There Are Too Many Background Settings in the Possessed Novel chapter 105

Saint’s Awakening (4)

Sleeping Elina looked like a beautiful piece of glass that would break if touched.

Because of that, I couldn’t help but be careful with each and every hand I held her.

I don’t want to break her. I don’t even want to hurt

For me, she was the person who set the goal to some extent for me to move forward in this world.

She herself was clear proof that I could change the fate of this world.

I kissed her swearingly on her forehead, which was covered in silvery, tousled hair.

Feelings that were so intense that it was difficult to articulate on my own engulfed me.

“I will definitely return it.”

Elina was the Elina I knew, and if she didn’t want to change herself, I wanted her to stay that way.

So if it has to be done, I will do it.

Even if she had to break one of the things she treasured most.

I will rescue her

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Elina always felt that she was missing something.

I couldn’t completely melt into the world, and something seemed empty.

No matter how much I thought about the reason, I couldn’t figure it out, so I thought that I couldn’t adapt to reality.

Elina’s eyelids, which were trembling like convulsions, went up.

In her silver eyes, she could see the dim ceiling of her dorm room.

when did you fall asleep The room was already immersed in darkness as if it had come from outside.

Even when I opened my eyes, it felt like I was in a dream.

My head was hazy, as if I was wandering in a fog, but my head was throbbing and aching.

After a few breaths, I was fully conscious.

While getting up, only the sound of Elina’s movements blended in like blemishes in the static-filled room.

The sound gave Elina a strange sense of reality. Only then did he become convinced that he was not in a dream.

… realism. Why is that word so strange?

It was one of the words that Elina couldn’t relate to the most.

“Gongja-nim… You are gone. I’m really asleep too.”

There was no one in the room. It seemed that Elin hadn’t returned yet either.

In this room, with no trace of anyone other than himself, it felt as if no one was there.

Perhaps because of the empty space in the room, a sense of futility filled Elina in an instant. It’s a normal, everyday feeling.

“pray… I have to give it to you.”

As if running away from that emotion, Elina took her time and drew the sign of the cross with deep faith.

Once on the forehead, once on the chest, and a brief prayer with both hands together.

Every time I open my eyes, I started to pray as if I was desperately clinging to that act.

Although Elina is a saint, she rarely thought of herself as devoted to God.

It felt like it was the way it was, because it was the way it was.

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Just like the rules set by this world, no, by the church.

Still, prayer itself was an act that Elina liked.

It was because if he was praying earnestly, he could turn his eyes away from his inner self, which was empty somewhere.

But today something was different. I felt a small light inside of me.

The light, which at first felt ominous, flashed and exploded at some point and filled the inside.

“ah… Mr. Neftam… ?”

Neftam nestled inside him.

Elina caught her breath at that fact.

This sacredness that seeps into his empty space is definitely Neftam-sama’s.

Come to think of it, I remembered that at some point while talking about Elin with Confucius, I was overcome by the sensation of flickering white before my eyes.

Since then, everything has changed.

The feeling that the empty place that always filled my heart disappears and is filled with the voice of the Lord.

‘Finally, I’ve been recognized as a saint.’

Elina was overcome with ecstasy, put her hands together and looked up at the sky.

His face naturally lit up. Why did I not know about this deep faith until now?

Not knowing that it was God’s brainwashing, the girl was overcome with happiness.

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Just then, the well-oiled door opened gently.

From that door, a silver-haired girl who looked just like Elina herself walked into the room.

“Oh, Elin.”

Elina laughed softly and got up from her seat.

She was her very dear sister. Although being a saint of Yuan is a bit flawed.

Elin glared at her sister, who was smiling kindly at her.

Contemplating whether to speak or not, the girl bit her teeth and opened her mouth.

“… Elina. I saw you earlier.”

To say that, Elin had to clench his fists.

My fingernails painfully dug into my flesh.

“I see… ?”

Elina slowly tilted her head to one side.

Her beautiful silver hair, which seemed to glow softly in the dark, was gently scattered along her round, smooth shoulders.

I also liked the long hair side. You always took everything I wanted.

Elin captured the innocent look of Elina, smiling with a face that didn’t even know how she felt, in her silvery eyes.

The image of Leonhard and Elina hugging each other filled Elin’s mind.

The moment I saw it, a certain emotion was ignited. It wasn’t hard to realize that it was jealousy.

It felt like he was betrayed by none other than his own sister. I was more angry than I was taken away by any other woman.

Perhaps it was because he trusted Elina more than anyone else.

[Constellation Yuan once again tells you not to be patient.]

Noisy! I’ll do it my way!

Elin rebelled against the voice of the Constellation in her head. It was true that he was almost shaken by her voice, which urged him to do something irreversible.

But Elina was his precious sister. He was rather miserable because he was just jealous.

But again, I couldn’t help but confess that feeling.

Elina would understand.

“You were hugging Gongja. Can you explain what happened?”

While saying that, Elin had to try to spread her shoulders, which were still shrinking.

“saw? Then you must have listened.”

Elina said regretfully.

His attitude was very strange. I wasn’t sorry, but I wasn’t scared either.

“I should have told you… Sorry.”

“… what? I didn’t hear the conversation.”

“Did you not hear? thank god.”

A relieved smile spread across Elena’s face.

Elin’s nerves were on edge at that strange attitude.

She didn’t feel like her sister, who always had a kind smile on her face. It’s like a different person.

When that tension reached the top of Elin’s head, Elina smiled brightly.

