Episode 174. At Yuri noona’s house (7)
The atmosphere of the secluded park was secluded.
Yuri noona looked at the sky for a long time.
The night sky, where only a tiny star remains, stripped of its light by the lights of the city.
But that gaze seemed to be digging into the past.
I waited patiently.
So Yuri noona is ready to talk.
“This is a secret I hid without telling anyone… “
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Just like that, Yuri noona spoke her first words.
“Perhaps Taeyang will be shocked when he hears it.”
“It’s okay, I won’t say anything and I’ll listen.”
Because I know the truth.
I was surprised when I first played Love Chain, but I am already a multiplayer player.
Yuri noona glanced at me, then opened her mouth.
“…… Shi, actually, older sister, she had been thinking of taking her own life after graduating from high school like this.”
It was the moment when Yuri noona finally opened her heart.
The moment she carefully confided her secret that she could not tell anyone.
“……… “
A moment of quiet darkness filled the space.
“Hey Taeyang?”
“How are you now?”
“Huh?”
“Have you changed your mind now?”
But just because I knew the secret doesn’t mean my heart is at ease.
Now, if Yuri noona is still making that decision, how will she convince her?
It’s complicated in my head considering how to prevent the risk of yanderes blooming and relying less on me in the process.
I’ve already built up a certain level of favor with Yuri noona.
“…… Hmm…… “
She had been silent for a long time, but Yuri noona finally opened her mouth.
“To be honest, I don’t know yet.”
It was postponed.
Doesn’t that mean you’ve completely abandoned your decision?
“To be honest, I haven’t thought about it these days. After graduation, I was so happy that I couldn’t even think about it every day.”
“Then…… “
I was about to say something, but I was speechless.
You can just say something like ‘If you don’t know, then don’t die’…
I hesitated and shut her mouth, afraid that if I did something wrong, I would be hastily interfering with Yuri noona’s life as if I were taking responsibility for it.
“…… Aren’t you embarrassed to say something like this? Sorry. I’m talking dark for no reason. I don’t know what to do right now.”
Even though I looked at her as if she was telling me not to worry, my heart was already tight.
It’s more realistic when you hear it directly from Yuri noona’s mouth.
“No, I’m fine… I’m afraid my sister won’t be okay.”
“I told you. Now I have the courage to speak.”
Yuri noona took a deep breath before speaking.
“It is true that I suddenly confessed like this… I have a story I want to tell you.”
After looking at Yuri noona for a while, I suddenly realized.
Yuri noona… She must have been trembling ever since.
The Menhera character was telling a difficult story while keeping her emotions as calm as possible without making her voice tremble or cry.
“As I said to the kids today, my parents have been unlucky since childhood.”
After that, Yuri noona carefully started to tell her story about her past.
The reason Yuri noona decided to commit suicide.
In her childhood, her older sister, Yuri, who was not good at getting along with people, was ostracized or even viciously bullied at her school.
Her position, which had always wandered around school and outdoors without a place to stay, did not change even when she came to her house.
She ran away when she was young to the point that Yuri can’t remember the existence of her father, and instead of her father, strangers came and went into her house.
“My mother was heavily biased towards men. So when she comes home, she always notices… Sometimes, the two of them suddenly took off their clothes, and when I came in, they hurriedly ran away… Because of that, she was very scolded for why she suddenly came home without contacting me.”
Her mother’s attention did not go to Yuri.
She’s just a caring existence.
She thought that since she had earned enough money to feed her and send her to school, she had done her duty.
“It happened often. It’s all because of me that her mother lives like this. She says that because of me, she is tied up and made to suffer.”
‘So Yuri, please be considerate.’
Yuri noona said that even after she finished school, she had to come in late.
She even says that sometimes she hides in the yard of the house and waits for the man her mother calls to leave because she’s afraid that the naughty kids will find her on the side of the road…
“Ah, that was a long talk. Anyway so…… Huh?”
Without saying a word, I wrapped my arms around Yuri’s sister as if I were hugging her.
She wants to wipe away her tears, but she has no tissue or handkerchief.
Even if this comforted her, she did.
“Because he was shaking too much. I hope this will calm you down.”
She looked away and comforted her with an unfamiliar voice.
“……… “
Sister Yuri, who lost her words for a moment, buried her head in my arms.
“… Sorry, wait… I’ll stay like this for a while.”
She tried to pretend to be strong, but… As expected, Yuri noona’s mentality can’t support her past yet.
No matter how much counseling you receive, no matter how many people around you change, no matter how hard people disappear, hard things are hard.
“If you don’t want to talk, don’t.”
“… Also… I want to tell Taeyang.”
In my arms, Yuri noona raised her head cautiously and continued the painful story.
“Then she finally exploded and decided to rebel against her mother. She doesn’t go to school and locks her door and locks herself in her room.”
Of course, after that Yuri noona had a big fight with her mother.
– I have to go to school! How hard I go through raising you, but I can’t even do that!
Lines from the game passed through her head.
Those words were probably the beginning of the incident.
“I got into a big fight with her mother, and then I got a phone call.”
In the end, a mother and daughter whose emotional trough is broken.
And, as if this was the beginning, Yuri’s sister’s mother suddenly became extremely depressed…
“Mom… She said she jumped off the company building… “
He committed suicide.
It was impulsive, but even before that, Yu-Ri sister had discovered her mother secretly harming herself a few times.
