169 unforgivable hideousness
***[Catherine, Duchess]***
The candle flickers every time the wind blows.
My heart beat at the same time.
‘Oh, it’s today. today….’
It’s a day to fall
Katrin presses down on her heart, which feels like it’s about to jump out of her mouth, no, it’s about to jump out, so she should shut up.
“…”
Whoa… Whoa… Katrin gasped several times.
real heart beating
A small sound echoed from the next room through the slightly open door.
‘I can’t do it. I’m so nervous that I might die at this rate.’
Sitting on the bed like this and waiting, I really feel like my heart is going to break down.
Wouldn’t it calm down if you listened to Oscar’s voice?
Katrin jumped up and headed for the door connecting the couple’s room.
The beating heart beats again.
Afraid that her heart would jump out, Katrin pressed her hands over her mouth and chest.
Squat down in front of the door.
“Master, it’s late at night. Enough…”
The butler’s voice was audible.
I guess it’s time to rest
Well, it was too late.
I was so nervous that I forgot about it, but originally, it was time for Katrin to be in a deep sleep.
“… ok, put that off until tomorrow… no, that’s fine…”
Oscar-sama is saying something.
It was followed by the sound of drawers opening and paper clinking.
It’s like putting things in order.
Really, today’s work seems to be over.
‘This, this, now, now, bedtime, now, now, bedtime…’
Hearing Oscar’s voice always makes me happy, joyful, and warm, but today it’s strange.
‘It doesn’t feel comfortable at all.’
Rather, the body and heart go wild more arbitrarily.
It creaked like a broken wooden doll.
what to do Should I quit today and do it tomorrow?
But if you don’t hurry, Oscar doesn’t know when to go outside again.
Things are getting really complicated these days.
I was at a loss as to what to do when the door burst open.
With no place to lean on, the body leaned forward.
Something hard and soft hit my nose.
These are Oscar’s legs.
“Catherine, what are you doing? New play?”
Oscar-sama’s voice was heard overhead.
The moment I heard that sound, everything I had in mind poured out at once.
[Lie down! Stay still! That’s right, it’s over.]
As Anne’s voice thundered through her head, Catherine involuntarily shouted out loud.
towards the knee.
“Lie down! Burr, take it off!”
“…”
oh no this isn’t it
Oscar-sama laughed a little above his head.
“Catherine, can I lie on the floor?”
No, no, that’s not it.
My head is messed up because I’m confused.
“That, so…”
what came first
“Take it off first!”
As she shouted vigorously, Oscar-sama took her in a hug and approached her on the bed.
Yes, yes, today is finally.
Gulp gulp saliva goes over.
After setting Catherine down on the bed, Oscar began to take off his shirt.
The outerwear and accessories had already been taken off by the butler in the other room.
Originally, the butler had to change underwear, such as a shirt, but Oscar-sama didn’t like that, so he changes the rest here.
“Kyaa!”
You take off your shirt!
right in front of you!
Catherine covered her eyes with both hands and spread her fingers slightly.
I could see Oscar smiling through my fingers.
“You meant to take off your clothes?”
Of course you have to take it off!
but really take it off
‘Anne was right. command is real through. That’s great! It’s really great. If I knew it was like this, I would have ordered it right away.’
To be honest, I thought it smelled a little no, quite a lie, but reality is sometimes more like a play than a play.
‘Through the command…’
Indeed, today we become a couple.
Not just a couple on the outside like they are now, but in real life.
I spread my fingers and looked at her slightly, but Oscar took off his shirt and looked at Catherine.
The candle flickered and cast a shadow on Oscar’s body.
The muscles that look hard are somehow erotic and embarrassing… Kyaa… It’s thin, but it sticks to everything, and it’s so pretty.
Of course, I’ve never seen anyone else’s body, but Oscar-sama is definitely the prettiest and coolest.
I can tell you.
I opened my fingers a little and struggled while covering my face, but Oscar’s pants caught my eye.
