Incompatible Interspecies Wives chapter 121

121 – If I Hug You Right Now (5)

I was in charge of security with the crew at the entrance to the Jackson family mansion.

The heat of the battlefield had also subsided and it was in a quiet state.

I thought that the battle for succession might have calmed down for now.

Nevertheless, I came here to protect my home.

The soldiers who followed Prin and the warriors were all exhausted, so in reality, it was said that we were the only ones responsible for safety.

Of course, even if I didn’t have to do this, the crew would take care of the mansion.

But right now I wanted to do this.

It was so frustrating to stay inside.

“…”

The exhaled breath freezes in the air.

I sat blankly and thought over the situation earlier.

Shin’s words, confessions, and expressions come to mind.

Her

Her Crying Her I left her alone and left like this.

Her memories with her, her memories… They were already passing by like her tens of times.

This marked the end of her relationship with her, which had been going on since she was 11 years old.

“… Ha.”

I believed that once I conveyed what I wanted to convey, my complicated feelings would be sorted out.

I believed that I would finally let go of the past and move forward.

But for some reason, it was different from what I expected.

Emptiness remains rather than reassurance.

I feel more empty than before.

It was as if a festering wound had been cut out, leaving a huge hole in it.

The crew understood my mood and did not bother to approach me.

Let them spend their own time in distant places.

– Jeobeok…Jeobeok…

But only one person didn’t bother to question my feelings.

“…Berg.”

It was Gail.

“…”

Unlike before, he’s not that annoying.

Maybe it’s because we fought two battles together.

Maybe it was because I roughly assumed what kind of person the other person was.

“…Are you okay? You.”

He approached and asked lightly.

I laughed.

Gail was the only person in this place who could know the relationship between me and Shien.

So he seemed to have guessed what had happened to me.

“…”

After laughing, I let out a sigh without answer.

I didn’t take a defensive attitude towards Gale like I used to.

I realized that he wasn’t doing this to me with bad intentions.

“…Did you talk to the saintess?”

In response to his question, I nodded briefly this time.

“…”

“…”

Then we kept silent to each other.

There are many times when I feel that the world becomes quiet after a war.

As many passionate sounds ringed in my ears and then disappeared, it seemed that I could feel it even more because of the difference.

Even now, that kind of silence was coming.

And that seemed to be caused by the raised voice with Shien.

In such a peaceful silence, I, who had struggled with personal feelings for a long time, whispered inaudibly.

“…I was angry when I was crying.”

Like a confession.

Suddenly, power went into his fist.

I vividly remember tears running down her face.

“…Do you regret it?”

Gail asked.

“…”

I looked at Gail instead of answering.

There must have been a story that could be conveyed without words.

Gail did not evaluate me like this.

I just patted him on the back and comforted him.

“…Yes. Right.”

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Waking up from a deep slumber, Sylprien clung to her window and enjoyed the dawn air.

A bird comes and chirps at her.

“…Yes, you are almost there. Thank you.”

She heard of various armies gathering at Jackson’s estate.

The royal family and several families under them. Finally, to the red yeomdan.

In an unprecedented crisis facing the hero’s party, it seemed that close families were coming to help.

If you wait a little longer, you will be completely safe.

This territory covered in chaos was to be put in order.

Last day, I only thought it was really over.

I only thought I was being bitten and torn by monsters.

It would have been really difficult if Gale and the mercenaries he had brought hadn’t come.

“…”

Suddenly, Sylprien remembered the mercenary.

Human mercenary Berg.

Alwin’s husband… And, as you can see, the saintess’ ex-lover.

How did this shocking thing happen?

How could the human mercenary, Berg, and the saintess’s childhood friend, Berg, be the same person?

Silprien, who had heard all about the saintess’ situation, was already worried about the saintess.

In the story of her that I sometimes hear, I could see how much the saintess liked a man named ‘Bell’.

I was envious that they loved each other so passionately.

But how would he feel if he had wives?

What would you think if you said that you lived as a mercenary rather than a farmer?

Silprien couldn’t even guess.

