Episode 216 – Just a little more
The air at dawn was cold.
… Even though it was cold, I had a hard time feeling it.
‘There are not only good things about reaching a high level.’
I can no longer feel the unique feeling of the cool air of dawn.
This is because the heat and cold of nature can no longer affect my body.
Now I am not even affected by light and dark as well as temperature.
No matter how bright it is or how dark it is, you can see clearly ahead.
So for me, dawn is just a time when I don’t see many people.
The price of being beyond human is that you cannot feel the happiness that comes from trivial things.
‘Should I be happy that I have become this strong, or should I be sad that I can no longer feel the same way I used to?’
Still, one thing is certain.
Sabak.
I hear the sound of footsteps lightly landing next to me.
A familiar sight.
The faint scent of peaches spreads, and pure white hair that has grown below the waist flutters in the wind.
“Siwoo.”
A quiet, soft voice and a familiar title.
Her clear purple eyes staring at me, and now I can’t help but think of her just by looking at her.
“… Dinah.”
Yes. Still, one thing is certain.
My feelings for you are the same as before.
‘No. Has it changed a little?’
In the past, Dinah was under the illusion that she was in fact a man and was trying to get rid of me.
‘I was scared.’
However, ever since I learned that this world is not an external world, but a world inside Akanak Castle, I have always had one mind.
The problem is that I don’t know when to confess.
‘You have to have been in a relationship before to know.’
I have never confessed it or received it. I’ve never even had a fling.
Finding the right time to confess to a love eunuch is more difficult than picking a star from the sky.
So, we are constantly watching the situation.
Then, isn’t the right time to be alone in the early morning? I sometimes think so….
I must say that it took a little while for her to confess to her, as she still looked half-asleep.
‘I can’t confess today either.’
It was better.
Now the only enemies left to us are the Four Heavenly Kings, the Demon King, and the Demon God.
If you focus on other things ahead of such a major event, there is a risk of ruining it.
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“Siwoo. “What were you doing?”
“Ugh. “I just thought I’d wake up a little early and go for a walk.”
Sitting side by side with Dina on her bench and having a conversation.
In the past, there were quite a few times when we were like this while touching Cami, but it suddenly occurred to me that it had been a long time since the two of us sat side by side and spent time together.
Is that why? It feels awkward and I end up looking the other way.
Dina can’t look in her direction, and she turns her head here and there, pretending to be looking at something.
Then, the breath I exhaled, met the cold morning air, and I saw the breath that had formed crumble.
‘My body isn’t cold at all, but it’s strange that steam comes out.’
If it was natural, it was natural.
Now that my level has risen, the only thing that is not affected by the weather is my ‘body’.
When the warm breath inside the body comes out and meets cold air, water vapor is bound to be generated.
What can I say? It’s not cold at all, but watching the breath come out, it feels like I’m smoking a cigarette I haven’t even opened.
When winter came, I felt like an elementary school student holding something like Pepero or candy in my mouth and pretending to smoke a cigarette with my breath.
She glanced at Dina and was surprised.
Normally, if I was distracted, Dina would also have been distracted and looking somewhere else.
Today, he came closer and was staring at me.
When her eyes met, her shoulders trembled and she looked away for a moment, but then she looked at me again with the tips of her ears slightly red.
It was only then that I felt it.
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Now that I think about it, I can count the number of times I’ve had such a good face-to-face look with Dina.
No, I didn’t know it had ever happened at all.
“… What’s the matter?”
“I just like it.”
“… ….”
A momentary brain freeze occurred.
Was Dina always the type of person to speak this bluntly? No, does it mean “Because I like it” That I think it means?
A million thoughts are running through my head, and they are all twisted around in a random way.
I thought carefully about whether the word ‘like’ had a different meaning, and was it really not me who was the target of the word ‘like’? I also think about the previous context and what was around me.
‘I don’t know….’
It felt like my eyes were turning black.
I couldn’t even ask what that meant. I was afraid that I would be told that I was not expecting it all by myself.
‘Just pretend I didn’t hear you properly and move on.’
As we quietly looked into each other’s eyes, a thought suddenly occurred to me.
Dina’s eyes were a much clearer purple color than I remembered, and they were even more brilliant than before.
‘… ‘Your eyelashes are really long.’
