Cheongchuleoram (12)
Blonde by the wall. Mischievous smile.
The provocative poses that didn’t suit her rather petite body looked cute.
You look like Yoo Hee-won. Of course, it’s not Yoo Hee-won.
But she couldn’t deny that seeing her resemblance to Yu Hee-won suddenly made her feel at ease.
“Do we know each other?”
Then the woman opened her mouth.
[Of course. Because we are always together.]
“Always together? Well, I’m fine…”
At that moment, I immediately recognized the identity of that woman.
No way really… ?
I tried to build a strong mental barrier to think rationally, but gave up.
Establishing a mental barrier in front of a mental barrier was completely pointless.
So I asked the woman in front of me again.
“Why did you suddenly appear? Do you have something to say?”
[Something to say, hey.]
The mind barrier made an annoyed expression.
[Crackdown on children.]
“My students are children? What do they have to do with you?”
[You thought it would collapse.]
“Crash down because of children?”
[You just collided with Han Min-ha, right? The impact was so great that it almost broke.]
“Is that a joke? Just that much broken?”
The mental barrier got angry at my question.
[Is that enough? Are you really kidding? Are you going to ruin everything you’re doing right now?]
“What are you doing? What is it? No, more than that. What does it look like?”
When I pointed my chin at the blonde hair, the backside, the small body, and the bright atmosphere, the mental barrier turned around.
What is that on the white tee? Not panties, not swimsuits…. What kind of outfit is that
[How is it?]
“Well. To be honest, I never thought you’d have a personality enough to hold a conversation.”
[That’s not what I’m asking. How do I look?]
“So-so. At least I think I know what you like.”
[What are you talking about? The reason I look like this is because that’s what you feel most comfortable with. Didn’t he look a lot like Yoo Hee-won?]
“Some parts are a little different but similar. But, she says that the child’s appearance is the most comfortable for me?”
[Stop deceiving yourself now.]
I laughed.
It’s useless to pretend you don’t know in front of the mental barrier.
When I showed my approval, the mental barrier smiled contentedly.
[By the way, looking at the expression, I don’t think I’m very surprised that I went there myself?]
“Thanks to you, I can always keep my sanity. It’s not hard to guess that you’re a mental barrier or an alter ego created by the mental barrier.”
[Why is it because of me?]
The mental barrier tilted its head.
[That’s just your original personality, Mister Mold. You’ve been that kind of person since the old days.]
“I don’t know what you’re talking about. Mind Barrier is a technique that protects the mind from external shocks. That’s why I’ve been able to think calmly about anything up until now.”
[Ha ha ha!]
The bright laughter of the mental barrier echoed through the white room.
[The reason why you are always cold-hearted is because of your personality. It could be said that he is a social misfit who lacks emotion. But I’ll admit it. It’s true that my presence helps to some extent. It’s a barrier anyway.]
“Then, is it because you haven’t played your role properly that you’ve had a lot of emotional fluctuations lately whenever you’re dealing with children?”
[You mean that? Actually, I also tried to make sure that you don’t waste unnecessary emotions and energy on the children at first. But it failed for two reasons.]
The mental barrier spread out its index and middle fingers.
[The first is that whenever the children keep getting into trouble, you feel quite embarrassed, and every time that happens, it shocks me too, so now I’ve taken my hands off it.]
As expected, it seems that the mental barrier was also very difficult because of the children. Somehow, it seems to be broken these days.
It’s not a malfunction, it must have been ignoring it altogether.
“Okay. The second reason?”
[That’s because you care so much about your disciples. To the extent that I can’t help it.]
I folded my index and middle fingers, but the mental barrier was pointed at me.
[The reason you can’t be cold-blooded in front of children is because you care about them. Do you understand now?]
“I came to care about my children?”
[Admit what you have to admit. Actually, this is the real reason. If you had no affection for your children, no matter what they did, you wouldn’t have been emotionally upset, so I wouldn’t have given up defending you from them, right?]
“Hmm.”