“…Ha ha.”

Rather than this, she thought that the saintess would not wake up until the human mercenaries left.

She said that the reason the saintess embarked on this journey was because of that man named ‘Bell’.

She did because it was a journey she had made because she wished he hadn’t died.

But if he started a family with other women… Wouldn’t it be difficult to maintain the opposite s*x?

Wouldn’t she turn a blind eye if she said that all her efforts were rewarded, that she wasn’t herself, that she was another woman.

I wonder if the saintess is saying that she will no longer participate in the war.

“…”

Silprien thought that everything was twisted and twisted.

I felt sorry for Arwin, who was sold to a human mercenary for an arranged marriage, and also for the saintess.

I thought that there were several marriages that made no one happy.

“…”

Sylprien fiddled with her chirping bird and moved her steps.

I should have a conversation with everyone, but first, Silprien found the saintess.

Since she was a saintess who fainted, she wanted to see if she was okay.

.

.

.

As soon as Sylprien carefully opens the door to her where her saintess was staying, she is surprised.

“Stop, saintess…!”

The saintess was awake.

However, the condition was not common.

She is sitting on her floor as if collapsing.

Dazed expression.

Empty eyes.

A gaping mouth.

And the flowing tears.

She had been crying for such a long time that her floor was full of tear marks.

I was already able to guess what had happened just by looking at the saintess’ condition.

I had never seen her so desperate.

She was broken when she got up alone in any hardship.

Silprien quickly entered her room and knelt down beside her saintess.

“Ah…”

Then Silprien also stiffens at her sorrow.

I wanted to wipe away my tears, but the other person was the saintess.

It was such an untouchable opponent.

Unable to wipe away the tears of her comrades, Sylprien’s hand wandered in the air.

“Seo… Holy Lady… For now…”

She tried to comfort her, but no words left her mouth.

In this way, what on earth should she say to the person who broke up with her?

I have never seen anyone who cherished love as passionately as the saintess.

So I became more careful with my words.

But it was the saintess who opened her mouth first.

“…It’s over.”

She whispered in a voice that didn’t feel the slightest bit of hope in her.

Silprien’s heart even ached.

The saintess started laughing at those words.

“…Bell…”

“…Ah…”

“I don’t want to pretend… I don’t know anymore…”

At that, Sylprien held her breath.

A story that sounds cold even when a third person hears it.

The tears of her party, the saintess, did not dry up.

-Tududuk…

The floor was constantly wet with tears.

“Don’t call me Bell anymore…”

She still remembered how the saintess’ face lit up whenever she uttered the word Bell.

But this time it was different.

Her delicate body was shaking.

“It was my everything…It was my hope…”

Anyone who heard her mournful voice would shed tears.

In the same way, tears welled up at the corners of Silprien’s eyes.

Especially, Silprien, who knew her better, couldn’t help but cry even more.

The unfocused eyes of the saintess turned to Silprien.

“…Sylprien…”

Silprien asked, empathizing with her pain.

“Yes…Yes, please tell me.”

The saintess smiled.

It was such a sudden and bright smile.

“…Will you wake me up?”

“……Yes?”

“…I want to wake up from this nightmare…”

The saintess smiled and shook her head.

“This can’t be real… There’s no way Belle wouldn’t love me…”

“Saintess…”

“I still have so many memories… I can still feel Belle’s warmth…”

“…”

“We were supposed to just be with each other…”

At that, Sylprien clenched her fists.

I felt helpless.

The fact that I couldn’t wipe my friend’s tears was painful.

But the more this happened, the more I had to hold on to her heart.

You cannot be shaken in the same way when your comrades are shaken.

I had to set a standard and become a support that I could rely on.

This was her role chosen by the God of Harmony.

“…You need to wake up…Saint.”

“Huh…Bell…Bell…”

“…Now this is not a dream. It may hurt…But you have to endure it.”

Silprien wiped the tears from the corners of her eyes and hardened her expression firmly.

She said and she said.

“…Are you going to give up?”

