4. Like it more – (29)
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The level of conversation gradually increased as the conversation progressed.
To the extent that his mind, which had been quietly tearing it open outside the door, became blank.
Is it because their emotions are so intense that they say such harsh words?
Or was it that their quarrels were originally this sharp, I couldn’t even properly judge that now.
“…”
She couldn’t even think of whether she should go into the room to stop her, or by what qualifications she should enter.
Stop and calm her down for a moment.
Please calm down.
Shouldn’t we cool down for a while?
Even though all sorts of words ran through my head, in the end, my feet didn’t come off as if they were nailed to the floor.
I wasn’t determined to face them.
ㅡAsera, you isolated Ed so much that he let Glead continue… Do you think I don’t know that?”
ㅡWhat isolated and drove Ed came from their twisted minds who had already passed away. To say I cornered Ed is a word I can’t get over. I’d rather ed how much for him…
—-So. I made Ed to continue Glad now. After luring him out like salvation and approaching him with those sweet words?
Intentionally isolate oneself and be saved at the end.
Did Chersha accept her memories of the past eight years as I explained to her?
Inadvertently, Ed’s mouth twisted.
In the end, this conflict was also combed out due to his own inadequacies.
—-…Chersha. If you go that far, I can no longer treat you as a guest.
ㅡGuest… It’s so dumbfounded that he’s a guest. The conditions I gave to support Glaad. Who do you think broke it first? Asherah, do you think I asked too much of a favor?
Support Glaade and set conditions…
Dazedly, just yesterday, he suddenly stood up as Chersha’s escort.
And Chersha staying in her mansion.
A few things came to mind.
I thought I just applied with a pure heart, but there was a fact behind that background that I didn’t know.
ㅡChersha The condition you mentioned is definitely not an unreasonable request. Rather, considering your value, it is a very easy condition, right. It was such a good condition that I had no choice but to accept it.
ㅡWhat the hell is the point of saying that with your own mouth and not following me now?
ㅡ…I didn’t think that my mind would be so out of control. And what I said was that I would just come see Ed for a little bit every day. It doesn’t matter if it’s just a few minutes a day. Because that’s what I meant to say.
ㅡ I hate it. I can’t accept that
The atmosphere was so heavy that it wouldn’t be strange even if anything happened because it was overheated.
To the extent that the listener’s heart goes down infinitely.
It was as if they were looking at someone else while they were not there. Things you haven’t seen before.
And these are their true feelings.
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He was showing the wounds in his heart that he hadn’t shown because they were in front of him.
Behind the image of him craving affection in front of him, there was this kind of darkness.
The valley of emotions that continues to deepen.
And it was all a matter of my attitude.
It’s my own fault for putting up my own feelings while putting my greed on the line.
It wasn’t their fault.
…That’s how I keep calming myself down.
And within a few minutes.
Kikik.
With the small sound of the door opening.
Ed eventually killed his mind and went into the room.
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“Ed…?”
“Why, you…”
Everyone in the room was taken aback by the sight of Ed suddenly entering the room.
Unlike the cold ice that had just settled in the space, she hurriedly took care of herself.
Chersha, who had a cold expression, relaxed her expression blankly, and Ashera tried to hide her stiff appearance as if her emotions had disappeared.
Among them, Aileen was the only one looking at Ed with blank eyes.
She obviously hoped that Ed would notice the relationship between the women who share this bloody love affair and deal with it well. However, it did not mean that I should break into the room right away like now.
“I didn’t mean to listen, but I heard conversation through the small crack in the door. After all, isn’t the conversation that Lady Ashera and Lady Chersha are having right now related to me?”
Ed, who hardened her expression indifferently, raised her words and looked at them.
I covered his eyes for a moment as his shiny blonde hair swayed at his light movement of the head.
Then, the cold sunken blue eyes revealed later.
Ashera noticed Ed’s change of attitude in an unprecedentedly stiff manner.
“Ed, you… Were listening to our conversation?”
In an unexpected situation, Ashera, who has become contemplative while clutching her hand, continues to look at Ed anxiously.
“Eh, since when?”
Chersha continued with an urgent expression.
“I can’t say I’ve heard everything, but I do know that most of the content is related to me.”
Ed uses honorifics even with Chersha.
Chersha, who belatedly noticed the abnormality, stared blankly at Ed.
“Ed…What’s wrong? Why are you talking to me…?”
“In the end, isn’t it all my fault? Chersha-sama and Lady Ashera are arguing like this.”
She has no hesitation in giving Chersha her name.
And at the same time, he spoke the reality in a calm manner, and all the women inside looked at him in a daze.
It’s so foreign that it’s so cold.
As if he wasn’t the Ed the girls knew, Ed’s attitude had changed so much.
“Ed!!!!”
As she continues to elevate her words to herself, Chersha doesn’t think of her surroundings, she screams loudly as she approaches Ed.
As he approaches Ed, Ed takes a step back and ignores Chersha’s hand trying to grab his arm.
Chersha’s hand cutting through the air.
As if she couldn’t believe the reality of that moment, Chersha opened her eyes blankly and looked up at her Ed.
“What are you… thinking about?”
Seeing Ed’s disparate appearance, Chersha asked, hardening her expression slightly.
As if to deny my opinion.
As if asking what kind of attitude she was doing now, Chersha’s red eyes contained Ed endlessly.
“Now we are in a level 2 crisis, a situation where even if we cooperate with each other, it is not enough. You two might think it absurd that I dare to say it.”
“What the hell…What are you talking about? Ed.”
Chersha stiffened her expression and looked at Ed with a very cold voice and asked.
“Not really. Ed What the hell… Is that so? Why all of a sudden… “
Asera tries to appease Ed with a bewildered look at Ed’s cold appearance.
“If there is a feud between the two of you because I am involved… Then I felt it was right for me to distance myself from you in the end.”
“You say… Keep your distance from me?”
“Is it because Chersha and I… Had an argument?”
Chersha doesn’t believe Ed’s words.
Asera doesn’t know what to do with Ed’s attitude when she sees it for the first time.
Even while looking at them, there was no hesitation in Ed’s words.
As if it was like this from the beginning. I look at the two women while spitting out words coldly.
In the end, it was all his greed.
And giving up everything in return was perhaps taken for granted.
I will embrace them from now on. My idea of expanding the bowl continued to be considered futile.
What was he thinking right now when he was in a second-class crisis situation?
“Fundamentally, in the end, there was a big problem with my attitude towards you two. Maybe this sense of distance is right now.”
And then slowly looked at Chersha and Ashera.
“Because I think so.”
Reason for Dispute.
The reason they quarrel.
Continuing to kill one’s emotions.
I endlessly ignore the cries in my heart that I want to withdraw my words even now.
He tried to overdo it by wanting two flowers.
As if the guilt that had been weighing down my heart was finally fading away, it seemed as if my heart was being relieved little by little.
“I will no longer fight with her, Ashera. I will be friendly with her. So Ed…Please…Don’t keep looking like that. Don’t make me look so cold… Huh? Ed.”
“Yes, yes. Ed You’re acting too hastily. Our quarrels… Arguments are just differences of opinion. Ed. Thinking about that now…”
As he watched the women clinging to Ed as if begging, Ed didn’t show much emotion.
Indifference, as if emotions have disappeared.
I just look at them with their cold appearances that I have never seen before.
“It doesn’t matter if you say it’s selfish, and it doesn’t matter if you insult me.”
Now that I am facing the images of the girls who have been hurt by my own words, this situation continues to knock on my heart.
Ed slowly shook her head, feeling as if he was pounding her chest again and again with a cold hammer.
“I wondered if I had approached him without hesitation.”