324 – 311. Return to daily life-3
A night when the moon rose brightly.
I went out, covering the girls who were sleeping soundly, exhausted from the role play, with a blanket.
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The bitter cold wind touched my skin, but it wasn’t cold at all.
Thanks to Frihardt’s blessings, I can never feel the cold.
It’s different from the past when I almost died in a snowstorm in the snowy mountains.
‘Yes, I am different from the past me.’
He is much stronger, much more handsome, and even possesses a massive holy sword.
Even when I think about everything, I can’t find anything worse than I was in the past, so it’s true that I’m happier now.
But I wasn’t as happy as I thought.
The reason is simple. Dreams that were unfulfilled in the past and countless regrets that resulted from them.
If I had to choose one thing, I would like to explore more of the world that could only be seen in the past.
But because I wanted to return to Bern’s body, I couldn’t see the past world properly.
What if we had traveled around the world with Breeze in our youth and made more memories?
‘At least I could close my eyes comfortably…….’
I sighed in regret and looked at the sky.
The moon and stars twinkle beautifully as ever, now and then.
I was scolded because the time zone I was living in was noticeably different.
“I still have the habit of coming out for some night air whenever I feel uneasy.”
“…… Sadly, unlike you, my time hasn’t passed that much.”
“Is that sad?”
“I wanted to grow older with you and spend time growing old together.”
But time lost does not return.
I was looking up at the sky with mixed feelings, and when I lowered my head, there were wings wrapping around my body warmly.
It was Breeze’s wing that remembered its shape, texture, and even body odor.
“All you have to do is make that wish come true from now on.”
“But…” !”
“Geonwoo… No, honey. We broke up once, but we were able to meet again like this. On the other hand, people like the village chief, who were crazy about revenge, lost their loved ones and lived in pain for the rest of their lives, right? “Compared to them, I think I’m blessed.”
“Breeze… ….”
“Actually, I have been suffering from the pain of losing my honey all along? “The world that should be colorful only appears in black and white.”
“… ….”
“But after the near-miraculous reunion, my world returned to normal. I was a little sad that my girlfriend had no memories of when we first met, but I was even more happy than that! “Because I can spend time with my wife again!”
Breeze took a step closer and hugged me.
Not with wings, but with both trembling arms, it tightly wrapped itself around its body as if it would not let go.
I quietly closed my eyes and felt the warmth flowing from Breeze’s arms.
Her warmth that she had longed for so much right before she died coldly.
Tears came out from the corners of my eyes.
“So it’s not too late. In this life, we will live happily together, cultivating love together! Certainly….!”
“Yes.”
I turned her body to face Breeze and immediately kissed her.
Breeze’s lips were as soft and warm as the moonlight.
We confirmed each other’s feelings again, and as soon as we opened our mouths, we smiled brightly at each other, so there was no need to confirm.
“I want to hear stories from when I wasn’t around.”
“Are you okay? “You might feel guilty because most of the time it’s just dull stories.”
“It’s okay. “Because I am willing to endure those aspects and listen.”
We sat on the snow field and talked affectionately.
Contrary to the warning, Breeze mainly talked about small happy moments while raising Rene.
I felt her consideration in excluding the pain I felt from my absence.
It was unseemly to make him talk about such a dark story, so I listened quietly and occasionally laughed.
“That’s surprising. “I never would have guessed that the quiet Renee used to be such a naughty girl.”
“Even though she was naughty, she was like Honey, a child who knew how to think about others. “As she got older, she began to be considerate of me and behave well.”
“Ha… ! “If I were alive, Renee would have been able to live a more foolish life.”
“Uh-huh! “You’re telling a good story, but are you going to tell a story that’s going to ruin the atmosphere?”
“I’m sorry!”
After that, I spent luxurious time listening to Renee and her growth process.
Around the time when the story about childcare was about to mature. Suddenly, Breeze, who was a storyteller, asked me a question.
“Now that I think about it, she hasn’t revealed the truth to Renee yet, right?”
“Ah… Yes, thanks to the game, I was able to hear my father’s voice.”
“Would you be satisfied with that?”
“I am fully satisfied. One way or another, I am her lover, right? “If she just said I was her father, Renee might be reluctant to approach me.”
“Are you going to take this secret to the grave?”
“No, if you want to know the secret, I don’t hesitate to tell you. It’s just that she doesn’t need to bring up the story unless Renee does so first.”
Now I am in Bern.
Bern, where Yoon Geon-woo met and became friends with Renee.
Not only Renee, but Lynn and many other women are also important people to me.
That’s why he couldn’t love only one woman like he did when he was Yoon Geon-woo.
“Let’s go in now.”