“Ellin, the heretic inquisitors are coming soon. He will investigate Elin and me and guide us on the right path.”

“What?”

His spine felt chilly, as if a very cold dagger had slashed his spine.

Elina smiled at Elin.

“Especially since Elin is a saint of Yuan, they will help Elin to follow Neftam-nim’s guidance.”

Elin stared blankly at Elina with her mouth open.

Elina, who spoke casually and rather happily with a smile, felt strange.

“Come to think of it, I also have to apologize.”

“Apology?”

“You lied to Elin that he was forgiven by Neftam-nim. I must be punished.”

“What are you talking about! Elina!”

Elin grabbed both of Elina’s arms.

However, the next moment, Elin shook Elina’s arm.

“Don’t touch me.”

A bitter cold was felt in Elina’s voice.

When the shocked Elin stepped back, Elina smiled brightly.

“Erin still believes in Yuan.”

“I don’t believe you! Elina, something is wrong with you!”

Elin stood up from her seat with a gentle gesture.

“… right. It’s been weird so far.”

Elina twisted her lips and laughed soundlessly.

“Why did I like Elin so much? She is the saintess of Yuan. something disgusting.”

“… ”

Elin took a step back. As if a wet cloth had been pushed into his mouth, his breath was choking.

“But soon, everything will be fine.”

Elina smiled sincerely and benevolently at Elin.

“don’t worry. Elin. Neftam-sama’s grace will make Elin normal.”

“What is normal? Are you saying I’m not normal?”

“yes. Elin, the saintess of Yuan… It’s not normal. I do not need.”

I couldn’t stand it any longer. it was the limit

Elin pressed the corners of her eyes that were starting to blur with both palms.

The eyeballs were compressed, and white and black things flashed in front of them. The lukewarm tears were crushed into the palms of my hands.

[Constellation, Yuan encourages you to commit.]

A voice came into my head.

At the sound of Yuan encouraging her, Elin resisted by biting her lower lip.

no. I hate this. Elina is my precious sister.

I liked Elina as much as Leonhardt.

I remembered my mother’s voice that I had heard a long time ago.

“It is not easy to love you equally. sorry. Elin.”

A mother with a child from a remarried husband abandoned herself as wildly as any other child.

The dark feeling he felt when he realized he was not needed in his mother’s new warm home came back.

The hand that had been squeezing my eyes fell helplessly.

My head was completely hazy, as if I was dreaming.

It was as if something very important in my head had been cut off.

“… conflict… crab.”

Elin spoke quietly, feeling the taste of tears on her dry lips.

Then he staggered helplessly, forcibly moving his creaking legs.

“Elin? Where?”

He opened the door without answering.

I feel like I have to run away somewhere now.

Elin wanted affection.

If I look good to others, I want to make sure everyone forgets that they are the saints of Yuan.

I thought that would be the way to get affection, so I pretended to be like that without rest.

Received Elina’s affection. It felt so good that Leonhard was madly grateful for saving him and Elina.

So, being greedy, he also wanted Leonhardt’s affection. He wanted Leonhard to love him.

I just wanted you to love me.

But now both are lost.

Have I been too greedy? In the first place, wouldn’t it be right to be unhappy as a saint of evil spirits?

Maybe someone’s affection wasn’t allowed in the first place.

Feeling the sudden loneliness, Elin crouched down with both arms wrapped around the other shoulder.

cold. Too cold. Even though it was summer so hot that you would sweat even standing still, you felt as if you were buried in frozen snow.

[Constellation Yuan says he loves you.]

love…

Elin groaned.

Come to think of it, there were people who loved him.

god god loves me

Elin gasped and crouched down even smaller.

Now, it might be really good.

At Ellin’s feet, Yuan’s Divine Field began to spread little by little.

“I really… ”

And at that moment, a boy came into Elin’s field of vision.

A boy was standing in front of the window through which the moonlight fell.

The boy, who looked more delicate with the light on only one side of his face, was staring at Elin.

The golden pupils inside the well-groomed eyes shone softly and softly.

“Leonhard… ?”

A boy walked over to Elin.

Then, wordlessly, he grabbed her by the chin and lifted her up.

He gently met her silver eyes and spoke in a low voice.

“Are you crying?”

“… don’t mind.”

Elin shook her head.

But somehow, as soon as I heard those words, tears came out.

Drop by drop, tears poured from both cheeks as if bursting.

What he did wasn’t an order, it was just a question, but I couldn’t understand why the tears were pouring down like this. His vision blurred, and Leonhard’s figure was also obscured.

“You shouldn’t cry.”

I heard Leonhard’s kind voice.

Between those tears, Leonhard lightly wiped Elin’s eyes.

His vision brightened again, but he slowly lowered his head.

“It gets a little better.”

And he kissed her slightly over the eyes.

Leonhart, who wrapped his arms around her fragile waist, brought his mouth to Elin’s ear.

“I was visiting because I had something important to say.”

Leonhardt whispered softly.

“I came to ask if you would like to go to the prom with me.”

After saying a word, he removed his lips from his ear.

Elin’s heart started beating like crazy.

[Constellation, Yuan… ]

I couldn’t hear the voice of God ringing in my head anymore.

“Do not cry.”

Leonhardt’s voice was covering up Yuan’s voice in an instant.

Heat rose from the eyelids where his lips touched.

The heat spread through her body like fire.

The cold went away in an instant, and the hot summer returned to Elin.