Inappropriate words to say to a saint of chastity.

But it was something I could make clear to her colleague.

The saintess’s body froze at Silprien’s question. A little provocation from her wakes her up.

At that response, Silprien asked again.

“…Are you giving up…? That person?”

The saintess’s trembling eyes found Silprien’s.

Her empty eyes met her now.

But still, the saintess collapsed so easily.

Giving her the strength to stand up did not create the strength for her to stand up.

“Then…How do I…? You hate me so much… You resent me so much… Enough to become a mercenary…! It was hard enough to cover her whole body with scars…!!”

Silprien shook her head.

Words that may or may not be true were packaged as if they were the truth and delivered to the saintess.

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“No?”

“….”

“He still loves you.”

The saintess’ movements stiffened at those words.

Silprien made irresponsible claims.

Because if I didn’t do this at least, the saintess would collapse.

The saintess shook her head and said.

“That means-“

“-Saint, think about it.”

Silprien speaks with a warm smile.

“Do you know why you woke up here?”

“….”

“None of us would ever think of putting a hand on her saintess body… How did the saintess who fell on the battlefield get up here?”

The saintess’ tears began to flow slowly.

Silprien was focusing on those minute differences.

She spoke as if telling a fairy tale.

“That person saved the saintess. You should have seen it.”

“……Yes?”

Silprien continued to explain to the saintess who expressed her doubts.

“After the saintess collapsed… Do you know how wonderfully she appeared?”

“…”

“Do you know how earnestly he ran to the saintess alone through the bow?”

“…”

“When the five gods were afraid and no one could raise a hand to the saintess… She was so angry with us. He said he was so afraid of God and how he scolded us. How fearlessly he embraced the saintess.”

“….”

“It’s embarrassing…I told him that Hea-sama might punish him… Do you know how he reacted?”

“….”

“He said he would be happy to accept it. Only then did I realize that he was the person the saintess had spoken of. Didn’t you say that often? That ‘Belle’ sacrificed a lot for her saintess.”

The saintess, whose tears had stopped before she knew it, asked weakly as if holding on to her rope.

“…Bell… Did that…?”

“Yes. Holding you tight like a treasure She ran all the way to this place while cutting down the enemy in front of her eyes. How can someone like that hate you? Even I, who saw you for a while, felt this way…”

The saintess is like that… She began to deny that fact, as if she didn’t want to be hurt anymore.

She seemed afraid of holding on to the rotten rope.

“…Is that a lie…? Ugh… To reassure me…”

Silprien shook her head.

“Ask Felix or Akran. No, ask any soldier. Everyone saw it. How much he valued you Everyone saw it.”

“…”

“Perhaps as she ran while holding the saintess, she might have whispered countless times to please hold on…”

As she told the story of the mercenary’s actions, the saintess gradually began to gain strength. She asked, looking better than before.

“Then…if that’s true…why now…like this…”

“I don’t even know that far…but…”

Silprien didn’t bother to pretend to know what he didn’t know.

She said that she definitely doesn’t know what she doesn’t know to give her credibility.

Then, the final hit is taken.

“…But, if it wasn’t for the heart…I wouldn’t have gone this far.”

“…”

“As much as the saintess loved him, he loved the saintess too… Maybe she was angry because she was hurt that much.”

“…”

“… Maybe that’s why he spoke more harshly.”

The saintess’ tears had completely stopped, and she was breathing in and out intermittently like her child.

Silprien smiled at her, seeing her improvement.

I often feel it… But the short-lived breed has its own hot beauty.

I was greedy for their story to go well.

Because as a Jangsaengjong, you can see everyone’s story to the end.

Silprien finally spoke.

“Saint.”

“…”

“Let’s go wash up first.”

Silprien recommended that the saintess wash her body first.

A clean mind comes from a clean body.

If it’s broken, only gloomy thoughts will come to mind.

If you wipe away your tears and loosen your stiff body, you will get better.

“I met the person I love after a long time… You can’t stay like that.”

So Sylprien said with a smile.

“Yes? Saintess.”