The Regressor and the Blind Saint chapter 39

thud. And I feel like my heart is dropping.

Renee felt as if her feet were collapsing and stopped walking.

The accident was cooling as if covered with ice water.

A powerless sound came out of his mouth.

“Yeah, that’s right… .”

shoulders sagged

Pretending to be okay, I have to make a bright face like that. I have to say it like a joke.

At this moment, it just didn’t happen.

Vera was taken aback by Renee’s abrupt stop and a sullen look.

When he realized that Renee had been feeling bad because of him, he felt like ‘Oops’.

Mouth quickly began to weave words to comfort René.

“… What I wanted to say was that it was an undeserved honor for me. I thought it would be too rude to dare to do something like that… .”

Vera, who had made a lengthy excuse, continued, and then bit his lip, thinking that this was not a clear answer.

“… sorry.”

“no. I said it without thinking too much.”

“It’s not like that. There is nothing the saint cannot say to me.”

Renee remembered that thought as she heard the words.

Why are you refusing to say something you can’t say?

When you talk, I’ll just listen. what is it

A prickly expression began to appear on Renee’s face.

In the midst of this, Vera, who is showing respect to himself, is kind of disgusting, and Vera is okay, but being alone like this hurts his self-esteem.

Renee stopped being angry.

“… Then you can listen.”

I spit out such rude words.

*

Vera looked at Renee with a look of embarrassment.

Renee’s face, which turned to face him and raised his head, had a shape that Vera had never seen before.

The brow was narrowed. Lips were tightly shut.

His eyes were on the sky because he couldn’t measure his height and lifted his head too high, but Vera realized that it was an act of staring at him.

“Call me.”

Words that ring in your ears again.

Vera was stunned by the sight, and this time he finally spoke.

“… I’m sorry.”

“Why are you doing what you need to apologize for?”

“… sorry.”

“I can’t do anything I’m sorry about.”

rattle. Vera’s body trembled.

Renee, who had never seen this before, suddenly shot him here, and he was unable to respond.

Not knowing what to say, not knowing how to respond, Vera was so embarrassed that Renee spoke again.

“like. If the driver is so burdened, I will do it first. After I do it, the knights do it too. You know?”

“that… .”

“Are you going to apologize again?”

Vera’s pupils shook like an earthquake.

Vera, who looked at Ren with trembling eyes, felt his clasped hands tightening even tighter and bowed his head in response.

“… I will follow your name.”

“like. Then I’ll do it. hemp cloth… .”

chin-.

This time Renee was speechless.

As Renee was about to utter Vera’s name, he realized what he was doing, his face flushed red and his mouth twitched.

Now, I was about to call out Vera’s name.

thud. thud. My heart started pounding.

He later realized what he had done.

In a momentary ‘wow’ heart, he was exerting unstoppable coercion.

He was pushing Vera, who didn’t even think to disobey his words.

Renee felt her conscience prick her.

My conscience was pricked at the thought that I was harassing Vera with my own greed, and my heart pounded at the thought of having Vera’s name in my mouth.

“Be, be, be… .”

Renee’s eyes narrowed.

I wanted to turn back time.

Renee wanted to have the power to turn back time rather than this useless power.

Not much.

Just 5 minutes, 5 minutes to turn back the time. Then I could give away my liver and gallbladder, so I begged heaven to change my powers.

… Of course, that didn’t change anything. Water that had already spilled could not be picked up.

a sense of disappointment. Renee, who felt his body gradually trembling, then came up with a thought that was infinitely close to self-rationalization.

‘It happened… !’

I had to do it now. If not now, there will be no chance.

Yeah, it’s better than not.

It was a situation that happened due to his own mistake, but if he doesn’t do it at this time, that savvy human will never call his name.

Also, there will be a situation where only you burn yourself inside.

just two letters. You just have to do ‘be’ and ‘la’.

How difficult is that!

“hemp cloth… !”

It was difficult.

My face was too hot. My heart was beating so hard that my chest hurt.

A single word made up of barely two words, two insignificant letters, was so embarrassing that it seemed too manly to bring him out of his mouth, so it was impossible to continue the conversation.

Whoops-!

Renee’s hand began to squeeze Vera’s hand stronger.

It was because he was worried about how he would look now.

Renee, who had been hesitant for a long time and could not vomit, immediately said, ‘Ugh!’ and took a deep breath and controlled her heart.

“Lady. If you’re in trouble, don’t bother… .”

“quiet.”

“… Yes.”

Why are you interrupting me while I’m concentrating?

Renee grinned at Vera with a stern expression on her face.

Whoops. Whoops. Renee, who was taking a deep breath, felt his stomach calm down a little, and opened his hand holding the wand and held it to Vera.

“Give me your hand.”

“… Yes.”

widely. And behind the sound of the cane falling to the floor, chin. followed by the sound of Vera’s hand overlapping Renee’s.

Renee now holds both Vera’s hands.

It can’t be beaten now.

With both hands clasped, I had to speak.

It was just a coercive argument without logic or anything, but it wasn’t important to Renee now.

