Juruk.
Lizzy Paul Liana Claudia.
Blood drips from her eyes.
Not only that, but bright red blood began to flow back from the ears and the corners of the mouth as well.
Ferzen von Schweig Ruerg.
The monstrosity that he realized with only the fragmentary memories that came to mind, just looking straight at it, ruthlessly gnaws at Lizzy’s mental power.
I can’t understand, or even try to understand in the first place.
In front of that overwhelming wall, Lizzy quietly raised her slender hands.
──I saw his face.
—If that’s the case, pluck out your own eyes and donate it.
Obviously, no one said anything.
The masculine yet feminine, neutral voice heard in her ear simply captured her mind.
Therefore, the intermediate process of listening and making judgments is omitted.
Without a single doubt or hesitation, Lizzy stretched out her raised hands and pulled out her purple eyes.
No, I was about to pull it out.
If it had not been stopped by Ferzen, who had definitely reached a short distance, Lizzy would have had her eyes removed by herself.
“ah… … ”
And as soon as Ferzen’s touch touched Lizzy, she felt that her hazy mind was cleared.
But it was by no means a good thing.
Because accepting the scene in front of you with your bare mind could also be called torture in another sense.
“ah… … flaw… … ! 👌👌👌👌 … ! Cologne!”
The resolve she had made was, in fact, not so blunt that it could easily collapse.
If Ferzen was a demon, he was confident he would become a demon to kill him.
Even if it was a monster, I had the confidence to become a monster to kill him in the same way.
But now I didn’t know.
What must you be to kill him?
The wolf who threw off the sheep’s clothing was cruel.
The wolf’s appearance was also nothing more than a mask.
And the indescribable fear that loomed behind the wolf’s mask, Lizzie was not confident enough to face.
“Lizzie.”
Before long, he opens his mouth, caressing his cheek with his characteristic large hand.
Obviously, there is nothing more to be said, but a gentle and friendly touch.
His expression was terrifying, and his pleasant, low-pitched voice was more terrifying than ever.
“you… … Did you come to rescue me?”
If not.
“me… … ”
The back words were omitted, but Lizzie could easily notice what the omitted words were.
Because of that, my whole body trembled like an aspen.
I wanted to avoid this place for now.
But this wasn’t just a nightmare from which I could wake up just because I wanted to wake up.
As the silence grew longer, the monsters that circled Ferzen stretched out parts of their bodies and lifted her limbs.
“iced coffee… … ”
A creepy, creepy feel.
There were no injuries, but it looked like an insect crawling around, gnawing at the flesh.
Also, it seemed that countless earthworms were wriggling inside the skin.
Eventually, the range of contact went beyond both arms and legs and started to seep into the inside of her clothes little by little, and Lizzy couldn’t stand the rising disgust and began to vomit in vain.
tt
Ferzen clicked her tongue briefly at such a sight, and the monsters holding her hurriedly threw Lizzy to the floor.
In fact, from the standpoint of the currently implemented monsters, an attempt at simple contact was a very gentlemanly act.
Just as human consideration is a disaster for ants, it was not something that Lizzy could endure.
“ah… … ! 👌👌👌👌 … flaw… … whoops… … !”
Immediately, Lizzy, who fell down on the ground beating like a living life, raised her staggering body and hugged her knees tightly.
It is the best defense mechanism she can take now.
The contact time was less than 5 minutes, but her mind was even more exhausted.
The external appearance of the other person she was wearing was also loosened, so in a sense, she was revealing her inner side very nakedly.
“… … ”
And without saying a word, Ferzen, who bowed down in front of her kindly to meet eye level, grabbed Lizzie’s chin and lifted it up.
“Lizzy Paul Liana Claudia.”
“ah… … ah… … ”
“How long do I have to wait for your answer?”
“I, I, I… … ”
I decided never to give in to absurdity again.
To surrender again to a target who has already bowed his head once.
It was surprisingly simple.
“School, professor… … Go, save… … Wow, I’m here… … ”
Even though they are alone, the title that Lizzy calls Ferzen is not “you” but “professor”.
It could be described as a pathetic struggle that pushes the professor-student relationship and desperately appeals to you that you have a duty to protect me.
There was no way Fersen could not have known that fact.
Also, I knew I was lying.
Because the timing was off, I swallowed regret inside.
If only she had arrived a little sooner.
If you tried to bite the nape of your own neck by exposing your insignificant fangs.
Without any trouble, the Claudia family could have been brought down.
“okay.”
It’s a pity, but it’s already gone, so there’s nothing I can do about it.
But that’s it.
