124 – Confinement
“Until now, I made her do what she wanted… But from now on, let’s eat whatever she wants to eat. The reason why I’ve been feeding her porridge up to now… Is because her stomach gets tangled when she eats food when she hasn’t eaten anything. “That’s why I ate porridge separately…! …Aren’t you angry because I chose the menu arbitrarily…?”
As I was silently looking at the tablet PC, Lee Jin-ah naturally started talking to me from the side.
I couldn’t sit still in the chair as if I was sitting on a cushion of thorns, and kept looking at me.
… Am I angry because Lee Jin-ah ate delicious food by herself and she only gave me white porridge? I think you’re worried.
“I’m not angry”
Because I would have done that too. It’s common sense to feed porridge to patients.
“…Thank God”
I handed the tablet to Jinah Lee.
Lee Jin-ah was smiling lightly. When I saw that, I felt a little strange.
I just felt it, but it seemed like we were a little closer than when we first came here.
Suddenly, I remembered the game of picking the ground that I played as a child.
After I drew a circle with a twig and Jinah Lee was standing there, little by little, Jina Lee erased the lines I had drawn with her feet, and I played a lot of games with crossing the lines again.
Like the game we played back then, since when did I feel that the boundaries between us were gradually dissolving.
This is a strange thing.
I suffered terrible things from Lee Jin-ah.
And now that Mirae Group kidnapped me and imprisoned me, and now I am living a normal life with Lee Jin-ah, eating and talking with her, the situation was somehow twisted.
Obviously, when I was in high school, I was determined to repay Lee Jin-ah just as much as I did.
I will hit you, harass you, and pinch you like I was sick.
Since I was brought here, let’s not talk if at all possible. Let’s not show any reaction. Where did the first promise I made go..?
The curious thing is that now I have no intention of beating or harassing Lee Jin-ah.
Even though there was a moral problem with her that if I simply hit her as hard as I could, she could die, and if I reciprocated with the same thing, I would become the same person as her.
Even putting that aside, I didn’t dare to punch Lee Jin-ah, who was sitting quietly on her sofa. It was as if all the aggression in me had been removed.
My head was confused and complicated, so this moment with Lee Jin-ah was uncomfortable.
So, as if running away, I went to the bathroom and brushed my teeth.
Squeeze toothpaste on a toothbrush and brush your teeth. Lee Jin-ah, who slowly got up from the sofa, naturally entered the bathroom, applied toothpaste to her toothbrush, and started brushing her teeth.
– Chika Chika.
When she was little, Lee Jin-ah always liked to be with me, because she likes anything.
Even when she was in high school, if I didn’t want to do it, she would always try to stick with me, even if I had to force myself to soothe, conciliate, and cling to her. Lee Jin-ah’s behavior has not changed much even after several years.
– Chika Chika.
I couldn’t understand Lee Jin-ah coming to my stomach.
Why… Why does she want to be next to me like this? It can be dangerous You know what I’ll do…?
What would you do if I hit you with a bad heart right now?
We didn’t part that well, and we weren’t happy when we met again. Why…? I couldn’t understand why he believed in me and clung to me like this.
Besides, they feed me, put me to sleep, wash me, and even if I try to leave, I get seriously hurt.
In a way, it’s easier for Lee Jin-ah to manage when I’m sick and lying down. Why… Do you keep clinging to me and trying to do this and that…?
To be honest, if I were Lee Jin-ah, I would be so scared I wouldn’t be able to stand next to you.
I live in the same house as someone who bullied me when I was young.
That person is also stronger and taller than me, but if that person decides to hit me, there is no way to stop him right away.
Under these conditions, if it were me, I would never want to stay by your side, but Lee Jin-ah was different.
Lee Jin-ah was always either next to me or looking at me.
When I opened the front door and tried to leave – she stayed by my side except for that one time when she entered the room in tears.
– Chika Chika…
The toothbrush went in and out of Lee Jin-ah’s mouth repeatedly.
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So, a lot of white foam began to form from Jinah Lee’s mouth.
“…?”
I ignore Lee Jin-ah’s gaze at me with her strange eyes and quickly rinse her mouth.
Her face became hot as if she had a cold.
She simply washed her face with water.
Even while she was washing her face with ice-cold water, thump, thump, thump. Her heart beat as fast as she had sprinted.
Can’t you hear the sound of my heart right now in Lee Jin-ah’s ears?
Shaking off the lust that filled my head for a moment, I roughly wiped her face with a towel and ran out of the bathroom as if running away.
And she did not turn her gaze back to where Lee Jin-ah was.
She looked away and walked around the house once.
Not once, but many times. Round and round.
Just like when I held Jinah Lee’s hand and walked her toes before, this time I spun around by myself.