“Go in first. “I’ll look outside a little longer and then go in.”
“Okay.”
After leaving Breeze, I walked back to the nest.
The presence of Rene can be felt from afar.
I was curious about the conversation between her mother and daughter that would unfold later, but she tactfully decided to stay out of it.
***
“…… How long do you plan on standing there?”
“Mother, was it really true that Bern was my father?”
“That’s right. “They said they took a trip back in time at the desert ruins you mentioned.”
“Then did you become connected to your mother in the past?”
“Yes. The only slightly ironic part is that you said you have become someone other than what you are now. So her body and genes are completely different from what they are now.”
Yoon Geon-woo was Bern, but he was not Bern.
Similarly, Bern is also Yoon Geon-woo, but he is not Yoon Geon-woo.
His existence was intertwined with various circumstances, so it is up to those who encountered him to decide which one.
Breeze, who was the first to learn of his situation, accepted him as her former husband, Yoon Geon-woo.
And now Breeze presented the same problem to her own daughter, Renee.
“I… “I don’t know how to take it.”
“No need to think about it too complicated. What do you think of him?”
“…… “A loved one.”
“Okay, then you just have to accept it that way.”
“But if you say that Bern is my father…” ….”
Renee was about to say something when Breeze stopped her with her finger.
Then he shook his head left and right.
“Don’t change your choice. Because the end always leaves only regret. As you may have heard before, he accepted you as a lover, not a daughter. “Then you too, stand your ground.”
“Is it okay though? For her mother, it means handing her husband over to her daughter!”
“Oh my! Are you worried about me now? “I was always warning myself not to set eyes on my groom.”
Breese smiles and gently scratches Renee in a teasing tone.
She was maintaining a serious mood at best, but Renee frowned at her behavior that was completely distracting.
“Ugh… ! “At that time, I didn’t know that Bern was my father!”
“It’s the same with him. He never expected that he would be my husband. “I found out all the facts from the past too late.”
“So you’re saying that I can like Bern with peace of mind?”
“You haven’t noticed yet. At first, he kept his distance from me, and despite my passionate appeals, he stubbornly pushed me away. Why did they do that? I didn’t understand it before, but now I understand it perfectly. “He was afraid that if you were to be with him, you would never be born.”
“I guess that’s because she probably liked me more than her mother at the time.”
“Then do you know how I behaved when I became pregnant with you? He cared more about my body than his own, to the point where he made a fuss even if there was just a small rock under his feet. And in the end, she sacrificed her life to fight to protect you…….”
To say that he simply fought to protect his wife, Yoon Geon-woo was more desperate and desperate than ever.
If you fail to protect Breeze, you will lose not only her but also her Renee.
This fact made him furious and even gave him the courage to fight Tindalos in a life-threatening battle.
Breese closed his eyes and slowly recalled. She saw her husband, who cared as much for her unborn child as she did for her.
“…… Mother.”
“I am. Apart from her husband or son-in-law, I sincerely hope she is happy. That’s why she didn’t even try to monopolize him. “In my heart, I want to round up all my enemies and burn them to the ground.”
Breeze revealed her lifeless eyes and blurted out her bloody words without a care in the world.
Renee trembled as she saw her mother’s merciless appearance for the first time.
But for a moment, Breeze lay down on the floor, laughing.
“But if she did that, she would be sad. So she decided to stay by her side and watch and support him. “I also receive a lot of love along the way!”
In contrast to her fierce appearance, Breeze begins to laugh brightly this time.
It clearly showed what it means to be a happy woman who receives love.
As she saw her mother like that, a desire to become like her boiled up in Renee’s heart.
“Here’s her advice as a mother! From now on, think and decide for yourself.”
“I understand!”
Breeze’s heart was filled with pride as she watched her daughter grow up prosperously.
She will overcome on her own any hardships and adversities that will come her way in the future.
Believing so, Breeze looked happily at her daughter’s back.
***
The next morning.
It was time for everyone to gather around the table and eat breakfast as usual, but today it was unusually busy.
“Dad! “I’m going on a date with Renee today!”
“Uh… ? Then let’s all go out together… ….”
“Boo! Dad and Renee, just the two of us! “I don’t like it unless it’s two!”
“Well, is that so?”
“Wow! “Dad, you’re the best!”
Renee clings to Bern and keeps kissing his cheek.
At the same time, she smiled at Breeze in her conversion.
Breeze, who was watching her, dropped his spoon due to her shock.
A choice that Rene made after much deliberation.
It was an area that Breeze could not imitate, as she was loved by Verne not only as a lover, but also as her daughter.
‘Are you crossing the line?’
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For her Breeze, her greatest enemy was none other than her own daughter.