Reconcile (12)
After that, Elin kissed Leonhardt as if to show off.
A soggy sound came from between the two of their lips.
Leonhardt’s hand gently ran through Elin’s disheveled hair.
Even so, Elin’s silver eyes, which were revealed, were still aimed at Elina.
“Oh… ”
Elina covered her mouth with her trembling hands.
The relief that Elin was alive, a torrent so large that it swallowed it, swept through Elina’s emotions.
Come to think of it, Elina was always on the side of giving something to Elin.
What Elina had, the relationship Ellin enjoys together.
It was a relationship that always shared the same things.
But now, it was definitely different.
Elin was trying to steal Leonhard from Elina.
It’s something you can’t touch, and Confucius is his own.
‘… If only I had given up first.’
A regret that shouldn’t have bloomed in Elina’s heart.
If it had been a little faster, he would be in Leonhardt’s arms now.
Suddenly, transparent water droplets formed in Elina’s eyes.
I blinked lightly, and tears rolled down my pale cheeks.
As the vision became hazy, the figures of Leonhard and Elin blurred.
Elina trembled slightly and hugged her shoulders.
As I lowered my head, tears fell in torrents.
‘Emotions cannot be the subject.’
If Neftam-sama would talk to me just once.
Then it would be different.
But even when I closed my eyes and prayed, I couldn’t hear Neftam’s voice.
“Can’t you do more? Confucius… I love you. I really love you.”
Instead, all that was heard was Elin’s fawning voice begging Leonhardt.
“Why are you suddenly like this?”
When Leonhard asked with a smile, Elin looked up at him and opened her mouth.
“I want to be with Confucius more. I wonder where it will go.”
At her words, Leonhard hugged Elin, who was breathing heavily while laughing.
“I will stay. don’t worry.”
Elin sighed softly and laughed at the same time.
With blurry vision, Elina looked at the scenery.
I felt like I wanted to go inside right away and separate Elin and Leonhard.
Obviously, I had wanted Elin and Leonhard to go to the ball together before.
As if that heart were a lie.
‘I don’t want to lose Confucius.’
Now he wanted to snatch Leonhardt away from Elin and hug him himself.
I didn’t want to miss that warmth. He wanted to receive what Elin had received.
But now those things were too far away. so far out of reach.
All in Elin’s hands. Dark jealousy burned uncontrollably.
Elina gasped. At that moment, Neftam was no longer in Elina’s mind.
Only the sight of herself in Leonhardt’s arms instead of Elin kept coming to mind.
‘I should have been… ‘
I should have been there where Elin was.
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Just a little while ago, he too was embracing Leonhardt.
“Nice. Be nice.”
He should have listened to Leonhardt’s words as he touched Elin’s round ears.
“Ugh… .”
Elina managed to suppress her painful and intense emotions with dry saliva.
‘go back… I want to go back.’
Seeing this sight no more, Elina fell from the doorway.
Elina started walking.
Not sure where to go or where to go.
While walking down the street, wiping away tears, Elina was standing in a scene she had never seen before.
All that was around was the wreckage that had been thrown into the world.
‘… I’m completely alone now.’
Elina leaned against the collapsed pillar, leaning her body on the verge of collapsing.
The body slid all the way down.
“… ”
I couldn’t figure out why this happened.
One by one, everything around him was leaving.
Both Elin and Leonhard. Even if I was abandoned by everyone, if I had faith, it would have been fine.
If even Lord Neftam had abandoned me.
Elina looked around.
In the landscape where all abandoned things are gathered, I felt as if I was also completely melted.
The scene of Leonhard and Elin kissing seemed to be stuck in my head.
The more I thought about it, the more I felt lonely and lonely.
“Huh… ”
As a saint, she was loved by everyone.
However, the void that could not be satisfied with their superficial love had been tormenting Elina all along.
He needed the warmth that only close people like Leonhard and Elin could give.
And it felt like I had just lost all that warmth.
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“Is this what it is?”
After confirming that Elina had disappeared, Elin looked up at Leonhard and asked.
The guilt of hurting Elina was more painful than the irrationality of taking on the role of a villain.
Leonhard’s golden eyes gazed at Elin’s eyes, which were clouded as if they were covered by clouds, filled with complex emotions.
“yes. You did really well.”
Leonhardt kissed Elin’s lips again as if giving a prize.
