108. Speeding (1)
1.
The first thing she saw after waking up was Min Ah-rin, who was sleeping face down with her upper body leaning against her bed.
Seeing that, memories of her last night began to come to mind.
She was still not well and in bad shape, but not as well as last night.
The cold symptoms, which were already severe, peaked at night, and Min Ah-rin was watching me while not sleeping next to her.
Even in her hazy mind, she could feel that the towel on her head was constantly being replaced.
She has never seen the drinks on the tray next to her bed empty.
How did she notice when she was hungry in the middle of the morning, she even offered to die first.
I somehow fell asleep after enduring the dawn like that, and Min Ah-rin continued to take care of me, and it seemed that she fell asleep late.
It’s difficult to spend that much effort on someone, but since they did it like this, I couldn’t figure out how to return it.
She’s not saying the pressure she’s always felt, she’s really been given too much.
She probably had the intention of not feeling pressured for writing the wish ticket, but what should she do when she is too devoted?
As I was thinking about that, I was able to realize that I was lying on her side and staring at Min Ah-rin all the time.
Even while hitting her bruises, she was watching Min Ah-rin, who was sleeping soundly with her own left arm cut.
And while I was thinking that I had fallen deeply for myself, I met Arin Min’s eyes after waking up.
A rough, tired face.
His expression looks hazy because he is still sleepy.
Maybe I was the same.
We looked at each other and smiled.
I don’t know why, but I just laughed.
“Are you feeling better?”
“It’s better than yesterday… But it’s still very hard.”
“I’m still resting. I need to rest well so I can recover quickly.”
“Would you like to lie down and sleep comfortably?”
“I will always be by your side. Don’t even think about kicking me out.”
“Then lie down next to me.”
No, I think I said the last word for nothing.
You shouldn’t catch a cold by lying next to me.
It would be a bad situation for both of them to catch a cold, but I hated Min Ah-rin catching a cold because of me.
By the way….
Does Min Ah-rin know my worries or not?
She heard my suggestion and her eyes were twinkling.
“Is that so…?”
“But, if you catch a cold…”
“Me, that’s a style that doesn’t catch colds, so I think it’ll be fine…?”
Is that a matter of style?
Anyway, I just wanted to.
It’s not that I’m going to stay like that all day, it’s because if I don’t talk to my face, I might not get infected.
First of all… , Because I wanted to do that too.
Because I wanted to make a lot of noise while using the same blanket as Min Ah-rin.
Min Ah-rin disappeared somewhere and took one of her pillows, and I moved her body towards the wall to make room for her to lie down.
The futon wasn’t that big, but we put our bodies together as close as possible to use the space efficiently.
What….
I don’t know if I’d say it’s a good choice.
Because I was so close to Min Ah-rin, I became nervous for some reason.
Because even the slightest movement of my body would make me flinch.
And….
“I was sweating a little on the bed… It’s embarrassing…”
“Huh?! Ah, sweat, that, that, that’s fine! Me, I like it!”
“Good?”
“Uh, that, umm…”
“It’s good if it’s good.”
“That, yes…”
It wasn’t very pleasant to lay the girl I liked on the spot where I was sweating.
Anyway, such an awkward time was short-lived.
We opened our mouths little by little, and soon we started chatting.
“Arin, what time is it now?”
“Now? Uh…, it says 9:30.”
“It’s morning and it’s very dark.”
“It was still raining.”
“School is just missing.”
“Oh, that. I got a text last night, and he told me to take a day off tomorrow and come back next week.”
A high school in Korea was closed due to a disaster.
I wonder how much rain was pouring down before that conclusion was reached.
If you listen closely now, you can still hear the raindrops hitting the windows.
Whatever it is, it will be a good thing for us.
My body will recover a bit tomorrow, but I don’t think I’ll be able to go to school, and Min A-rin is holding out saying that she will take care of me, so it was rather fortunate that it turned out this way.
As I was thinking about that, I felt Min Ah-rin’s hand move, and I felt her hand hold my hand.
As she turned her gaze to her side, she saw that Minah Lin had something on her face full of tension.
Did she want to hold her hand?
Are you saying that this is so great that you are so nervous?
Between us.
I took her hand away and put it back on Min Ah-rin’s hand, then grabbed her hand and put it on her belly.