“Can I take off the bottom too, Katrin?”
of course!
No.
Even now, I feel ashamed and feel like my heart will jump out, but if I take off my pants, I really die.
“That, that can’t be.”
“Then let’s sleep in our pants. What shall we do, Catherine?”
yes. when you sleep
“Put on your pajamas!”
I don’t know why, but Oscar-sama smiled and pulled a long loose shirt over from the top.
The long shirt, reaching down to the knees, was made from silkworm fabric produced in our duchy.
Originally, they wore soft linen nightgowns, but in order to use them in real life and find improvements, Oscar, Mother, and Catherine now wear duchy silk pajamas.
The softly falling pajamas glow softly.
Oscar put on his nightgown and took off his pants so that Catherine couldn’t see her.
“Now what?”
“…”
ok, now it hits
Katrin knelt down and hugged Oscar.
“…”
“…”
Oscar, who was still, patted her on the back.
“Shall we sleep now?”
“… yes.”
lie side by side
Oscar-sama gave her an arm pillow and brushed her hair up.
‘It’s strange.’
Isn’t this no different than usual?
Shouldn’t there be something after the attack?
Originally, I thought Oscar-sama would do something, but is it different?
As I tilted my head inwardly, Oscar-sama asked.
“What did you hear today?”
“…”
“Why did you suddenly order me to undress, Catherine?”
“…”
“Have you heard of Mr. Sven’s story?”
“… yes.”
“Yes, I see.”
“…”
“Did it turn out the way you wanted?”
“… yes.”
“Good for you.”
“…”
No, but I think something is a little strange. It seems that it was the problem after the attack.
“Oscar.”
“…”
“What is a couple?”
“… well.”
Oscar smiles lightly.
“I’ll ask my mother to educate Katrin for adulthood.”
“…”
“There is a world you don’t know about. A world only for adults.”
“Of course I know that.”
“Catherine, do you know how babies are born?”
“…”
“Exactly.”
“…”
Of course I thought I knew.
It happens when a couple sleeps in the same bed.
But now I know that’s not the case.
There is something more behind it.
I don’t know exactly, but men and women have different bodies, so it probably has something to do with it.
Because men don’t have breasts.
Typically father.
Anne says that instead of men having breasts, there is something else between their legs.
I haven’t seen it myself, but I think so.
The older ladies-in-waiting said it had something similar to men’s fancy dress, but um, I honestly don’t know.
‘It’s a monster if it has something so strange on it.’
Are you never human?
However, not wanting to be treated like a child for answering like that for no reason, Katrin kept her mouth shut.
“Haa… from there.”
Oscar-sama muttered in a low voice and gently stroked her hair.
“When you’re 15, it’s time to know. No need to fret, Katrin. We have our own pace no matter what everyone else does. Let’s go slow.”
“I want to go quickly, Oscar.”
“…”
Oscar-sama didn’t say anything, but it was written on his face.
It’s young to think so.
angry
‘I’m all grown up now. I’m an adult.’
The age difference is only two years, but when did Oscar look younger?
real disassembly.
As I closed my mouth, Oscar-sama smiled and patted my back.
Pat on the back at the same speed.
Her touch was so soft and kind that what she had just thought of as resentful melted away like a lie.
My heart, which had been pounding just a moment ago, calmed down softly before I knew it.
As if buried in a gentle cloud, your heart becomes cozy.
Since it was much later than usual, my eyelids quickly became heavy.
*
Around noon the next day, Catherine was called into her mother’s room.
Anne and several unmarried ladies-in-waiting were also with her.
Older wives were also in Mother’s room.
However, the faces of the mother and the wives seemed a bit troubled for some reason, and they were not smiling.
For some reason, it seems to be similar to listening to a sermon.
Katrin involuntarily turned her hand behind her back.