[And you, it seems like you’ve completely fallen for the kids. Is not it?]
“It can’t be.”
As soon as he finished speaking, certain scenes unfolded before his eyes.
The kissing scene with Yoo Hee-won and the night battle scene with Han Min-ha passed one after another.
[Obviously, until last year, he was a solemn and serious teacher, but now he is a middle-aged professor who eventually collapses due to the physical attacks of lustful disciples. This is very valuable.]
The mental barrier, which had been sarcastic, suddenly shouted.
[Defense hero is disqualified! If you can’t even stop seducing girls, what on earth can you stop?]
“Don’t scream. It’s noisy.”
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[Let me summarize. You endured it because the flamboyant girls openly attacked you, and eventually passed it on. If you were a normal opponent, you would never be like that because of your personality close to a psychopath, but the problem is that you have come to cherish and love children so much. Do you know now?]
“Is that so? That’s clear.”
[Anyway, he was very active. Please do something that is appropriate for your age. Bone?]
“Be self-respecting? I’d rather stop a thousand villains. If the kids act recklessly, I can’t stop them.”
At those words, the mental barrier laughed out loud.
[Is it really unstoppable? Aren’t you accepting children with ignorance? No that’s right. You can’t stop the kids Children are already everything to you. High school girls who can break through even the world’s Gray Steel shield. What the.]
“I see.”
[Honestly, swinging around must be your own expression of affection. If you were really the main character possessed by a web novel, you would be criticized for being a sick soldier, but this is reality.]
“What are you talking about again?”
[The main character of the web novel is the absolute best who never loses even to the closest characters, right? But in reality it is not. It’s liver, gallbladder, and can be taken out by someone you cherish and love. Those who point out that even that is a hoax are probably people who have never received such love before?]
“I never thought of myself as a Hogu.”
[That’s right. A person who happily watches a cute puppy bite his finger is not a Hogu. The people who swear stupidly for giving a finger to such a weak animal must have been abused a lot on a regular basis.]
I wondered if that was the analogy, but I decided to skip it.
“By the way, when you first found out about Han Min-ha’s parents, you vibrated so strongly, why is that?”
[The same principle that you feel embarrassed whenever the children smell of a female on you. It’s the same when Han Min-ha cries.]
“I see. I understand. I can’t seem to do that part.”
The conclusion is that the mental barrier is shaken by external shocks anyway.
Whether it’s a direct aura collision or past trauma, even the stress or embarrassment I feel.
With a short sigh, he asked another question this time.
“Let’s ask something I’ve always been curious about since we met like this. Could you explain why you came into existence and what exactly do you do?”
[Good, good. Certainly, a lot has changed after meeting the children. If it was like before, I wouldn’t have wondered about it.]
“Assuming it has changed. Please explain.”
The mind barrier opened two fingers again.
[First of all, why did I come into being? I am your defense mechanism. It materialized by fusion with an aura specialized in defense.]
“That means that you standing in front of me right now are not like a separate person, but a part of my inner consciousness that I created to protect myself.”
[It’s like that. Therefore, it cannot be classified as a defensive technique. To be precise, it is a unique defense. Only Professor Gyo-hyeon, a cowardly cowardly hero who likes to ignore the past that is difficult to handle, can build.]
I shut my mouth for a while and chewed on the words of the mental barrier.
Has my defense mechanism and aura mixed together to form a kind of defense?
So, mental barrier is not an ultimate defensive skill, but a bizarre variant that only I created.
As it says, it was created by my shady and intense desire to escape from a terrible reality.
[Second]
When I folded one more finger, it looked like it was blowing my middle finger again, and the mental barrier that saw it smiled and turned the middle finger around.
[I’ll tell you what I really do. First before that. You are sick.]
Is it because they look alike that they also resemble each other?
It was as if he was watching Yoo Hee-won longing for Han Min-ha.
“Idiot? Can you explain exactly in what field?”
[Go here.]
The mental barrier tapped his head with his middle finger, which was still extended.
[You are on the verge of brain death.]