Her lips, red and swollen like fruit, took the reward again frantically as Leonhard gave it.
The heat that had risen from being touched a moment ago was not a lie, and the back of his hand tingled with excitement.
The guilt that had risen a little while ago disappeared, mingled with the pleasure as if it were a lie.
Leonhardt ate his own saliva and hugged Ellin, who was clinging to him tightly, as if he were precious.
When she parted her lips, Elin looked at Leonhard with a blushing face.
“little bit more… ”
Elin squeezed his hand more in a low voice.
little bit more. More than Elina.
Earlier, when he looked at Elina with a look of superiority, the sense of superiority he felt was not acting.
The words that he asked for more, and that he begged for more because he was afraid that Confucius would go somewhere.
So, I felt more guilty.
And in order to forget that feeling, Leonhard was needed more than now.
Elin looked at Leonhard with a worried gaze and leaned her head on his chest.
I breathed in, trying to forget the pain in my heart.
Knowing very well how despicable he is.
“don’t worry.”
Leonhardt stroked Elin’s hair and whispered softly.
“Everything will work out.”
“yes.”
It will.
Elin leaned heavily on his words and nodded her head slightly.
If I didn’t cling to Leonhard’s words, I wouldn’t be able to hold on any longer.
If you’re not in the confidence he gives, you’ll feel like you’re standing on the edge of a precipice.
I don’t want to lose Elina either.
“I’ll make you good friends with Elina again.”
Hearing Leonhard’s sweet whispers and temptations, Elin dug deeper into his arms.
As if looking for a warmer warmth.
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A sharp sound coming from somewhere brought Elina to her senses.
It was a chilling sound that sent chills down the spine.
‘Dangerous… ‘
This was Abyss.
A place where you don’t know what dangers lurk.
If done wrong, something worse than death might happen.
“… I have to go back.”
Sitting here didn’t solve anything.
It was a space where it was unknown how much time had passed, so Elina was even frightened.
‘Maybe you’re looking for… Or still… ‘
Elina recalled the image of Elin and Leonhardt still together, but managed to erase it from her mind.
‘When I go back, I’ll meet Confucius… ‘
what do you meet?
Elina was puzzled by a sudden thought.
What are you going to do when you meet?
Are you thinking of asking me to be treated like Elin?
But Elin abandoned Yuan.
By abandoning Yuan, he obtained things he had not received from Leonhard.
Elina wondered if she could do the same.
Leonhard told me to throw away Neftam even for the sake of the spirit… can i do that
“… ?”
While walking, lost in thought, Elina suddenly looked around slowly.
“Where is this… ?”
Even if you look around, all you see is the remains of broken things.
I couldn’t find anything to return to as a mark.
He had no idea when he had come this far.
“… ”
Elina’s face turned white.
It was because he realized his current situation.
Elina hurriedly tried to use divine power, but of course nothing happened.
I was embarrassed and scared. It was to the point where my eyes were blocked.
From then on, I wandered aimlessly around.
At first, it seemed that he had probably run outside, so he moved his feet thinking that he would be able to find his way inside.
However, the scenery was similar, and the mansion he stayed in could not be found.
Keye!
A threatening sound came from somewhere again.
“I’m so sorry.”
Elina shrugged her shoulders and looked where the sound had come from.
For some reason, I felt like I was hearing it from a place closer than before.
After a certain amount of time, Elina’s feet became faster.
It definitely felt like I hadn’t walked too far, but the further I went, the more unknown space appeared.
how long has it been
Elina stopped moving only when she was exhausted and could no longer move.
No matter how much I wandered, no matter how much I tried to find it, the road did not appear.
Every time she heard a scream, Elina prayed for salvation, but no one answered.
The wind just blew in vain. Like the abandoned ones around.
no.
In the darkness, Elina stood still.
‘… It’s not these things that were abandoned.’
It was myself that was abandoned
It also disappears in vain.
The fact that he was ugly and jealous of his sister and ran away.
everything was himself
It’s worth coming to find no one.
I’m abandoned. just to be thrown away
That moment.
Elina felt the gaze on her in the dark and looked away.
“Elin… ?”
Elina woke up to find her twin sister standing in the dark.
Elin smiled softly without saying a word.
However, even with that smile, Elina was cold and unable to move.
It was because he found something in Elin’s hand.
A sharp ceremonial knife was in Elin’s hand.