Reconcile (3)
Elin slowly lifted his upper body as he relaxed from the gripped hands.
The girl’s silver eyes turned downward. He saw a girl sleeping soundly next to him.
‘Now Elina… .’
Elin recalled the explanation she had heard from Leonhard.
Elina, who had temporarily lost God’s protection, felt painful about what she would face due to her own constitution.
It felt like a sharp tip being stabbed into my tender heart.
With a painful heart, Elin squeezed the hem of the futon so tightly that wrinkles formed.
Is it really okay to do these things in order to win Leonhardt’s love?
Before I could get used to the pain, I heard the door to the balcony open.
The silver eyes moved slowly and looked towards the balcony.
Leonhard, who had crossed into the room from the balcony, was standing there looking at me.
Elin’s long, delicate eyelashes rippled.
“Leonhard… ”
Elin let out the name with thinning weak breaths.
The moment I said a word, I felt like I was about to cry.
“Huh… ”
As I suppressed something rising up in my throat, a strange sound came out.
“Elin… ”
Leonhard walked and stood in front of her as if he was worried about Elin.
The scent that brushed her nose made Elin feel uneasy.
As if to calm that anxiety, Leonhard opened his arms and embraced the shrunken Elin.
“it’s okay. Wait for a while.”
A whisper so sweet that it felt immoral reached my ear.
As if his words were an order, Elin leaned her head against her hard chest.
Soft, silver hair was pressed disheveled over his chest.
“Confucius.… ”
Even so, the painful stuffiness that seemed to block my chest didn’t go away.
The guilt that didn’t go away seemed to choke Elin’s breath.
Elina tried so hard to save herself when she was young.
So, Elin’s lips opened to ease that feeling.
“me… Well done?”
I don’t know what will happen to Elina, but after doing this.
To think he was trying to run away from Leonhardt.
But I didn’t want to lose Leonhard’s attention.
I want to be loved more than Elina. I don’t want to lose Leonhardt’s gaze that touched me.
A small hand desperately grabbed the hem of Leonhardt’s clothes.
Leonhardt wiped away Elin’s tears with his fingers.
“Why are you crying? Do well like this.”
Leonhard looked at Elin with affection and said.
“Are you really good?”
Elin asked.
Leonhard gave a small smile and bowed his head. His breath stirred the thin hair on her forehead.
He cupped the girl’s small cheeks with both hands.
And he forced Elin’s silver eyes to look into his own.
As soon as we met eyes, Elin’s heart beat faster than before. I wish he would set me free like this without saying anything.
However, as if he had read Elin’s thoughts, Leonhard smiled and replied in a soft voice.
“Well done.”
Leonhard’s hand slipped off the ball and grabbed Ellin’s nape tightly.
The next moment, his lips were pressed against Erin’s.
A tingling sound accompanied by the sound of tongues entwining came with a pleasure that seemed to melt the soft flesh.
“Hahm… yes… ”
As Elin received a sweet and sticky kiss, her eyes were moistened with water droplets.
The silver eyes captured Elina sleeping next to me, unaware of anything.
I am also spending time that Elina does not know about.
Elin’s chest swelled with the full satisfaction of that fact.
I will be loved more than Elina. I won’t lose love again
That persistent desire possessed Elin.
‘… But is it really okay?’
The thoughts floating around in my head disappeared as if my tongue was broken by the sensation of biting it.
“I need to focus. Elin.”
Leonhard commanded in a low voice.
Elin shivered and nodded, and he kissed her again.
Between Elin’s teeth, which were opened in a hurry, a nasal sound flowed naturally as if whining.
“Huh… !”
Leonhardt’s hand swept down Elin’s thin waist.
The knee that was trapped between his thighs jumped up with a flinch, unable to overcome the pleasure.
The soft flesh rubbed roughly against his clothes. Even that rough feeling was overjoyed as her sensitive body accepted it as a stimulating pleasure.
By the time Elin’s face turned bright red from choking breath, he removed his lips.
Elin let out a breath that she had been holding back with her red lips glistening with saliva.
Elin, who had lost the warmth of her mouth, looked at Leonhard sadly with a troubled gaze.
“You are sensitive.”
Leonhardt laughed and whispered.
‘I’m weak for pleasure.’
Receiving his kiss again, Elin remembered what she had first realized.
As I closed my eyelids again, tears started to flow down my cheeks again drop by drop.
little bit more.
A little more.
Elin clung to his lips, the inside of the firm arms that embraced her.
His swollen breasts pressed against his hard body.
Elin’s thin, slender fingers twitched from time to time and gripped his body tighter.
‘I can forget.’
The idea that he had done bad things to win Leonhardt’s affection was gradually fading away.
yes, this is a good thing
Yuan’s voice is no longer heard.
As if clinging to the pleasure he gave, Elin fell into affection.
.
.
.
Waking up, Elina gasped.
It was because I felt like I had a long nightmare.
“Elin… .”
Elina called her twin sister by name in a dry voice.
But her voice, desperately searching for it, was scattered in vain.
Elina hugged her shivering body and slowly stood up.
It was strangely cold and painful.
It must have been a hot summer, but it was so cold, like standing in a snowy field.
“Elin… ?”
need warmth
Elina reached out to the seat next to her in search of warmth.
But the only thing he could touch was the cold sheet.
When I looked there in amazement, I saw an empty space.
Neither the image of Elin nor the warmth was there.
“… ah.”
Only then did Elina remember what happened yesterday.
The harsh words he had spoken reached Elina’s ears.
‘I don’t think I did anything wrong… ‘
It’s only natural to follow Neftam’s words.
Because only he protects us, me.
So, having cheated on His will and living peacefully up until now, it was only natural that she should be punished.
“… I thought you were back.”
When Elin came back and hugged him, he was sincerely relieved.
She also decided to follow Lord Neftam…
However, there was no trace of Elin anywhere in the room.
As if he had never been by his side from the beginning.
‘hurt… ‘
Somewhere in my chest was throbbing.
I was obviously following Neftam-nim’s will, but the terrible sense of loss did not go away.
‘If this is also Neftam-sama’s will… ‘
But even pain is necessary for faith.
Elina thought, recalling Neftam-sama’s teaching that growth comes with pain.
Elin must be punished. and himself.
It was natural.
Elina clenched her hands that had shrunk from the cold.
To fill the empty hole in my heart again.
“… Please protect me.”
After praying, Elina rose slowly from her seat.
It was a morning that I met alone after a long time.
I thought it would be okay if I had faith, but strangely, today the hole was not filled even with prayer.
The sense of loss and emptiness remained intact.
After getting ready, Elina left the room and was still shaking.
‘The cold won’t go away.’
Elina thought as she looked at the light that seemed blurry and cloudy for some reason.
The strange cold continued to hit me until it was suffocating.
“… Strange.”
It was very cold.
‘And why are there so few people?’
And even more strangely, there was no one to be seen around.
The corridors of the academy were chilly, as if it had already been an early summer vacation.
The shimmering dust floating in the hallway was glistening in the pale sunlight from outside.
In the suffocating silence, Elina felt a chill.
Fortunately, when I opened the door to the classroom, I saw people.
“… ah.”
thank god. I guess it was just rain.
Entering the crowded classroom, Elina let out a sigh of relief.
It seemed that Elin hadn’t come to class yet. So close. I just wanted to have a conversation.
Elina sat down and put the writing utensil on the seat for the first time, and her hair stood up on end.
It was because of the blatant gazes around him.
“… ”
weird. Elina slowly looked around.
Elina’s breathing gradually thinned as she looked at every aspect of the classroom, but soon it turned wild.