132 – shock therapy
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The magic called ‘pain transfer’ is to absorb the physical and mental pain that the caster is feeling. That’s why I didn’t know what he was feeling or what he was thinking.
I don’t know what Ron was thinking or what memory he was holding onto. Even so, the sensations he feels are felt intact.
The first thing I felt was fatigue, as if my body had become three times as heavy.
All the muscles in my body were tense, and I felt stuffy as if something was on my stomach. I involuntarily frowned at the tiredness that did not go away even after strengthening my body with holy and magical powers.
What came next was a burning sensation as if the face was burning. He gasped for breath at the sharp pain created by the wounds he had so far. He gently raised his hand and wiped his face, but no blood came out. There were no scars or transfers to me, but the pain was clearly conveyed.
With the feeling of magical energy being sucked into somewhere, the head-splitting confusion finally comes.
When was the last time you were hurt? When was the last time you felt this much pain? You mean it was moving continuously in this state? why..
The contents written in his notebook that had fallen came to mind. Predictably, he would have continued to move for a single purpose, not knowing when he would collapse.
The scars of the past days when he couldn’t live up to that purpose start to wrap around me like a vine, mixed with the pain he’s been suffering so far.
I couldn’t move. It was overwhelming just to adjust to the pain of a different feeling that I had never experienced before.
It seemed like nothing could be done. It was so frustrating that I wanted to cut out my heart. His pulse was beating irregularly.
How did you solve the situation after Ron used this before? Rian may have healed the physical part, but has the mental pain been cured? I don’t remember.
Suppressing his brittle head and burning sensation, he looked around. I see Solar and Lian. In a mentally bad situation, this kind of pain overlapped, and it seemed that my condition had deteriorated to the point where I couldn’t even say anything.
It would be okay if I could only call Lian.. No, is it really okay? What if it fails? If you fail here, you might not be able to get back on track.
no guide I have no one to support my choices. There is no light to illuminate my eyes. what am i supposed to do
“Help me..”
The insides leak out of the mouth. It was as if I had revealed myself from my childhood, hidden deep inside.
It was warm and itchy. It seemed that if I cut around the eyes, the center of this sense, it would be okay.
When I came to my senses, I noticed that I was raising my nails. Startled by it, he waved his arm as if shaking it off. Still, the desire doesn’t go away. Pain is erased with pain, anything sharp is good, so it seemed that this pain would subside a little if I cut it once.
It was fortunate that he hadn’t been told what he was feeling. If even his will had been cut in this state, he might have cut it without hesitation.
With gratitude for that fact, I was able to recognize his condition again.
Standing still on the spot, I endured countless pains that squeezed my body.
Funny enough, once these aches and pains swept through my head, it became clear as if a fog had lifted. He didn’t do anything to determine whether it was because of his holy power or mana.
Find out what I can do in the current situation that is a little better. If it’s not the best, then the second best is fine.
the devil fainted What did this demon say? psychological shock?
Yeah, let’s give it a mental shock. The image of Ron still moaning after sharing all the pain with us.
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No matter what I say in this situation, my voice will never reach you. That’s why I have to give the body a direct, psychological shock.
you don’t have to be patient I’m not going to do anything to measure the distance properly anymore. for you, for me
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In the process of retracing my memory, it seemed that I memorized the chant without realizing it. The black magic that did not even pay attention to, pain transfer. The clunky sentences that came out of your mouth were all in your head without being erased. Because it was your magic that you cast for me and only for me.
But it failed. Perhaps it was the effect of the tangled memories and minds, but what came out of the fingertips was not magical power, but a by-product of failed magic. I was thankful that it wasn’t a mana runaway. If you get hurt again because of me, I couldn’t be in front of you anymore.
The by-product cracked and emitted black smoke. Before reacting, it penetrates the inside of the body and begins to produce black magic effects.
it was better I thought for a moment that if I could share your pain with this… It came suddenly, and the balance I had managed to hold collapsed again.
A feeling of nausea arose. It was frustrating. My heart started beating so loud it broke my ribs. Even bending my fingers was difficult.
I would have been able to withstand the physical load. No, I was able to endure the ensuing headaches and loss of magical power.
However, I couldn’t stand the feeling that my eyes were rotting. It wasn’t to the point of being ticklish. It was an unpleasant sensation that turned all my thoughts and judgments to that direction.
If I hadn’t read what Ron had written down, I wouldn’t have understood his actions all the more. While feeling this kind of pain, on the one hand, they couldn’t understand the difference between each other, and the discord would have increased.
It was different now. I could only vaguely guess the reason for your actions. That’s why your will, which worked only for one goal while embracing all the fatigue, headaches, and burning sensations, seemed to shine even more.
