15. Snow Moon Flower – 01
“Woo-wook!”
At the end of the world that had surrounded her just before, Sarah was able to return to reality.
I didn’t have to look around to figure out the situation. He was clearly sitting in the state of being sponsored by the Duke of Estelle. Yes. The place of memories where Cain and himself first met.
It was none other than the one who greeted Sara before anyone else who realized that fact.
It was a hellish nausea, as if all the things inside my body had come up my throat.
“Ha-ha, ha-ha, ha-”
A terrible headache that seemed like it was going to explode at any moment was disturbing Sara’s head. I found out even though no one told me. That this terrible headache is the price of witnessing something you shouldn’t have seen.
However.
“…Ha, ha, uh-”
Rather than the pain I’m feeling right now, it’s what I witnessed earlier.
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Much more-
It hurt.
What Sarah had just looked at was Cain’s memory. It was the story of Cain von Estel and Sarah Cernard, whom she did not know.
It was a story of the past and at the same time a story of the future. It is a story that has already passed, and at the same time, it is also a story that will happen in the future. The ‘Sarah Cernard’ that appears in the story was herself, but at the same time, she was also the ‘Sarah Cernard’ she did not know.
If you look at it objectively, there will be no human beings who are not ugly. There is no way anyone in the world can make a clear judgment on which is good and which is evil. She knew all too well that the values of good and evil were so easily overturned depending on the way she looked at the world.
By the way, why?
“Ha, uh… Ugh, hahaha!”
Did he feel disgusted with himself from Cain’s point of view?
Although ‘Cain von Estel’ of the past did not think so.
Sarah herself, who looked into Cain’s memories, thought so.
Without knowing what is right, what is important, and what to cherish.
I only cherish my own pain and lamentation.
I feel like I’m going crazy because I’m disgusted with myself for not noticing someone’s gaze, who looked at me to the end.
“Haugh, ha, aah!”
The nausea just couldn’t stop. Even after regurgitating everything inside, the nausea did not stop, and eventually something bitter came up from the stomach. Even though she knew full well that there was nothing inside, she continued to vomit.
…because the disgust that filled my mouth just couldn’t go away.
“…Woo-wook-!”
coughed up blood
…it hurt. My heart hurt so much that I thought that there was an empty hole somewhere where the wind was blowing in and out.
However, things like that were not even the pain of condemnation for Sarah.
Because over the past 10 years, there are people who have suffered much more than the likes of themselves.
That fact, now irreversible, was truly hurting Sara at this moment.
“Ugh, ah…”
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Memories come to mind. No, it is forcibly recalled. And replayed in my mind.
Someone who had unreasonable expectations of ‘Cain von Estel’, was unreasonably disappointed, and left unreasonably.
Greenery in May. A man staring blankly at a couple getting married.
At the end of the wedding, while all the guests were blessing them, what she did was none other than—
“…..”
Yes. I just remembered it now.
tongue, tongue
The time when the bride and groom promise to live for a hundred years. At the end of facing and confirming each other’s love.
I have this tongue
“…ah.”
Scattered moaning that could not be expressed in words. Without knowing what to say or what to do, she instinctively gropes for her chest.
I’m sure, I think I put it here-
seureung-
“…..”
What she took out from her chest was none other than a silver sword. A single weapon that was carried for the purpose of self-defense in preparation for unexpected situations of injustice.
She herself did not know what she was about to do or what she was doing. He just stared at the silver jangdo once, and then slowly brought the silver jangdo to his tongue.
Okay. It’s not painful at all. It’s not even a bad thing. This is just cleaning. What on earth is it if not cleaning to clean something of oneself after being soiled with a foreign substance?
“…ka, in…”
I, I just you
Just like that, the moment Sarah tries to give strength to her right arm holding the silver sword-
“Well, that can’t be. It’s no fun then.”
gigg-
As if blocked by something invisible, Sarah’s silver sword came to a standstill in the air with the target an inch in front.
“How did I arrange this place, do you think you would allow me to run away like that?”
The person who was looking down at her with a mocking voice was none other than that.
“Isn’t it, Sarah?”
It was Kyrie.
“…escape…?”
With the sound of gasping for breath, Sara turned to Kirie and expressed her doubts. Running away, what the hell does that mean? I was just trying to get my body dirty and clean…
“That’s what running away is, Sarah. Should I keep my mind straight? What you see is true, but at the same time it is not reality. Because what happened just now was just an illusion. A powerless fantasy that has never happened and never will happen.”
“…fantasy?”
At Kirie’s laughing whisper, Sarah involuntarily let out a gurgling breath. fantasy? That what she just saw was just a lie?
That sounds funny. What Sara had just seen, experienced, felt, and experienced was by no means an illusion. I was sure. It must have happened, it must have existed in the past, and it must be the future that will happen.