Aside from that regret, Ferzen carried out the act of Lizzie scratching the nape of his neck.
She realized that the trauma of the past that was holding her back had weakened a lot.
This is definitely a sign of overcoming.
She had already given up on the path of atonement, so it shouldn’t have been possible for her to stand up from her hardships.
The moment she overcomes her adversity, she will undoubtedly become a warlock of overwhelming power.
Still, I’m glad I noticed.
Now that I’ve noticed, all that’s left.
Retightening a loose collar.
“You came to save me… … You were a good kid.”
Startle!
At Ferzen’s insidious words, Lizzy instinctively trembled and clenched her slender legs.
Gently stroking Lizzie’s cheek, Ferzen embraced her tiny body into her arms.
There was a slight rejection reaction, but there was already no energy to shake Ferzen’s touch.
Lizzy quietly hugged her and heard Ferzen’s whispers whispering in a low voice in her ear.
“Because he’s a good kid… … I’m bad at lying.”
“ah… … ”
without raising your voice.
without yelling.
How can you be so soft, in a quiet voice?
Is it possible to constrict the target’s breath?
After that, Lizzy, who couldn’t really breathe and hardened, said, “Oh… … 👅… … ” The street let out only a pathetic sobs.
And while gently stroking Lizzie’s body, Ferzen, who laid her back on her back, said with a cruel smile.
“It’s a joke.”
Called.
Of course, there was no joke.
Lizzy knew that.
He knew exactly why he had come here.
It’s probably just that he’s lucky to see himself not caught in the trap, and he’s regretting it.
Lizzy was miserable and unsightly.
I felt a sense of relief in my heart.
The dazzling flame that rose at that moment, just before it went out.
It faded from the other side of her mind.
In the remaining ashes, not even the embers can be seen.
Looking down at Lizzie, who had fallen into a kind of emptiness and deep frustration, Ferzen turned her head back.
It seems that there is still time before the enemy’s psyche is destroyed.
In that case, you should use this time a little more preciously.
“Where are your shoes going, you are barefoot.”
“… … ”
what is the intention
He, who realized beautiful shoes, holds his feet and puts them on quietly.
Lizzie didn’t even resist, but leaned into his hands like a doll untied.
Ferzen, who had put on the shoes correctly, grabbed her slender left foot, which suddenly caught her eye, with a large hand.
A slender leg that looks like it’s going to break if you give it strength.
“ah… … ”
Whether it’s scary or with a slight sense of anxiety, she looks at herself with a trembling tremor.
Seeing those trembling purple eyes, Ferzen said with a grin.
“How? Isn’t it strange to feel like walking on two legs?”
“… … ”
Really, a shameless question.
Anger surged for a moment, but the first thing that came out was a pathetic cry.
this person.
this man.
Why is Ferzen being so cruel to himself?
what the hell did you do wrong
Are you pushing me this far?
If there was a reason, Lizzy wanted to know.
No, my heart quickly cooled.
Now, even if there is a reason, will anything change?
The parallel line drawn up to this point could not be narrowed again.
And as Lizzie’s tears ran down her cheeks, Ferzen reached out and wiped them away.
“Do you know that?”
“… … ”
“Giving a woman shoes as a gift means asking her to do a dance.”
“… … ”
“If you keep your grades as they are, the right to summon the 3rd floor monster will be passed on to you.”
If you are lucky, a monster that can repair the defects of your body may appear.
Because.
“It wouldn’t be a bad idea to rehearse ahead of time.”
Looking at Lizzie who couldn’t even say a word of dislike.
No, knowing that the current Lizzie can’t do that.
Ferzen spread one-sided cruelty disguised as consideration.
He grabbed the hem of her loose thread, which was flowing down.
And she, who had given up close to resignation, hoped that the enemy’s cerebral body would collapse quickly.
At the very least, the knights who saw the current anomaly and realized that this was inside the Hwanmong barrier, eagerly longed for it to come.
“Shouldn’t you put your hand on it?”
“… … ”
Until I get out of here, I won’t be able to get out of his side.
Because of this, Lizzy placed her hand on Ferzen’s which was reaching out.
Seeing himself forgot how to dance, he would want to laugh to his heart’s content.
Thinking that if she wanted to, she could do whatever she wanted, and Lizzy followed her lead Ferzen and took a stance.
But Ferzen was more cruel than she thought.
“ah… … ”
A loud noise is heard from somewhere.
It was the noise made by many people exchanging conversations.
The ground she was stepping on was suddenly transformed into a clean, tiled floor.
Where did the dark sky go, and the chandelier gleaming luminous stones greeted me.