There was no room to sink any further than this. I am reminded of so many things that have wronged you, including this right now. It seemed that he would not be able to atone for his sins even if he spent his whole life. I felt like I was the one who drove you into saving my life.
grit your teeth and hold on Eat the bad pain. Get over it. cut everything off
I squeezed my strength into the hand that was on the ground. The wet grass is pulled out and grasped.
woke up. Her favorite white robe was soiled, but she didn’t care.
I need to derive the best action I can do. Even this situation is what I did.
think.
Combine what he hoped for and the current situation. What did the demon named Erion say? think of everything You’re good at that. Go through your head, which contains a lot of useless stuff. take out everything else
judgment.
Say something to acknowledge him as a colleague. Create an environment where you have no choice but to understand and recognize my words. can’t wait Think about what else you need to do. I cannot repeat this mistake any more.
Margie felt at first glance. coexistence of curses. The curse of Molzin has not gone away. How to solve the curse I suggested? If that didn’t work, why? Are your conditions different from Rain, Lian, Solar, and Odrox? will? body? mana?
..mana.
What if there is less magic power? Demons using curses were extremely rare, so there were not many opportunities to investigate, so the sample was small. So I had to guess.
A curse works by circulating demonic energy inside the body. The method I suggested is to consume all the mana and cause the curse to idling and then self-destruct.
But what if that premise is wrong? Consider the way the curse works on humans. The Curse of Jealousy can’t be a sample because it was in a place where the Magi’s supply was smooth. I also have to guess.
A small portal that summons a single demon is a form of converting mana into demonic energy. Likewise, what if the curse had changed mana into demonic energy and was using it? Then I can understand why Ron felt demonic energy earlier.
If so, how to do it? He said we could completely remove the curse. If so, you can do Haeju with the method I suggested. What they have in common is that they have more magic than that.
Is it okay to give a load? Does it mean that the curse will explode if you put enough magic into it at once that you can’t convert magic into demonic energy?
That’s a possibility. However, it was unknown how Ron would react when a large amount of mana was injected, and it was unknown whether it would become a curse or something wrong with the body of a person with a curse.
What is the probability of success or failure? that makes me hesitant If you see a scene where you succeed just once, you’ll be able to raise your odds by risking everything.
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Tears cover the front. I can feel my eyes swollen from the tears that have been flowing incessantly. I can’t, I can’t show you this.
A choice brings a price corresponding to it. All in all, the choice I made must have been a choice that brought about heavy consequences.
He tried to comfort himself and control his mind, but it was impossible in the current situation where he had already gone into hell and even brought out memories of the past.
I sat down and continued to cry. without hesitation. Now I can’t even remember why. I was just sad, I was just upset and cried like the old me.
My head hurt. I felt sick to my stomach. Heart beat abnormally fast. Even so, my fingertips and toes were cold to the point of being cold.
The reason was unknown. Could it be that just by retracing the past, the physical condition at the time came back?
How he saved me, how I got the title of a saint, the holy power, the dissolution, and the reunion… Were all those things I made up?
I don’t know.
It felt like my face was burning. The body was also heavy. Even so, the desire to cut out all the skin covering the face was growing.
The moment I raised my hand little by little with such a desire peaking, as if everything was washed away, the bad condition that had been entangling me began to disappear.
The front of your eyes becomes clear. The body becomes lighter little by little. Your heart rate returns to normal, and the burning sensation slowly begins to fade.
Holy power.
The power you awakened was driving away the darkness.
I heard Sola’s self-talk. Those words that contain speculation about how to do Haeju.
The condition required for this is, of course, the improvement of the power supply.
The silver that bloomed from the fingertips took shape. It was like petals falling off one by one in the wind, forming a mass and scattering. The silver petals that had fallen off in this way fluttered in the air, then were eroded by the black color and disappeared as they were.
It must have sucked up the magic of Magi and Solar that had infiltrated into its body and fulfilled its role and fell off. Still, there was no feeling that the inherent holy power had diminished.
As usual, I used healing magic. To Solar and Rain. I didn’t write to Ron. Because I don’t know what his condition is. If I made a mistake, this holy power could become extremely poisonous.
The light returns to everyone’s eyes. As if the blocked airway had been cleared, they looked at each other with bated breath.
Before Sola could even open her mouth to say anything, Ron slowly began to approach us. That expression was still dead. I didn’t know if the effect of the pain transfer was not received, or if the pain had risen again.
At that time, with an expression of making a choice about something that Lane had put off, he grabbed his arm as he approached and started walking somewhere. Sola stopped me when I tried to approach him to stop him.
“Rian, I think I need your strength.”
Solar, as if having finished her thoughts, was talking to me without hesitation. It must be related to that self-talk just now. maybe.
After lowering the hand that was trying to grab Rain, he approached Solar.