169 – 164. Conversation
“I’ve been thinking about something lately.”
While listening to the lecture, Seo Yerim spoke up as if she had just thought of something.
I’ve been playing a game on my phone until just now, but now I have to listen to what she has to say.
Even though I didn’t make any sign that I was listening, Seo Yerim started talking on her own.
“Don’t you think we’ve been approaching this from a purely physical perspective from the beginning?”
What is she talking about?
“What are you talking about?”
I tried to ignore it, but I couldn’t.
It wasn’t that the lecture was boring, but I was just curious about what Seo Yerim was going to say.
When I looked at her, Seo Yerim looked around and whispered softly.
“Why don’t we try something a little more innocent? I mean, that’s my image anyway.”
As she spoke, she brushed her hair back, and I felt like hitting her.
“What? You’re supposed to be innocent and pure?”
Like a broken game script, Seo Yerim refused to move on unless I answered.
I kept my mouth shut because I didn’t want to answer, and a pen rolled under Seo Yerim’s feet.
“Here you go.”
Seo Yerim picked it up with a smile and handed it to the boy who had dropped it. The boy immediately looked like he was in love.
“Are you doing that on purpose?”
“What?”
The important thing is that Seo Yerim really doesn’t know the consequences of her actions.
That guy is probably going to try to sit near Seo Yerim every time he comes to this lecture from now on.
‘Should I blame Seo Yerim for this?’
Seo Yerim just kindly picked up the pen that had fallen and handed it to him.
In fact, it’s something everyone has done at least once.
Seo Yerim didn’t do anything particularly flirtatious or intentionally seductive.
‘Oh, well.’
In the end, it’s the difference in appearance that makes a big difference in the same action.
“I’m innocent, aren’t I?!”
Now Seo Yerim is holding my wrist and forcing me.
“Oh, yeah. I got it.”
In the end, I couldn’t win and nodded my head. Satisfied, she snorted and pulled her chair next to mine.
“So I think it would be better to act accordingly.”
“What do you mean by ‘accordingly’?”
I wondered what she was going to do next, but Seo Yerim, who was holding my wrist, pulled it under the desk.
Then she clasped her hands together.
“Like this?”
I thought the time had passed when I would get excited just by holding hands under the desk during class.
“Heh, heh.”
Surprisingly, Seo Yerim is satisfied.
She’s holding her chin with her other hand and trying to hide the smile on her lips.
It’s true that I’ve rarely acted like a normal couple with Seo Yerim.
The important thing is that we’re not a couple.
“Hey, what are you doing?”
“Why? You’re not studying anyway.”
“No, it doesn’t matter because it’s my left hand that got caught anyway….”
“That damn emotional thief. You haven’t decided on anyone yet.”
I have nothing to say when she talks like that.
“You say that, but you still touch women’s butts and start thinking about them as soon as you get excited?”
I have nothing to say about that either, since I had something like that with Choi Iseul yesterday.
“Just hold my hand. If you start dating someone else instead of me-“Seoyerin’s gaze, which had been resting on her chin, suddenly met mine.
It was like a scene from a youth movie.
Like the image of a charming schoolgirl appearing in a flashback.
“I’m not going to hold your hand.”
Seoyerin smiled.
And with the hand she was holding, she playfully tickled the back of my hand.
I had nothing to say.
Even though my hand was getting hot and sweaty, Seoyerin wouldn’t let go.
It seemed like the people behind us were watching, but there was no reason to let go.
It wasn’t that I didn’t care about other people’s gazes.
There are things that can’t be done if not now.
Depending on my choice, these small actions may become things that I can’t do in the future.
“Hee, okay.”
It could be seen as her vow not to waste this time.
“Huh, really.”
There were times when I thought I couldn’t beat Seoyerin.
Seoyerin, who approached me in this straightforward way, had a charm that was destructive.
She said that her innocence was her weapon, but did she know?
That she was most charming when she honestly revealed herself.
“Hmm, this is better than I thought.”
The guy seemed to like holding hands quite a bit and started to think about something.
Then he started searching for something on his cell phone, and he typed quite well with one hand.
“What are you doing?”
“I’m looking for things that couples can do. I don’t know much about this kind of thing.”
The guy who spills everything he knows and doesn’t know when it comes to 19+ content doesn’t know about innocent actions.
I don’t know if this is what they call a gap.
“Taking the same class, eating lunch together, staying at a PC room all day, renting a hotel to stay overnight… Hmm?”
Seoyerin, who had been reading the text, stopped for a moment as if she thought something was strange and looked at me and asked.
“Woojin-ah, were we already dating?”
