Love Letter From The Future chapter 302

4.5 Interlude: Between a lover and a dog (8)

“I-I did my best… But since that’s the only thing I’ve learned all my life, I can’t control my heart! Me too, I want to apologize with all my heart… … .”

I endured the crying for a while.

Senior Elsie’s sobs soon turned into helpless cries.

“… … I’m sorry, I think I’m sorry I must have been wrong. I will try harder in the future. So that someday, you will be forgiven. But I don’t want to hate you, even for a second.”

It was a tone close to pleading.

The watery blue eyes captured my image sadly. I felt like I was about to fall into those clear eyes like a lake.

She was such a proud and proud woman.

He probably wouldn’t have even dealt with a commoner.

Then the woman threw away all pride and honor and walked around with her head bowed.

To the extent that even if they were cursed and assaulted, they could not say anything.

It was an action that only came out because I didn’t want to buy hate from me.

Perhaps one day she would change, and she would sincerely apologize and be forgiven.

But apart from that, it was that he didn’t want to be away from me even a little bit.

It was a really trivial reason.

I ended up laughing again.

Senior Elsie asked me with anxiety and impatience.

“I hate myself… … ?”

That was Elsie’s sincerity.

After hesitating for a while, I remembered Leto’s advice that I had carved into my heart.

I had no choice but to answer honestly.

So I decided to confess my weak part for the first time.

“… … Senior Elsie.”

At my call, Elsie-senpai chose silence.

She, too, seemed to realize that my mood had changed.

“Actually, I mean, it’s not that strong. It’s scary to die, and it’s also narrow inside… But what I am most afraid of is the number of precious people increasing.”

It was the first time in my life that I was embarrassed.

My face flushed slightly, but Elsie-senpai listened to me without saying anything.

He was still serious.

Thanks to that, I was able to talk a little more comfortably.

“You know, it wouldn’t be strange if I died anytime… It is scary not being able to protect someone important and losing them, but it is also very scary that my loved ones have to go through that pain after I die.”

“… … Are you already valuable enough?”

“But not as much as lovers.”

I didn’t know when.

When a load was suddenly placed on my back, I couldn’t feel its weight.

Because it was such a huge thing that I couldn’t even realize it.

But as time passed, I slowly realized how heavy the burden on my back was.

It was scary and scary.

The fact that it must be me or the future that otherwise the world might perish.

why does it have to be me

Pushing myself as if I was abusive, I asked countless times as I crossed the ridge of life and death.

It was a question that had no answer.

I just hoped that this burden would end on the line I was carrying.

I hoped that even if one day I was crushed to death under this burden, the number of sick people would decrease even a little.

So, I pushed away Elsie-senpai’s heart.

Moaning at the weight of the burden on my shoulders, not knowing what my true heart was.

“That’s why I couldn’t accept Elsie’s heart… It’s not that I hated Elsie-senpai at all. I’m sorry, I lied then.”

It was a long confession.

It was my sincerity that I hadn’t been able to tell Leto or Celine until now.

I feel like I’ll be more anxious if I do that.

The enemy I had to face was a dark force whose scale was unclear. If I, who should be the center, was shaken, there was a risk that the anxiety would be contagious.

Especially in the case of senior Delphine, he was a person who only looked at my strength and followed me.

I couldn’t show weakness.

Elsie-senpai didn’t say anything for a long time.

It was just staring at me.

I was embarrassed by that blatant gaze and averted my eyes.

He might have been disappointed in me.

Elsie-senpai seemed to envy my strength just like Delphine-senpai.

If that was the case, even if Elsie-senpai left, it would have been inevitable.

It was bittersweet, but it was better than deceiving Elsie.

Standing next to me was no different from saying that I would have to risk my life soon.

And after a while, senior Elsie stuttered and opened her mouth.

“Ears, ears… … .”

These were the words spoken after an anxious silence.

The moment my eyes turned to senior Elsie again, wondering what she was trying to say.

Hook, the fragrant scent of a woman penetrated my nose.

I could feel the soft texture of the skin. I was able to figure out the situation after a while.

Elsie-senpai hugged me to my chest.

