109. Speeding (2)
1.
Wiping your body with a towel is just a matter of holding the towel properly and wiping it properly, but….
My palm was fully extended.
Someone might find it a bit grotesque. A posture to better feel the texture beyond the towel.
The towel wasn’t that thick, and it wasn’t enough to feel Seung-gi’s body.
I started moving my hand as it was.
There was no difficulty because I had already done something similar and even worse yesterday.
The only difficulty would be the embarrassment of touching Seung-gi’s body….
In terms of s*xual desire, today’s me is stronger than yesterday’s me.
It means that you have lost your patience.
I continued to work while brainwashing myself.
Seung-gi is a patient, and I am a caregiver. Because everyone said it was a must as a caregiver.
It’s all for the sake of Seung-gi’s health.
There’s a little desire in your touch, but can you feel it?
And… But if it’s me, maybe I’m holding back my desires well… ?
From the back to the chest, to the legs and there.
The details were similar to yesterday.
No, it was better than yesterday… Anyway.
After that, Seunggi helped him change his clothes.
I still get surprised whenever I see Seung-gi, but has Seung-gi already gotten used to it? Likewise, there was a shy look, but less than yesterday.
The more I thought about it, the more strange our relationship became.
I don’t know how many times I’ve been saying this already.
Still, strange things were strange things.
It seemed that the progress of the relationship was too fast.
I was aware of my feelings the day before the school trip, but now, aren’t we showing each other all kinds of different things?
Seeing each other’s naked body, slowly getting used to it.
I think I’ll start adjusting soon, if not right away….
… ….
Stop it. It doesn’t matter.
If the progress of the relationship with Seung-gi is fast, wouldn’t it be a good thing for me?
The important thing to consider here is not the speed, but not doing anything strange or making mistakes to Seung-gi.
…… Okay. It is to refrain from those shady thoughts I had while wiping Seung-gi’s body just now, and to show her appearance as a sweet woman.
I came out with the clothes Seunggi was wearing.
I put a clean towel on top of the laundry in the washtub, and put Seunggi’s laundry on top of that towel.
I didn’t want to spend any more time immersed in shady thoughts.
It shouldn’t be possible to increase the possibility of showing a bad side to Seung-gi at a time when it’s not enough even if he only shows a good side of himself.
So…. I thought it was time to let go of my libido.
I am not a person with a low libido. Rather, it would be more if there were many.
I wasn’t a very patient person. If this is also a lot, it’s a lot.
However, I have lived a very stoic life.
Even if I wanted to quench my lust, it was impossible, so even if it was like that….
Because we keep seeing Seung-gi naked, touching his body, touching each other’s bodies, and smelling him.
Looking at Seung-gi’s changed appearance after the school trip.
Looking at Seung-gi, who is somewhat relaxed because of his illness.
Because I am hearing ambiguous sentences peculiar to Seunggi, such as saying that I took his first place.
It was becoming difficult to endure now.
Just before, I ended up stroking and touching his body, but next time I didn’t have the confidence to finish at that level.
The longer I spent with Seunggi, the faster I felt like I was going crazy.
A person who seemed more pure than anyone else approached me more enchantingly than anyone else.
I went back to my room and continued taking care of Seung-gi.
He helped me lay down, and put me to rest after turning off the light.
When I said I was bored, the side chattered about this and that, and if I needed anything, he immediately took care of it.
Seunggi looked more comfortable than ever I’ve seen him.
It was a pity that she was so comfortable and satisfied with just my nursing care.
I must have lived in tension, and lived in a poor environment, so that’s what it is.
In the midst of such care, Seung-gi started to sleep again.
I called carefully, but he didn’t wake up.
I took out Seung-gi’s clothes that I had put in the laundry basket.
I went into the bathroom, shut the door, took off my bottoms, and went into the shower.
The smell was still permeated to Seung-gi’s clothes.
The fragrant scent of body wash and the smell of sweat from all night.
And the indescribable smell unique to Seunggi.
Since the clothes were tucked under his nose, he seemed to feel the warmth for some reason.