“……”
“I’ve already done everything on the list?”
“Well, we weren’t exactly a boyfriend and girlfriend.”
Ordinary boyfriends and girlfriends wouldn’t have gone as far as 3P, let alone s*x.
“Hmm, then what should we do?”
“We should study. We’re both sophomores now.”
Look at her not listening to me even when I tell her.
Since she’s already on her way to becoming an actress, she thinks she can take her classes a little more casually.
“But Woojin-ah, isn’t it a little awkward just holding hands?”
“I like awkward things like that.”
Do you think couples just jump into bed from the start? We get to know each other by enjoying each other one step at a time.
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“Is that so? It’s like knowing the taste of sweet and sour pork but feeling disappointed when you only get jajangmyeon?”
The analogy was cheap, but it was true.
“But enjoying awkward things is something you do when you’re in a relationship. We’re not in a relationship.”
“What, is that so?”
“You piece of trash.”
Seoyerin immediately tightened her grip on my hand. It wasn’t as strong as Yuarin or Iseul’s, so it didn’t hurt much.
“Speak properly.”
That’s why I’m correcting you.
“You’re trash.”
“You piece of trash.”
Yeah, that’s right.
I know I’m trash too. Shouldn’t I make it clear?
“No, stop beating around the bush, Woojin-ah.”
“You’re the one who started it…””Anyway, we’re not in a romantic relationship, right? We’re closer than friends, but friends don’t have s*x.”
“Hey, keep your voice down!”
I was worried that someone might have heard us, but it was nothing.
“If we had to define it, our relationship would be s*x friends, right? s*x partner doesn’t really fit, and s*x friend seems right.”
Not a partner, but a friend.
But is there really a difference?
I felt like the conversation was going in a strange direction, but I nodded in agreement for now.
“If we had to define it… is that right?”
“Hmm.”
Seo Ye-rin, who had been thinking for a moment, brought up a different topic this time.
“But what are the criteria that other people use to define s*x partners or s*x friends?”
“You’re asking me?”
“You seem to know something. You only have three s*x friends.”
“Why are we having this conversation?”
“Because the lecture is boring?”
“I’m not bored.”
“Turn off your phone game and talk.”
“……”
Unlike Seo Ye-rin, who doesn’t hesitate to spend money on games, I have to work hard.
“Usually, when defining s*x friends, things like personality don’t really matter, right?”
Seo Ye-rin returned to the topic of s*x friends.
I sighed and organized my thoughts.
“I don’t think so. You wouldn’t necessarily look for the same things that are important in a romantic relationship. Appearance, technique, s*xual preferences. I think you wouldn’t look for those things as much.”
“Aha, it’s like a game friend? You’re just trying to have fun with each other?”
“It’s similar.”
If you’re good at the game, have good communication, and have similar gaming preferences, you become game friends, right?
You don’t necessarily look at what they do in real life or how much they earn.
“But why are you talking about this? Let’s stop. I’m going to study for real.”
I turned off my phone game and picked up my pen to focus on the professor’s lecture.
“So, if we were to rank you as a s*x friend, you’d be a B?”
“……What?”
At Seo Ye-rin’s provocative remark, I turned my head and looked at her without realizing it.
“B-yo? The singer Rain? Are you saying I’m a world star?”
“No, just a B. A is the best.”
I bit my lip without realizing it and continued to ask.
“Why, why am I a B?”
I didn’t think I needed to get my heart racing over something like this.
But I needed to make sure.
“You’re smaller than the black actor I saw in that porn, so you’re going to die if you say something like that.”
“Hey, for a 1woojin, you’re big.”
Com-fortable.
I barely managed to keep the corners of my mouth from twitching.
“Arin said your thing is still hard.”
“She’s pretending not to lose.”
I said it just to pick a fight, but Seo Ye-rin pretended not to hear.
“No, so why are you a B? Because of your looks? Or your body?”
“My looks are fine. My body is strong and I’m strong. I was surprised when you picked me up last time.”
I liked it when she carried me on her back.
“Why am I a B?”
“I don’t do it.”
“……”
“I keep not doing it. I don’t do it because I don’t have time, I don’t do it because my emotions are messed up, I don’t do it because I have to meet someone.”
“Ahem.”
“It’s the same with game friends. If you don’t play the game well, no matter how good you are, you’ll drift apart.”
If I say this, it’ll be a bit awkward to talk about what I was going to do with Choi Yi-seo yesterday.
In the first place, Choi Yi-seo often comes to my room, but Seo Ye-rin doesn’t come very often.Well, the reason is that Choi Seo-woo frequently visits the dormitory to help the freshmen, so she did that there too.