I felt a slight cold energy on my skin, but soon the warmth of my body drove away the chill.
“Su, is it Seunggi…?”
“Let’s stay like this for a while.”
What is this fun about?
I said wait a minute, but I didn’t set an exact time.
I will have to stay like this for a while.
2.
Are we also 17-year-old high school students after all?
I didn’t think I would be able to sleep just by being next to Seung-gi, but somehow I slept soundly and woke up.
Looking at the clock, it’s already 11:00 AM.
Now was the time to really move.
I got out of bed carefully so as not to break my spirits.
Maybe it’s because I didn’t sleep well last night, I slept for about an hour and a half more, but I was still tired.
Still… I mean, there’s so much to do.
I cooked porridge today as well.
I had eaten all the porridge I cooked yesterday, and today I was thinking of adding a little more meat or something like vegetables.
While boiling it, I went out to the veranda for a while, and it was still raining outside.
I remembered the resolution to make Seung-gi stay at my house again.
Because a good person needs a suitable environment.
I don’t know if Nara can be a good environment for a human being, but I’m the kind of person who lay next to Seung-gi and felt s*xual desire at the touch of his stomach.
No, but these days, my s*xual desire seems to rise too much.
Thinking about it, it seemed like a good thing.
The last time I had s*x was the day Seunggi slept over at my house.
That day when I woke up in the morning and Seung-gi rubbed ‘that’ on me while talking in his sleep.
Before and after that, I don’t remember having properly released my s*xual desire.
Whether it’s pornography or pornography, it didn’t feel very erotic. The nudity of other men was disgusting and uninspiring.
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The only time s*xual desire rose was when it was related to victory.
By the way, a side dish for a friend… I couldn’t use it, so I just recklessly endured it.
Yesterday and today, I feel more s*xual desire… Maybe it’s because he’s always with Seung-gi.
Maybe it’s because while we were together, we did all sorts of strange things like ‘that shower’.
I don’t know how to solve it….
I don’t think it’s going to be good for Seung-gi or me….
By the way, if you masturbate while thinking of Seung-gi while living in the same house….
… ….
No, why do I get excited when I think like this?
Are you really crazy?
I shook my head to get rid of those thoughts and then I turned my attention back to the porridge.
For now… Think about it later
3.
Isn’t there a saying that there is a mountain beyond the mountain?
Even after the porridge was fed to Seung-gi, the adversity was endless.
After the meal, I looked up how to take care of a cold patient on my cell phone next to Seung-gi.
Seunggi was reading the information I found on Google with an expression of doubt. The problem is the content of that information.
It was written that it is important to wipe the sweat of cold patients with a towel and that they should properly change sweaty clothes.
The first time I read that article, an awkward situation unfolded, and after pressing back, I found another article.
And the same thing was written in that article, and the same was written in the next article.
“Seung-gi…”
“Yes…”
“The power to shower…”
“Not yet…”
“…….”
“…….”
A moment of silence.
At the end of that silence, I moved on. I brought Daddy’s old pajamas, which I had washed yesterday, and a few towels soaked in warm water.
When he returned to his room, Seung-gi was sitting on the bed with his upper body raised.
I only covered my legs with the blanket, so I could see that the back of my clothes was wet with sweat.
I went to the back of Seung-gi and took a seat.
As soon as I settled down there, the faint smell of Seung-gi’s sweat entered his nostrils.
I really need to deal with this somehow.
It seems people are getting more and more shady.
“Seung-gi…, That…, Put some clothes on…”
“Uh… Wait a minute…”
Now it takes time to even say a word.
But I was too nervous to speak quickly.
After leaving that answer, Seunggi started to take off his clothes.
Crossing his arms, he grabbed the bottom hem of his clothes, and then raised his arms and began to expose his bare body.
At first I could see his waist. His buttock was also visible, as if his pants were slightly down.
Then the valley that cuts the back in half, then the smooth hairless armpits, and then the shoulder blades.
Seung-gi’s unique white skin was exposed in the light.
You can feel the firmness of the muscles, which is different from that of an ordinary man, but even today, he was entrusting himself to me.
I picked up a towel and started wiping Seung-gi’s back.
I could feel Seung-gi’s body through the towel.
A shady desire came up.
With such bad thoughts, I felt like I was dirtying him every time I moved his hand.
I felt ecstasy along with a sense of shame.