Renee swallowed dry saliva.

Then, he licked his lips.

“… Vera.”

*

Vera didn’t like his name.

No, it would be correct to say that I couldn’t like it.

The name Vera is due to the fact that the leader of the beggars took the label of cheap rum and gave it to him to distinguish himself from being born without a name in the most miserable alley of the gutter.

For Vera, his name was a stigma.

It was a stigma that made him realize that he was from a f*cking hunter, and it was a stigma that made him realize that he was a sinner who had committed numerous sins using him as an excuse.

So Vera, who thought that he would never love his name for the rest of his life, raised his bewilderment at this moment, a sudden feeling of satisfaction.

“… Vera.”

His name, which was called through Renee’s mouth, sounded unfamiliar for some reason, even though it must have been a name he had heard throughout his life.

A short word ‘be’ comes out, followed by ‘la’ with a rolling pronunciation.

The two words joined together in an impeccably clear voice began to approach Vera with completely different meanings.

How should I describe this feeling?

His name, which was completed using Renee’s mouth, had a clear and transparent color like the sky on an autumn day.

Vera felt like salvation for some reason, as if the karma attached to the name was washed away, unable to react, just staring blankly at Renee.

In an unexpected moment, in an unexpected form, the light suddenly pours out.

The reason he feels that way is probably because he knows the nobility of this girl named Renée. This is probably because he thinks that the nobility is embedded in René’s words and actions.

So, even with such a dirty name borrowing Ren’s mouth, it must be thought that it is pure and clean.

Vera felt his expression dazed by the sudden light that suddenly shone on me, the nobility that washed away me without warning.

Renee wouldn’t be able to see what his expression might be, but it was because he thought he had to do it for some reason.

“Now, knight… No, Vera does it too.”

Vera’s eyes were filled with Renee’s blushing face as he spoke.

“Ah, you have to remove the ‘nim’ character. Because I did too… . Yep, just a name.”

Renee’s head fell.

Vera gave a small ‘yes’ to Renee, then licked his lips as he felt his hands tighten.

All eyes were filled with Ren’s face.

She was such a young girl that I wondered if it was the same saint I had seen in my last life.

There were moments when it felt like a child and it was difficult to match this girl with the saint.

However, in moments like this, when these regretful thoughts came to mind, there was a self that convinced me without realizing it. I had myself to find hope.

He thinks that he might be able to live what he calls ‘life’ with this girl. He is such a transparent and clear person. If he follows this person’s life, he thinks that he might become a half transparent human being himself. there was

‘For that… .’

To do that, he had to protect René himself.

It had to be kept so that this light alone could stand and illuminate the world, so that the filthy filth did not injure her.

Vera felt his renewed determination and the gentle warmth of warmth, and he rolled his tongue and proclaimed the name he had to protect.

“… Renee.”

*

Late at night, on the bed in the hostel.

Renee crouched down with a blanket wrapped around her and let out a smirk.

What had happened during the day kept coming back to me.

– Renee.

A voice that rises again. A ringing that tickled my ears.

to him.

“Hey!”

Renee kicked the blanket with her feet and twisted her body.

My heart was beating by myself again, spreading heat all over my body.

The corners of his mouth were rising as if he was about to hear what was so exciting.

Renee shook her body finely at the sensations that came to her, then crouched down again and continued her thoughts.

Admitting it made me feel at ease.

Now that I admit that my feelings for Vera are ‘love’, I am no longer embarrassed.

The frustration was still there. The heart palpitations got worse. The imagination that suddenly came to mind has now come to the point where it would be more appropriate to call it a delusion.

Well, I didn’t like them.

It all became an uplifting sensation.

As Renee continued to think, she felt her delusions start to creep in again.

After that, maybe I will be able to do more than just holding hands.

Fold your arms, rest your head on your shoulder, or go further.

‘kiss… .’

… kiss or

rattle. The duvet fluttered.

My head was getting hot again as I thought about it.

Renee closed her eyes and began to calm her mind.

‘relaxation… !’

Theresa said so.

The law says you have to have peace of mind.

It is said that impatience is poison.

Renee took a deep breath and slowly began to erase the thoughts that came to mind.

It was a car that just woke up.

It’s just a matter of approaching it little by little.

There was plenty of time. Because Vera said he would stay with him. Maybe someday your heart will work.

Awkward-.

Renee’s hand began to grip the hem of the blanket.

Rene, who continued to think, remembered that for the first time at this moment, she was lucky to be a saint.

I’m so glad I was able to meet Vera, and that I could be someone who could be by Vera’s side. I made up such a thought.

Still hated the gods. I thought the power was useless.

As for why she was a saint, I couldn’t really understand it.

But even in the midst of that, even in this way.

It was so fortunate that he had met Vera, Renee thought and closed her eyes.

‘Relax.’

If you approach slowly and leisurely, you will be closer than you are now. Sleeping with that in mind.

… For three years, did I have too much free time?

With Vera’s relationship not really developing at all, Renee celebrated her 17th to 18th birthday.