stacked to reach the sky.
Although it was not completed due to an angry god….
‘It’s worth going.’
Babel is the largest labyrinth on earth that has never been completely conquered.
However, ‘I’ is different.
Exactly, it’s not me, it’s the real Han Siu, but he’s already reached the top of Babel once.
That’s not impossible to capture, and at the end of it, there really is a representative of God who has learned all the truth.
3 Questions.
3 Answers.
It’s only 3 opportunities, but you can know everything.
‘The questions are fixed.’
What is an evil spirit?
What is the purpose of the evil spirit?
What should I do to kill the evil spirit?
We haven’t even defeated the demon king yet, but in the end, the demon king is just a process we have to go through.
Breaking the curse on that unfortunate girl and allowing her to die the death she so desired is not the end.
Sometimes I can’t help but feel that way.
Is it possible to kill evil spirits?
Even the goddess, who is the absolute of the world, could not drive out the evil spirit. All she could do was ward off the evil spirits for a while and bestow blessings on the three of her.
Besides, the real Han Siu, Stia, and Dina.
It was impossible to defeat the evil spirit even though three people who had reached a level unimaginable to me returned countless times.
But can I really do that? Question to do.
However, I don’t hold onto those negative thoughts for long.
Not only does it not help me become stronger, and regardless of whether I succeed or fail, in the end I have to fight against the evil spirit.
That is my destiny, already decided and unavoidable.
But what do you do with negative thoughts?
If I have to bump into it in the end, I do my best. Because I don’t want to die.
And overcome the evil spirits and survive.
This is not a grandiose idea to save the world or anything.
I just don’t want to die.
In the end, it’s good if you survive, and it’s even better if you save a few people who will die in the process.
It doesn’t matter if you think it’s not fair. It doesn’t matter if you think it’s hypocrisy and self-righteousness.
In the first place, Chin Siu probably didn’t want real justice from me, who was playing games in the corner of the room.
That’s why my thoughts don’t change.
I don’t want to die. Will live long Have a baby with Dina and live happily ever after.
So you win. Defeat the evil spirits Survive.
That’s a fact that won’t change even if I had a dream like that yesterday.
‘No, I don’t think it was even a dream in the first place.’
Yesterday, the evil spirit saw me.
Without saying anything, he looked at me and disappeared.
As if I thought it was not necessary to remove it.
Simply with that alone, I was able to see through everything as if I were naked.
I couldn’t move just because our eyes met. Because of extreme pressure.
But.
Nevertheless, my opinion does not change.
What if the opponent is overwhelmingly strong?
Since I possessed it, I have never faced a formidable foe.
I always kill enemies stronger than myself and now I am standing here like this.
I was able to stand side by side with my colleagues who were standing on a level where they did not even dare to look up.
So what if the evil spirit is stronger than me?
I will continue to be strong as always. Endlessly.
So, I will kill the evil spirit and survive.
To despair because the opponent is overwhelmingly stronger than me, since I came to this world, such things have happened too often.
It doesn’t matter if the pressure from the evil god is extraordinary.
The goddess gave us a blessing because she wanted us to defeat the evil spirit on her behalf.
It is almost impossible for us who are close to creatures to kill God.
The goddess must have known that.
However, the fact that it is infinitely close to impossible means, on the contrary, that it is never impossible.
Even if it is an embarrassingly small number to call it a probability.
Undoubtedly, there is also the possibility of success.
That’s enough for me now.
It is theoretically possible. That’s enough.
Probability of losing 100 times in 100 fights.
But what if you fight 1000 times?
What if you fought 10,000 times?
What if you fought 100,000, 1000,000 times?
“f*ck, I’ll win once.”
Of course, I can’t regress like the real Han Si-woo.
However, if there is even the slightest chance of winning, I will not despair.
I have shot the ceiling countless times in countless gacha games.
I’ve been burned too many times to despair just because the odds are low.
Yes, let’s think of it as a gacha game without a ceiling.
“f*ck. Are you really a b*tch?”
However, beeticks are everywhere.
A bitick chung who turns the first step car without thinking and pulls it out in one shot.
I intend to become such a bitick.
Is that all there is to it? No.
The real Han Si-woo regressed countless times and accumulated enough stacks.
I have to pray that the stack he built will explode this time.
Should I pray to the goddess in this case? Or to Siwoo Han?
Do both.
Anyway, I really want to wake up soon….
“Oh sh*t….”
As if a pair of scissors were being pressed down, the mind is awake but the body does not move.
But if I see you flinch sometimes, it’s not like the scissors were pressed….
I don’t know why my body is drenched in sweat again.
“… Ha.”
I know. Why is it so hard to move?
I am afraid.
Let’s talk about how we’ll survive after defeating the evil spirits.
In the end, the odds of me actually defeating the evil god are slim.
Even if you say that there is a chance because you don’t lose with a 100% probability, it doesn’t change the fact that you lose with a probability close to 100%.
In the end, he’s just boasting that he’s not afraid to hide his anxiety.
Encountering evil spirits in the unconscious.
I couldn’t even breathe and shuddered. When I woke up, my body was already exhausted.
Is it possible for people to burn out with only fear? Although I want to.
When I think that the person I encountered is an evil god, I feel like it’s better to stay sane.
As soon as I woke up, I checked to see if I could feel magical power in my heart.
Magical power is the only and minimal means by which I can protect myself.
When I didn’t feel the magical power in my unconscious, it was to the point of panicking, albeit for a moment.
Fortunately, the purple star in the center of my heart is spinning normally now.
‘No, if you think about it, is it natural….’
There is no such thing as magical power in the subconscious, not in reality.
So, of course, there’s no way I could feel the magical power.
Wriggling.
I was able to control my body little by little to see how much my exhausted body had recovered.
It was only now that I realized that I was waking up properly from my dream.
Honestly, today, this happened, but… What I have to do doesn’t change.
Become stronger through endless training. That’s all.
If you go further, you will go through the labyrinth of Babel and climb to the end to clear up your doubts about the evil god.
Unleash her demon lord’s curse and set her free.
Kill the evil spirit in the end.
No matter how much I think about it, it’s an unrealistic plan, but that’s my future and destiny.
I will carve out my own path without conforming to fate! The lines in the same hot-blooded comics are also useless.
Even if I try to carve out my own path, will the evil spirit destroy the world?
Then, let alone my own path, it will end at only me/.
Now, let’s admit it.
I’m a b*tch.
Unfortunate asshole who can’t deny his fate.
Even if you just make eye contact with the evil spirit, you will be trembling and unable to move.
And a legendary dog with a dazzling destiny to fight an evil god someday.
I’m going to be the best among josabap. So I’m the best one.
Possibility of defeating evil spirits.
King Choppap. I’m sorry.
Oh, it’s a bit dirty because it’s repeated.
However, after being objective, I came to my senses a little bit, and it seemed like I could see the stage I had to reach.
I didn’t really think that it was impossible.