187 – The Truth Revealed
As expected, you are special, I had no idea you could do this so quickly.
After I left the world of dreams, the fate of despair spoke to me as if it had been waiting for me.
How can you express all your emotions with just one eye in the air?
In fact, rather than finding such things interesting, the priority was to immediately prepare for battle.
‘Find Ding Dong Dang cannot be activated.’
Because encountering a fate of despair was not a situation that was difficult to overcome.
A situation that is impossible to solve and a mystery that has never been solved.
Therefore, Find Ding Dong Dang was not activated with the message that it was looking for an answer.
Since the situation was somewhat predictable, I did not panic and immediately spun black mana around my body.
The stronger infinite orbit meets black mana and is converted to a black orbit without runaway.
There was no magic armor, but the fate of despair was not demon, so there was mana.
Summon a command corps and equip soul armor.
With a single wave of the hand, an army of lions appears, and a chilling energy emanates from the clothes.
After Pepais became the Spirit King, he read my instructions in advance and prepared for a huge blow.
The time it takes to complete all possible preparations is the blink of an eye.
I immediately grabbed the black eye floating in the air and fired Magnum EX.
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Kiiiiing!
Bang!
The strongest blow gathered at your fingertips.
I was prepared to fly off with my arm, but the force I used immediately pushed me back.
“Pepais!”
[I understand, master!]
And Pepais fills that gap perfectly.
An explosion that even prepared to be summoned back to the spirit world immediately after the attack.
When I smoothly linked the attack up to this point, my thoughts were not that it was worth a try.
‘It’s similar to back then.’
It feels similar to having a fun party.
I felt like I was measuring my combat power by hitting the scarecrow since I had nothing else to do after maxing out the game character.
Used to check the amount of damage after tapping hard and confirm that I put in this much.
In fact, after the deflagration disappeared, the black eyes were completely fine.
You probably felt it was meaningless, but I don’t know why you keep repeating it.
Human greed is endless, is it something like that?
It became clear with the statement just made.
The fate of despair is also evident in this life.
What I meant was that he wasn’t in the game in the first place.
‘Yeah, so I guess I couldn’t attack it.’
In the first place, something that couldn’t be resolved within the game crawled in.
The very idea of approaching it with common sense was wrong.
We’ve been together for a long time, so don’t ask.
Have you found the answer to overcome despair? What is despair in the first place?
A question I heard many times while dying in the game.
As soon as I heard that again, I unconsciously thought about my own death.
To die so suddenly and in vain? If I die here, will it reset?
I immediately gave up my plan to do anything with my body that had become stronger by using Hoegwangbanjo.
I didn’t know it when I was playing the game, but after actually experiencing it, it made even more sense.
There is not even a sign of damage occurring.
Should I say that it feels like I am in a completely different world?
No matter how powerful a blow is delivered outside of the cut in a cartoon.
It was similar to the fact that readers of the comic were not affected in any way.
I am giving in, I am giving in.
Is it my fault for trying to tell such a sad story?
How can humans show this attitude when asked about the origin?
“Shut up, you were the one who did this first.”
I decided that there was no point in putting effort into it, so I saved everything.
What he wanted now was conversation, so he had no choice but to match it.
Obvious difference in power.
If he were the god of this world, he would have been able to attack.
But what should he do if he is just an outsider?
Not me, you cursed everything you live for.
I wanted to escape reality and wanted to die as soon as possible.
Still, I stayed alive, thinking that if I died, I would never be able to recall my memories again.
Every time the fate of despair continues, the past is forcibly replayed.
My body is getting thinner and my fingertips are trembling due to malnutrition.
Crisp snow, cigarette ash piling up, and a dark room with no light coming in.
One game I grabbed because I needed something to cling to blindly, Final Destiny.
And now.
It must have been tiring and difficult, so I guess I did many bad things.
Who drove them to death in the first place? Who killed whom?