For a moment I felt suffocated.

Elsie-senpai seemed to have small breasts because of her body shape, but they were subtly large. At least it was enough to cover my mouth and nose.

It was impossible to get rid of it like this.

Elsie’s injured shoulder could be further damaged if she rushed out.

I didn’t have many options to choose from.

In the end, I couldn’t breathe, and I had no choice but to tap on Elsie’s forearm.

Regardless of whether or not, Elsie-senpai only squealed and let out a sound full of joy.

“Ears, cute! My master, were you so afraid of me being sad? So you pushed me away? Oh-goo-goo, oh-goo-goo!”

No, I want to breathe more than that.

I desperately wanted to express my opinion, but it was impossible.

It was because Elsie-senpai took another drink and rubbed my cheek against me.

Only then did I recall a fact I had forgotten.

Senior Elsie, you said that you cared for your little brother from before.

Apparently, she was weak against the character of her younger sister.

In my mind, I wanted to hang out a little.

To be honest, it felt good to be in Elsie-senpai’s arms.

However, as time went on, I became more and more choked, and in the end, my hand, unable to bear it, grabbed Elsie-senpai’s arm.

“… … Then, can we not work together?”

With those words, the tension in my body was released.

It was at the same time that Elsie-senpai’s grip on me loosened.

Released from bondage, I gasped for breath.

And I had no choice but to turn my curious gaze toward Elsie.

She had a very caring look.

It was an expression that I had never seen from senior Elsie.

Yes, just like an adult.

No, of course we were both adults.

“From now on, I will sincerely apologize and be forgiven, so Master-nim will also decide on an answer… I’ll be patient until then, I.”

Hearing that sweet voice, I suddenly realized.

The fact that Elsie is older than me.

Why didn’t I know until now?

I couldn’t find the answer at all, so I had no choice but to answer in a daze.

“… … Yes I will.”

Trials and hardships grow a person.

In case you didn’t know Maybe the battle with the corpse giant made Elsie-senpai grow a little bit.

Of course, Elsie-senpai after that was the same as usual.

As she tried to get up, she screamed and fell to the ground.

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Judging by the sound of boom, it must have been a blow to the shoulder blade.

Elsie-senpai chewed on her lips and, as always, spat out curse words.

“Ah! Because of that bitch, really… … !”

Then, when our eyes met, Elsie immediately shut up.

After that, he secretly avoids his gaze and looks at me for a while.

In the end, senior Elsie let out an awkward laugh and started acting cute to me.

“Ehehehe, you know I didn’t say this to the master, right? This, these are all words to that bitch Ludmilla… … !”

The mature image he showed me just now felt like a fantasy.

Still, I let out a faint laugh.

Yes, Elsie-senpai like this was also nice.

Rather, my heart felt more comfortable this way.

It felt like my relationship with Elsie-senpai had finally returned.

Afterwards, senior Elsie brought trouble by claiming to be my ‘more than a pet dog and less than a lover’, but that was a later story.

I just decided to enjoy the moment.

**

The day the conflict with senior Elsie was resolved, I drank.

In the middle of my drowsy mind, I read the fourth letter again.

I guessed about who the sender of this letter would be.

Maybe it’s Elsie senior.

Then, did I become a lover with Elsie-senpai in the future?

It was a story that I would have denied in the past, saying it was nonsense, but somehow I had a hunch that it might come true.

All the anglers were fitting in.

The trajectory I passed exactly matched the future mentioned in the fourth letter.

Once again, he protected the future in the love letter from the future.

I don’t know how many more letters will come in the future, but if I keep doing what I’ve been doing, the end will come someday.

I fell asleep feeling so happy, and soon after, I had a dream.

The long dream was crowded with vivid ideals.

how much time has passed

Panting, I opened my eyes, and instinctively moved my gaze to the bedside table.

And the letter was located there as if it were natural.

It was the same as always.

No, actually it wasn’t like ‘always’.

Because it was revealing a blatantly different aspect from the letters that had arrived so far.

Without even wiping the cold sweat, I let out a dejected laugh.

“… … what’s this.”

On the table, there were two letters.

It was the beginning of a new case.