The moment Seo Ye-rin entered the dormitory, she attracted attention, so she wouldn’t be able to come to my room.
“On the contrary, am I not an A-rank?”
Seo Ye-rin proudly declared, sticking out her chest.
“Pretty, big breasts, kind, and even smart.”
Being smart probably means having a lot of 19+ knowledge.
“And unlike someone else-“
She slowly leaned her body towards me, smiled slyly, and whispered.
“I’ll spread it whenever you want.”
“……”
This girl is a genius at just pissing me off.
Seo Ye-rin snickered as I pulled my waist back slightly because my pants were getting tight.
“Easy, easy.”
I really want to kill her.
The girl who pulled her body back again.
By the way, she was still holding my hand.
“How about it? When you look at it comprehensively, I’m an A-rank, right? Ah, Woo-jin must be happy. To have a friend like me.”
“……You’re a B-rank too.”
Despite being stubbornly attached, Seo Ye-rin had a relaxed smile on her lips.
“Yes, yes, no matter how much you try to find fault, Seo Ye-rin’s value will not change, right? A-rank s*x friend?”
Ugh, I didn’t mean to say this.
“You can’t have s*x.”
Seo Ye-rin’s body, which had been smiling brightly, suddenly stiffened. I could feel the trembling through her hand.
Maintaining a stiff smile, Seo Ye-rin asked me.
“Wh, what are you talking about?”
“You can’t have s*x.”
This time, I laughed at her.
Seo Ye-rin’s face gradually turned red, and she clenched her hand tightly and replied.
“Ugh, that’s disgusting, Woo-jin. You shouldn’t put me down just because you’re a B-rank, okay? Huh? Are you saying you’re going to spit?”
“You can’t give a blowjob.”
I brought up the memory of her giving me a blowjob and her teeth brushing against mine, which was creepy.
“Y, you have big breasts, Woo-jin. And it felt good when you put it in, right?”
“That’s because your parents gave birth to you well.”
“Then your big dick was also given to you by your parents!”
Her voice got a little louder in the middle, and the eyes around her were fixed on us, but fortunately, it seemed that they didn’t hear the details.
We continued our conversation in a small whisper.
“And you’re premature.”
“I can’t stand this. You’re saying I’m premature?”
“How many times did you do it that time and then you came so quickly?”
“That’s because I drank a lot of beer!”
That’s true, though.
But I didn’t want to be pushed here.
If I was pushed here, I would remain as B-rank Woo-jin.
“In the end, you’re like a game friend who has good equipment but only average skills?”
“Tsk! Tsk!”
Seo Ye-rin was annoyed and frustrated.
But there was nothing wrong with what I said, so she couldn’t talk back with gritted teeth.
“B-rank Ye-rin, right? I’ll be an A-rank as soon as I have time, right?”
I won.
I beat the bamboo forest s*x master at s*x, so am I not a s*x king or something?
It’s not a very honorable title, but I was happy that I won anyway.
“Th, th, then.”
Seo Ye-rin glanced at me and whispered softly.
“I’ll… I’ll be promoted to A-rank today too.”
“……”
“I can do it, right?”
“Ye, yeah, you can do it.”
“Then I’ll have to study hard with Woo-jin today.”I checked the time on my phone without realizing it.
There was still an hour left before the lecture ended.
‘Oh, I’m going to burst.’
It was so swollen that I felt like my panties and pants were going to rip.
My breath was also strangely rough, and my hands were sweating.
“Whew.”
I wasn’t the only one whose body was hot. Seo Yerim also rubbed her thighs and shook her body.
Then suddenly, our eyes met.
“Spread?”
At Seo Yerim’s words.
I nodded my head without realizing it.
She started to unzip her jeans with the one hand she had left.
“Okay, let’s rest for a bit.”
The moment the students got up from their seats at the professor’s words, we let go of the hands we were holding and just lay down on the desk.
We breathed deeply in the fresh air and came to our senses.
‘What was that just now?’
I realized that I had just had a crazy conversation as if I was possessed by something, and I covered my head.
‘I almost had a big problem.’
What would Seo Yerim have done if I had gone further?
No, maybe I couldn’t have helped it and would have taken her to the bathroom.
“Excuse me, Woojin.”
At that moment, Seo Yerim called me, turning only her head towards me while lying down.
“Why.”
I also turned my head and answered, and Seo Yerim asked with a serious face.
“If game friends and s*x friends aren’t that different, people with a lot of game friends are likely to be sl-”
“Stop right there.”
“……I just said it because I was embarrassed.”