With a bit of exaggeration, it was about the length of a fingertip.
The eyes are a bit sharp… But now, the corners of her eyes were gently and slightly curved, so it just felt seductive.
If you go up a little, you can see hair that is bright and sad as if the moonlight has been glued on top of it, and behind that, you can see a clean and lovely forehead without any blemishes.
If you go down a little, you can see a sharp and cute nose.
If you go a little further down, you can see thick and lustrous lips.
Lips as red and seductive as cherry blossoms.
Right now, if you just lean forward slightly, you are close enough to take the fruit.
My heart starts pounding and I ask if I want to kiss him.
On the contrary, my head sinks coldly and urges me to be patient.
‘… No. Come to your senses.’
I just decided that I shouldn’t get distracted before I defeat the Four Heavenly Kings, the Demon King, and the Demon God. What does this mean?
Before the atmosphere got any weirder, I subtly turned my head and changed the topic.
“Well, come to think of it, how does Dina use her magical power? “Is it a circle after all?”
“Yes. Would you like to touch it?”
“… “Circle?”
“Yes.”
Dinah holds one of my hands and pulls me.
Because she was so embarrassed, she couldn’t even throw it away and was dragged away, so she placed her hand on her heart where her circle would be.
“…… “Suck.”
My breath stopped for a moment. I had no choice but to endure it.
Because the place my hand touched is the place I reached.
My hand is not exactly touching her breast, but because of where her palm is placed….
‘… ‘It’s reaching.’
I feel a soft touch near my wrist bones.
That’s not all. Because Dini has a petite body, the tips of her index and middle fingers hang over her collarbone, creating a strange atmosphere.
Boom. Thud. Thud. Thud. Thud. Thud.
I put my hand on her to feel her circles, but because she wasn’t concentrating properly, all I could feel was Dina’s heartbeat, which was beating so fast.
If you look a little higher than that, you will see a neckline that feels somewhat erotic.
And now that neck… It was stained bright red.
It’s not just the neck. Her whole face was as red as a crimson as she bowed down, probably because she was embarrassed.
Then, she gently lifted her head and glanced up at me.
“… Ah.”
At that moment, I heard the sound of the string of reason being cut halfway.
Dina covers her face with her other hand, which is not resting on her chest, and lets out a sigh, barely able to maintain her senses.
“… “Hey, Dina.”
“Yes, yes… ?”
“Why are you like this today?” .”
What should I say?
Active? Bold?
Aren’t they both a little strange? It was as if Dina had confirmed that she liked me.
Fortunately, there was no situation where I had to choose between the two.
This is because Dina roughly understood what she was saying based on her context and answered.
“I just feel nervous for some reason.”
“Are you nervous?”
When I asked back, Dinah made a small fuss and spoke as if making an excuse.
“I’m not at all worried that Kania will lose Siwoo to that foxy girl.”
“… ….”
Dina, she was thinking something like that….
“Recently, Siwoo often gets seriously injured. She wondered if she might never see her again….”
“… But.”
If you think about it, you’ve been hurt a lot lately. It’s so strange that he’s still alive.
Still, I had no idea Dina was thinking this.
Yes, that is usually correct.
What we have to deal with is not the devil, but the devil beyond that.
It is impossible not to think about death. To be honest, it feels weirder if he doesn’t die.
Of course, if you die, it will be impossible to talk to Dina like you do now, let alone be in a relationship with her.
Assuming death, will you stick to the present and say everything you want to say to Dina?
Or will you postpone confession with the mindset that you will never die?
‘… I don’t know.’
It was a difficult problem.
Issues involving life and death have always been difficult to decide hastily.
If she dies without confessing to Dina, she will regret not confessing, and if she dies after confessing, she will linger over the thought of leaving Dina behind.
In the end, the happy ending is to safely defeat the demon, but realistically, we cannot help but assume death.
“… ….”
Wordlessly, she stretched out her hand and pulled Dina’s waist.
“Ah….”
Dina let out a small sigh and was dragged along without resistance.
I hug Dina as close as I can to her. She can feel Dina writhing slightly inside her arm.
“Dina.”
“… Yes.”
“Can you wait a little longer?”
Until I can make a decision.
Dina’s hands slowly came up and gently placed them on the back of my back as if she knew.
“Just a little bit.”