I held the pajama pants Seunggi was wearing in my left hand, and lowered my right hand.
I didn’t have the slightest thought of relieving s*xual desire for victory or ending it as quickly as possible.
Simple excitement welled up.
Unfortunately, less than a minute after starting the work, the work ended vaguely.
Because I started hearing vibrations from somewhere.
With annoyance, I searched for the source of the vibrating sound, and found my cell phone.
The word “Dad” Floating on the screen of the mobile phone.
Looks like my parents called.
“Uh, ah, Dad?”
“Oh, Arin, is there anything special? I heard that it is raining heavily in Korea. I received a text from school saying that I will be off tomorrow.”
My parents are in the middle of an overseas business trip.
I think he wanted to ask how he was doing because he knew I would be home alone.
I answered the phone with my left hand instead of my wet right hand.
The content of the phone call wasn’t that great.
It seems that the business trip will be longer than expected, and that you should not go outside and be careful.
He even gave Seung-gi a somewhat out of the blue permission that if he was bored, it would be alright to stay with him.
The call ended after about 5 minutes.
I… All the excitement from earlier had evaporated.
I wondered what I was doing in the bathroom by myself, taking off my pants and carrying someone else’s pants.
Something… , Looking at things already twisted like this, I don’t think anything will go well today.
First of all, there are many opportunities. It’s because you have to be as conscious as possible and refrain from reaching out to Seung-gi.
This… Let’s deal with it overnight.
In the middle of the night, after Seung-gi is asleep, you can calmly satisfy your desire.
Because the time to be with Seunggi is tomorrow and the day after tomorrow.
If you do well today, you will be comfortable later.
I walked out of the bathroom leaving a vague lust behind.
I felt uncomfortable, probably because of the vague excitement.
3.
I continued to sleep while being cared for by Min Ah-rin, and woke up again in the evening.
When I woke up and checked, my condition seemed to have improved considerably.
Somehow, it was lively, and there was no difficulty in moving except for the throbbing of the body.
I wrapped myself in the blanket Min A-rin gave me and came out into the living room.
It seemed like there was a rattling sound from a while ago, and he was washing dishes diligently.
“Arina.”
“Oh, are you awake?”
I exchanged greetings with Min Ah-rin, walked behind her, and hugged her body without thinking.
I leaned her back slightly and placed her face on Min Ah-rin’s shoulder and spoke to her.
It was only then that I realized that something was wrong.
“…Seunggi?”
“Oh, sorry…”
“Why, why suddenly…”
“Just… Instinctively…”
I felt awkward and pulled myself back.
Why did you do this all of a sudden?
Looking at Min Ah-rin, I felt the unknown warmth of her for some reason, so I had the urge to attach my body to her.
No, I don’t know if that was the only reason.
Isn’t there a desire to feel Min Ah-rin’s body?
If you think about it, it was like that in the morning too.
I remember when Min Ah-rin lay down to sleep, she took her hand and put it on her stomach.
Didn’t you feel the warmth and love of Min Ah-rin even now?
Anyway, it seems that the s*xual desire that I kept inside me is about to come up.
Until now, I had thought that I was just a person with low s*xual desire, but it seems that they were just rotting inside without erupting.
As I always say, Min Ah-rin is a superior person to most women.
Her body, her looks, and even her personality. She is
She is and she is also my favorite person.
It makes me happy just to look at it, and fun to be with. I want to be with you more
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Anyway, she seems to have been too attached to such a person.
It seems that I have experienced this and that strange situation too much.
I don’t think we can go on like this.
Establishing ‘it’ in front of Min Ah-rin is enough with yesterday’s shower.
I don’t want to be seen as a pervert who gets excited only in front of a certain woman. Reversed world or not, it’s not very good.
Be careful for a while… , I will have to find a way to deal with it somehow if I go home.
Um…. It seems that you can understand that it is a reverse world porn without even watching it.
The moment you enter the site, wouldn’t it be that you only see thumbnails that emphasize men’s bodies?
… ….
No, how to solve it.
I don’t get an answer.