Obviously yesterday was difficult, but now it’s okay.
I no longer stumbled and fell, and I was no longer incapable of walking properly without someone’s help.
The energy of the sleeping pills that had been eating me up was starting to wear off, and the wounds I had suffered from the security team were quickly recovering.
The wounds on my body were disappearing to the point where I didn’t have to wear bandages or bandages anymore, and if I were to express my current physical condition numerically, it was close to the best.
Without hard labor all day long. Every day, if you’re tired, you can sleep, if you’re hungry, you can eat, if you want to rest, you can rest, and if you want to go out, except for the fact that you can’t go out, this place provides the best rest.
I sat on the sofa and turned on the TV with the remote control.
…There is no regular broadcast, and only the previously aired recordings are shown on TV.
Beside the TV, there was a shelf full of Blu-rays, so you wouldn’t be bored while staying here.
-Japakjabak…
I heard the sound of footsteps behind me and looked behind me.
Her face was moist as if Lee Jin-ah had simply finished washing her face.
Although he had a face without makeup, he looked somewhat fresh.
I looked at Lee Jin-ah without a word. She went into her room and was applying her peel or lotion.
The sofa I was sitting on was a bit far from the room, but the sweet scent of fruit that flowed through the door seemed to waft all the way to where I was.
Of course, Lee Jin-ah was pretty.
Her body is small, her proportions are high, and her face is cute.
It looks like she won’t be able to do any hard work, but people couldn’t believe it when they heard that she beat me, oppressed me, and bullied me while not changing the color of her face.
But ever since I came to this house, she has been by my side all day and has taken care of me.
Just because she was Lee Jin-ah didn’t mean she was unconditionally bad.
Feels like two sides of a coin.
“…Watching TV? I like watching TV too!”
Lee Jin-ah naturally sat down next to me. Just like that is where she should be.
…I focused only on TV, not paying attention as much as possible.
An entertainment program that had aired in the past was appearing.
It was a program with 6 males, and it was a program that consisted of playing games or talking about the concept of a different topic every week.
The theme this time was to enter a military base and experience life in a barracks for two weeks. It didn’t matter if it was fun or not.
My mind is complicated.
I can only hear the sound of the TV. Lee Jin-ah next to me doesn’t say anything.
She turned up the volume, so it must be quite noisy… She was sleeping well.
By the way, I’ve never seen Lee Jin-ah sleep while I’ve been in this house. Because she was awake whenever I was up.
There were shadows around her eyes.
Maybe she didn’t get a good night’s sleep because I nursed her while I slept..?
What to do when she sees her dozing off her…?
While thinking, Jinah Lee’s head tilted to the side, and she leaned against my shoulder.
Light hair. You can feel her fluffy hair, and a sweet fruity scent hits you.
Shall I wake you up…?
When I was in elementary school, it was always my role to wake up Jinah Lee when she was sleeping.
She has a congenital low blood pressure, so she has a hard time waking up, so I always give her a massage when she wakes up.
She couldn’t sleep because she was always bothered by other people in her house. There were many days when she nodded like a sick chicken, so I felt sorry for Jina Lee.
-Smoothly
Lee Jin-ah’s expression as she slept on my shoulder was very calm.
I have long eyelashes. Her skin was white enough to show the bluish veins, and her lips were glossy.
Even if something goes wrong, it seems to be wrong for a long time.
-Kung…Kung…Kung
Biting her lower lip, suppressing the pulse of her quivering heart.
Lee Jin-ah comes into my realm so naturally.
Like a defeated army withdrawing its front line, I suddenly laughed at the current situation, which allowed more and more natural physical contact.
I don’t know.
Considering the dedication she showed when I was bedridden, I was reluctant to treat her harshly.
Feeling like her head is being torn apart like dough.
I felt that if she stayed on the sofa like this, her head would turn around, so I lifted the slowly sleeping Lee Jin-ah.
Hug a princess that often appears in children’s books.
Lee Jin-ah was light.
I went into her room and laid her on her bed, holding Jinah Lee who was still sleeping in her arms.
Her brown hair is fanned out, and the way she is wearing her dress is slightly disheveled.
I could see Lee Jin-ah’s inner body through her open clothes, and at that moment I felt that I had fallen to the bottom of that abyss.
It’s not this case because I miss you, but how can I keep my eyes on that side…
It seems that even the inside of her brain is filled with semen.
It doesn’t make sense to feel that kind of emotion in my current situation, and it makes more sense that the target is Lee Jin-ah.
Isn’t it something from Mirae Group or Jina Lee using a trick in a way that I didn’t notice…?
I carefully closed the door not to wake Lee Jin-ah, who was sleeping on the bed, and fell into trouble.