Do you think she committed suicide? Your hands are proving it.
The hand whose soul was twisted was not injured in the game.
It was stuck in my hand like the original sin I had from the moment I was born.
It is an unrefined thing that even priests cannot heal and even the power of God cannot solve.
That was a scar from the past.
-We were able to overcome it together! Why are you doing this! Why! Die! Just… Just die, you die, I die too.
-Live, live…
-I-I didn’t do it. I’m sorry, I’m sorry… I didn’t mean to do that.
Memories of being buried alive come back to me, breaking the tombstone.
Drug addiction is difficult to treat.
How could you, who are not an expert, take care of that?
As stress builds up, isn’t it possible to strangle your lover? Isn’t it possible to use violence?
Now that I’m talking about it again, I feel like it’s suicide. In the end, whether you strangled him or hit him, he didn’t die from it.
The reason why I did not want to repeat the same past is revealed to the world.
Jihyun wasn’t the only one going crazy due to withdrawal symptoms.
As if to prove that the saying that the more pain is shared, the weaker it becomes, is a lie, I also went crazy.
A time when the only way to solve the problem was violence.
We loved each other desperately, destroying each other like that.
“Ah… No, I…”
Judging by his behavior, I don’t think he can get over it now.
I just came here lightly, so I hope to overcome it next time.
If that time comes, you could kill me.
With those words, the fate of despair disappeared.
Time returned to its original state and Master continued speaking.
I couldn’t hear anything and just lost my mind.
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Kiiiiing.
Tinnitus was the thing that woke me up when I lost my mind.
That’s what I always heard in the past when I was extremely stressed.
I looked around and saw that it was my room.
It seemed like the teacher moved me to his room the day he collapsed.
Since it was a fainting spell due to stress, they probably decided that it would be okay to just lay it down.
Thanks to this, no more troubles occurred, so I was thankful for Master’s response.
Zech.
The first thing I did was take off my gloves.
Now there was no longer a need to use spider silk as a wire.
Still, the reason I kept wearing gloves was because of the past.
Because I felt uncomfortable every time I saw my twisted hands.
The twisted hand I saw as soon as I entered the game made me think of many things.
So I immediately put on gloves and that has continued to this day.
But there was no longer a need for that.
Because I became aware of the past again and had to overcome the fate of despair.
The gloves came off and the exposed skin was hideous.
The dark red, twisted skin was punishment for the sins I committed.
I regret the day I wrapped this up in a bandage, blaming it on the magic stone.
If I had faced my past from this point on, there might have been a different outcome.
‘Actually, I was the only one whose hands were twisted there.’
This was a silent warning and hint from the fate of despair.
A signal to clear it as there is a way to overcome despair.
I was in a hurry to run away from there, and the result was this.
“The strategy is very simple.”
You just have to face the past.
It was the end if I acknowledged everything and accepted it humbly.
Why did I think it was so difficult? It’s so simple.
My body was trembling.
In a room with no one in it.
It felt like the past was replaying, so I hid under the blanket.
Now that I know a very simple strategy, I wanted to rest for a bit.
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As expected, this is the best way to play with you.
For the past several years, we have tried to thwart them by approaching them with force.
When all attempts failed, the decision I made was to call him here.
If only we could intervene and mentally pressure the past.
I thought I could make him frustrated and helpless.
This plan worked beautifully and the fate of despair was very enjoyable.
An indomitable spirit that continued to challenge itself after facing itself for so many years.
How long will I be able to maintain that, and will I really be able to endure it all and reach myself?
I was really looking forward to such complex things.
I’ve even completed the highlights, so all you have to do is come visit me.
The fate of despair rolled its eyes and looked to the side.
There, the most beautiful woman that Lee Seok-hyun could meet in his past was being created.
Kim Ji-hyun, the only means to pressure Lee Seok-hyun and the best tool to drive him to death.
I am already looking forward to the future.
…Well that’s dark.