When he turned his head, a group of young girls and boys were paired up and posed to dance like himself and Ferzen.
Yes, this is a banquet hall.
“under… … eww… … ah… … ”
And right next to him.
There stood the self as a child who couldn’t even make eye contact, and Ferzen, who was full of discomfort as a child.
yet… …
“This time, make no mistake.”
That, along with Ferzen’s words.
♩… …
Follow the song called Blessed Night that flows with a calm prelude.
Ferzen, 24, and Lizzie, 20.
Ferzen, 16, and Lizzie, 12.
started dancing.
* * * * *
An unforgettable song.
Beyond her memory, she barely brings out the dance moves.
Even if you know that this is just an embodied delusion.
Just like the self of my childhood, looking at the self I am now, wishing that I would never make a mistake.
Lizzie danced along with Ferzen desperately and recklessly.
But the past has already passed and has been decided.
As if to let you know that it cannot be changed again.
In the middle of the song, as a child, he stepped on Ferzen’s foot, lost his balance, and sprained his leg.
In response, Lizzy tried to change the situation with her limited mental strength.
However, the mental power of Ferzen who realized this delusion was not something that could be twisted with his own mental power like straw.
The self of his childhood who soon left the banquet hall.
And looking at the childhood Ferzen who followed it.
“stop… … ”
“… … ”
“stop… … stop… … Please… … ”
Lizzy, who was forced to continue dancing, cried and pleaded with Ferzen.
Her body shaking at the same time couldn’t keep up with Ferzen, who continued the next movement.
Kwok.
trample on his foot
“ah… … ”
At that moment, the sound of the song entering the second half grew louder.
But through the increased volume, Lizzie could clearly hear Ferzen’s voice.
“In addition. You made a mistake.”
“Uh, ah… … ”
dump!
Unfortunately, Lizzy sat down in her place.
Then, using his trembling hands and legs, he desperately ran away from Ferzen.
Tuk!
However, the scenery of the surroundings that had suddenly changed illuminated the outside of the banquet hall.
Lizzie stopped behind a tree with her back blocked and could see herself as a child lying horribly spread out, screaming and crying.
“Hey… … hey… … !”
As soon as he arrived right in front of him, Lizzie raised her hands in a clumsy defensive posture and trembled as if convulsing.
“Lizzie.”
“crime… … I’m sorry. I’m sorry. I’m sorry. I’m sorry… … !”
“What kind of child is that child?”
An obsessive-compulsive disorder, which occurs when only one foot is trampled on, irritates Ferzen’s nerves.
Because of this, he gently grabbed Lizzie’s right foot and made him trample the instep of his opposite foot.
Ferzen asked once more.
“What kind of child is that child?”
“iced coffee… … ”
Lizzy’s skirt was dyed happily.
The piles of dirt that were sitting nearby began to get soggy.
“That kid is like some kind of kid.”
There is probably only one answer he wants.
And for one thing, even as Lizzy, who was pushed to the limit, it was difficult to spit it out.
But after he grabs his chin and lifts it up, let’s reflect on his youthful self.
“I, bad… … Child… … Eh… … ”
That one word was forced to spit out in order to live.
Ferzen laughed at him.
Just as there is no future for a nation that has forgotten its history.
Even people who deny the past have no future.
So Ferzen was in Lizzie’s mind.
He pierced the roots of the trauma of his own, so that he could no longer cut them off and shoved them away.
It could be argued that the treatment was too harsh and cruel.
What’s wrong with the way a villain lives, being a villain?
There was no such thing as a hero to cover the white color on the gray paint.
Because the existence of the hero had already died at the hands of Ferzen.
For the death of the villain, the gears of fate must turn right.
Since there was no link to connect them, they were broken one after another.
And beyond that, Lizzy, who had no choice but to deny herself as a child who collapsed and cried.
In his own weakness that he could not do anything like this, he felt that something was being shattered.
「Fate that doesn’t kill you will make you stronger. ‘ Was there a saying?
The person who said it probably didn’t know this.
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Most people would die if they were swept away by a wave of such fate.Eventually, the enemy who was quietly dismantling his body took out his own heart and lifted it towards Ferzen, and then collapsed powerlessly.
Finally, the psyche has collapsed.
Accordingly, Sephar.
No, Crocell’s dream barrier is breaking down.
The surrounding landscape disappears.
Ferzen, who had been so afraid, disappeared as well.
All that remains is the dark darkness where you can’t even see yourself.
And what you can find out is… …
There was only the faint sound of his own weeping and a faint weary smell.
;-;
Chapter is very good and satisfied
10/10 chapter 💙