The ones called this time were all people who were whispering about Mr. Sven’s work.
maybe it caught on
My mother forbade me to talk, but I broke it, so even if I didn’t know it, I’d listen to a lot of sermons, right?
It may have been known that he tried to attack Oscar.
Anne seemed to think so as well, and she grabbed Catherine’s hand, who turned her back.
How long will I have to listen to the sermon if I get caught and scolded for trying to attack Oscar?
two hours? four hours? Or all day?
‘Want to cry.’
The mother and the wives met each other’s eyes and invited us to sit down.
“I called you today because I have a story to tell you.
Well, it was because of that.
Catherine’s head lowered itself.
The same goes for Anne and the other maids.
Everyone died at once.
“I didn’t inform you, but Mr. Sven’s wife was the one who originally assumed that kind of thing and kept it by his side. The marriage was also established in advance, leaving only the final signature. So, in the future, you should not carelessly talk about them.”
That word is a lie.
Katrin says she attacked Sven because she was forced to marry in the family.
‘Ah… Maybe I’m trying to cover up the rumors bit by bit like this?’
My aunt once told me that some rumors could be erased by overlaying them that way.
Even if there is some noise inside the family, if it is not known externally, outsiders have no idea what the actual work is like.
The overlay rumor is to show outsiders in such cases.
For a while, Mother warned her about things with Mr. Sven, then suddenly shut up.
After a moment of silence, one of the wives brought out a book.
It is larger and thicker than what is usually seen.
‘What the hell is that?’
I made eye contact with Anne and the other ladies-in-waiting, but Mother spoke up.
“This book was given to me when I first got married into this family. There are pictures that give you a glimpse of how women and men share a bed, how children are born…”
gulp.
I heard someone spitting.
Maybe Catherine’s own.
One of the wives flipped through the thick cover to reveal a picture of a man and woman naked.
“Kyaa!”
“oh!”
“…”
Catherine and the younger maids cover their eyes with their palms.
But the gap was slightly open.
The mother and older wives laugh as if they are amazed.
But I didn’t pay attention to it at all.
Only picture books are pierced… oh… what is that?
I heard Anne’s voice behind me.
“It’s ridiculous. There’s no way something like that could exist in a human body.”
someone muttered again.
“It looks strange.”
“What is that?”
“It’s ugly.”
You’re not in a position to talk about it, but aren’t you all blindfolded?
But are you watching?
Shouldn’t I at least pretend not to see it?
“…”
Katrin stared at the painting quietly.
The wife turns the book over again.
The picture is much larger this time.
A man’s naked body was drawn large.
no.
I hate it so much.
Something like this is in Oscar-sama’s body?
“It’s disgusting! I absolutely can’t tolerate it. Something like that is attached to Oscar-sama’s body!”
As she involuntarily screamed and jumped up, everyone’s eyes were on her.
“…”
But is it?
Something like that to that pretty Oscar…
“Really… I really can’t stand it, Mother.”
Mothers and wives started laughing.
“You really are.”
“Madam, calm down.”
“Education is just the beginning. It’s difficult to do that already.”
“Now, everyone, gather here. There may be some things you don’t understand just by looking at the pictures, so let me explain.”
The atmosphere of the mothers and wives, which was a little awkward at first, softened.
Anne and the other ladies-in-waiting were also lowering their hands that were covering their eyes.
Everyone’s face is red.
He doesn’t seem angry, he seems ashamed.
However, it was difficult for Katrin to suppress the rage that welled up.
I don’t think they’ll forgive that pretty Oscar-sama for having something so hideous attached to it.
“Mother, I really can’t forgive you.”
When I said that with clenched fists, my mother laughed.
Anne whispered in her ear.
“My lady, but I’m starting to feel my heart pounding. It’s gross, but I think it’s okay.”
“…”
betrayer.
‘Anne, I can’t forgive you either.’
It’s not just Anne.
Everything in this world is not forgiven.
Why did you make a man like that!
I was so angry that I had tears in my eyes.
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