“I couldn’t take care of such a mother.”
“Your sister was young then.”
“But just in case you didn’t know… “
How can you force her to adapt to an adult at an age when she needs to be taken care of?
Even though she had been through unreasonable things, Yuri noona felt guilty.
“That’s why I’m keeping the will. Because her mother’s last words were to go to school. She didn’t have any special expectations or meaning to go to school, but she went to school after that. The school her mother said was all the way to high school.”
Yuri noona, who lost the reason to live because of her guilt over her mother’s death and her sense of helplessness that no one really was left around her, was barely extending her life because of her last guilt.
Until the school graduation ceremony.
I knew enough about the background of Yuri noona becoming Menhera.
She suffers from insomnia, depression, and lack of love at the same time. She came across the existence of ‘Menhera’ through social media, and she saw herself in those people and empathized with them.
The reason why she insists on the menhera fashion she still wears……
Could it be that she wants to appeal to her boyfriend that she is sick of her mind right now?
Well, this is my interpretation.
The story of Yuri’s sister has finally come to an end.
“I had a hard time.”
“Yes. Thank you for listening to useless stories.”
As if she had exhausted her mental strength, she turned her head while trying to soothe the timid sister Yuri again.
“Oh, the ice cream is all melted.”
“Ah… My sister will buy it again.”
“No, that’s enough.”
Because ice cream wasn’t the goal.
“Rather than that, this story came about because of the white sister?”
Now it’s time to tell a story you don’t know.
Sister Yuri nodded her head and stroked my hair.
“Taeyang is a really nice person.”
“Suddenly?”
She has never done a good deed, but it’s embarrassing to be praised just for listening to her story.
“But if you look closely, doesn’t Taeyang hate to alienate even one of his older sisters?”
“What?”
“Even if everyone tries to force it, Taeyang likes Taeyang so even if the older sisters try to argue with each other, Taeyang accepts everything.”
“That’s it… “
I can’t say that the heroines are afraid that the 3rd stage of yandere will explode.
Looking back, I don’t know how I got to this point.
Obviously, I tried to push away the yandere heroines at first, but in the end, everyone is obsessed with me, so at least I’m doing this to stop things from getting worse.
But I can’t go on like this forever.
Even if you are in your 20’s, 30’s and 40’s, you can’t be surrounded by older sisters and live with a lot of women.
Yuri noona kept stroking my troubled hair for a while and smiled calmly.
“Because he is such a sun, I want you to count white teeth.”
“Ugh… In the end, did you say that you were kind enough to reconcile?”
I couldn’t help but laugh.
“When I look at white teeth these days, it seems that she sees me as a child.”
I hardened my expression at the words that followed.
“Ah, it’s not that I’m gloomy and ugly… So, compared to me, Hayani definitely shines, has a good personality, and is pretty!”
“I know what you mean, calm down.”
Do you think the reason I’m hardened is that I’m angry with her biological sister because she thinks she’s similar to me?
I let out a deep sigh.
“Yuri noona is also a good enough person. Stop putting her ego down.”
“Ugh… Yes, it has become a habit.”
“Is the white sister feeling left out?”
“Yeah, the reason I had a hard time bringing up the old story was because I was worried that Hayanin might change like me. She mustered courage because she shouldn’t have the wrong idea. I thought Taeyang would listen to me well… ”
I understand well what Yu-ri noona said.
I also felt that the white sister’s condition was strange lately.
It was especially strange today.
Like she told me to value her relationships, she’s not the type to make her friends uncomfortable first.
I thought it was just grumpiness and passed it off, but in fact…
Other possibilities exist.
But…
No matter how you think about it, against her younger brother…
Surely you wouldn’t be obsessed with your younger brother?
Looking back on my older sister’s actions up to this point, she rather pushed me when she tried to push me with other heroines, but I wasn’t jealous.
However, due to the nature of White noona’s yandere, it’s hard to know when and who she’s obsessed with.
Clearly, Kim Hayan in Has a personality that values her friends, so there is a scene where she tries to hide her feelings after knowing that other heroines like Sunwoo.
She suffers alone, and then her mind becomes more and more sick.
There’s no way she would feel that way for her brother.
But as Yuri noona said, it’s better for her to let go of things she doesn’t like.
“Okay, Yuri noona says that, but she will try to reconcile with the white noona once.”
“Yes! With the sun and white… The three of us want to be together, so please do so.”
“Yuri noona…… “
It is different from games.
Unbeknownst to her, Yuri noona was getting better.
In , Yu-Ri falls into her delusion of persecution and is afraid that the person she likes will look at her, so she hates having other people around.
He is a gloomy character who secretly rejoices when Seon-woo becomes distant from other heroines even if he pretends not to, or even when he says that he had a fight with her younger sister.
However, in front of my eyes, Yuri noona worries about others, and she makes room for others to come by my side.
Well, it must be good because I still don’t realize that the feeling Yuri noona has for me is ‘love’.
However, I want to help Yuri with one thing because I am grateful to her for trying to get better.
“When the story is over, shall we go home? I have to go to bed early for school.”
Yuri noona gets up from her bench and holds my hand to go home.
“Yuri sister.”
“Yes, Taeyang.”
I said while looking into her sister Yuri’s clear eyes.
“Do you want to go to school tomorrow?”