…That’s why, I don’t understand. It was undoubtedly Cain’s memory.
At the same time, it also contains a story of the future that will not happen in the future.
that’s weird Didn’t memory originally refer to the act of holding in one’s head what happened in the past? How can such a contradiction be possible? How?
“…..”
The angle of the story doesn’t fit. It hurts like my head is about to burst at the knowledge that the time order has become jumbled. Even if Sara tried to mobilize all the knowledge she had accumulated so far, she couldn’t explain this situation clearly.
“I’m curious? Do you want to know the truth?”
And, as if he had clearly guessed the anguish she was harboring, her cunning voice disturbed Sara’s ears.
“If you want to know, nod your head. Today is a special day that I feel very good about, so I will explain everything clearly to you.”
At that moment, Sarah saw clearly. The goosebumps-like appearance of Kirie’s mouth splitting horizontally as she benevolently proposed to her.
That she is not showing mercy toward herself, but is making one last move to push herself into the abyss of destruction.
…and that he was in a position where he had no choice but to nod toward her and beg for mercy, even though he was clearly aware of Kyrie’s intentions.
Sarah knew all too well.
But now, how can I step back?
It was nothing else, but I had to face it clearly with my own two eyes.
The end you will reach, the future ending you hoped for.
I found out that it was so ugly, but how could I stay still?
Even knowing that the person who swore to be his strength actually tore his heart apart more than anyone else-
Kirie just looked at Sara’s face, which looked like she was about to burst into tears, with satisfaction. In Kirie’s heart, which was like a desolate wasteland, a burst of energy blew in.
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My heart is pounding. sooner or later The end is not far now. The ending of the story he had put so much effort into was racing toward the end without hesitation.
Aah, I’m so looking forward to it. Sarah Cernard. At the last moment, what kind of expression will you make? Will you weep with heartache, or will you let out sobbing filled with grief?
No longer trying to hide a smile full of desire and joy, Kirie takes a step forward towards Sarah. I wanted to watch and enjoy this stage from a little closer.
“…I, I…”
An insatiable thirst arose from the burning sorrow and pain in his throat. Even knowing that it was a temptation, Sarah couldn’t utter a word of refusal.
…At this moment, Sarah had only one answer.
“please.”
In response to Sarah’s answer, Kirie’s soft hand caressed Sara’s cheek. An extremely careful touch, as if stroking a supreme art piece. While struggling to suppress the heat that seeped into her chest, Kirie quietly opened her own mouth.
“Cain and we are regressors from the future.”
“…What?”
For a moment, Sarah doubted her ears. You say you’re from the future? Are you a regressor? It was an unbelievable sound to her sane mind, but she instinctively realized that Kyrie’s words were true. For, at this moment, there was no more efficient means of tearing her heart apart than the plain truth.
“As you may have seen in Cain’s memory, a few years from now, the world will be on the brink of destruction. The cause was none other than human karma. Well, it’s actually something that can’t be helped. Humans are also creatures that are headed for destruction by their own hands.”
Kirie just giggled, but it also had nothing to do with Sarah. The end of the world to come in the next few years was not her business at all.
“The moment that destruction was confirmed like that, an expedition was formed with the survival of mankind at stake. On the continent, the strong people who claim to be mine have joined forces to form an expedition. The members are people you know well.”
Bianca Del Castana, Iris El Devhardt, Ariel Thier, Kyrie El Denaris.
and-
Cain von Estel.
“As a result, they succeeded in removing the cause of destruction. No, should I say it was something that had no choice but to succeed? Because the goddess has not yet wished for the destruction of mankind.”
It wouldn’t have been so bad if everything ended then.
“And at the end of destruction, the expedition members who succeeded in protecting the survival of mankind were able to return to the past. It means that you have been given the right to once again engrave the ending of the story you created.”
…Is it like that? If that’s the case, all the memories of him he looked at just before were-
“Yes. What you just saw is the original history. The future we might have reached, which occurred when time had not been rewinded backwards.”
However, the future that Sarah had just glimpsed before has now ceased to exist. Because those who have memories of regression have completely changed history.
“And now, the women by his side, Bianca del Castana, Iris El Devhard, and Ariel Thier, who have promised to marry him, are regressors who have arrived here again in the midst of their own ending. and you-”
Kirie’s face showed a smile. A smile so beautiful, so holy, so bewitching.
“A disgusting traitor who turned his back on Cain, without exception, in all future endings.”
“Resisting the family, resisting fate,” she said, but in fact, she thinks only of her own gain and has a heartless heart that can tear other men’s hearts apart for him without hesitation. “
“That’s you. Sarah Cernard.”
“You always betrayed Cain with your own will.”
“…yes, always.”