13 – Episode 13: Pull
＜1＞
“Well, it’s been a while since the semester started. Let’s switch places.”
During the homeroom teacher’s class, a thunderous sound reached my eardrum.
No, wasn’t it normal to sit by number for about a month?
You’ve already memorized all the students’ names and faces?
You are a talented teacher.
“Come out according to the number and pull it out. Now, come out from number 1.”
The kids in front got up one after another and went to take numbers.
They were children picking out the papers in the Apo paper box one by one.
I didn’t even wish for that kind of luck to become a mate again with Eunha in the first place.
I wish I could at least sit around the galaxy.
“Now- Come on from 11 to 20.”
The kids in front of us rushed out, and Eunha and I stood leaning against the classroom wall.
I wish Eunha would regret falling with me a little… Isn’t that enough yet?
Eunha might also want to get closer with other girls.
Let’s not be greedy.
Eunha in front put her hand inside her box.
While rummaging through the box, Eun-ha pulled out a piece of paper.
I secretly checked the number behind Eunha’s back.
No. 17… It’s amazing. Is it the same place?
Then I’ll be number 18 please.
I pray to all gods.
Please give me number 18.
After praying with his hands together, he put his hand inside the box.
Without rummaging, I quickly took out a piece of paper and checked the number.
“Lee Hangyul. Number 23.”
“aaah! Teacher, please let me choose again.”
“Originally, second chances in life are not often given.”
“Are you telling the growing sprout such a cruel reality?”
“Next year, you guys will be adults too? Alright then next~”
Now that this has happened, I have no choice but to find number 18 and change the number.
It was a time when I was paying close attention to the guy who picked the number 18.
“Jeong Ha-rim. No. 18.”
“Oh- Eunha and I are matched.”
It was Jeong Ha-rim who proudly picked number 18.
However, there was not enough reason to change the number.
If you said you would change it, there would be rumors that you would like it unconditionally…
No, I can’t help it. Let’s be thankful that the boy is not a mate.
“How many times is Hangyul?”
“Number 23. What about the galaxy?”
“I am number 17. It’s pretty far away. A little regretful.”
It was a galaxy that said it was regretful casually.
To be honest, I can’t even tackle you right now.
Doesn’t it seem like you’re mistaken for yourself?
“Eunha. Hello~”
“Is Harim number 18? Great.”
“hahahaha. That’s it. Please take good care of me.”
“Yes, yes.”
Where did the sad Eunha go?
How is this a welcome?
“Ah- you can move slowly. I have to bring my luggage too.”
“No. I don’t have much in the drawer, so I’ll do it soon.”
“Hangyul is going well~”
“Yes, yes!”
With the textbook in my arms, I trudged toward the 23rd seat.
My partner was a boy who asked me to play basketball whenever he had a chance.
My name is Yujin Jang.
“Oh- Han-gyeol is the mate. I won’t be bored.”
“Isn’t she disappointed because she’s not a pretty girl?”
“…It’s not good to have prejudices in the world these days. Regardless of gender, I-“
“Teacher. I would like to change seats. The reason is the possibility of unhealthy same-s*x relationships.”
I immediately reported the matter to the teacher.
“Really? If it’s okay, let’s meet again~”
“It’s difficult…”
“Hey man! You’re kidding! Joke!”
“Don’t come closer. As I said beforehand, I am perfectly straight.”
“Me too.”
“Don’t try to hide it. Because I respect you.”
“I was kidding!”
I met a pretty noisy mate.
“Now, let’s go to class.”
He was a teacher who wanted to start teaching immediately after changing seats.
All the students sighed and sighed.
Of course, I was the same.
“These are…You guys are now in high school. Where’s the time to play? Come on, open your book.”
Those words are the same no matter how many years pass.
That’s how the class started, and I wrote down my notes step by step.
I felt very empty, probably because there was no Eunha next to me.
As soon as the boring class time was over, I shifted my gaze to the galaxy.
However, I didn’t bother to visit him because I was talking to Ha-rim Jeong kindly.
He has been with me since the beginning of the semester, and if he continues to stick with me, the kids will go up and down for no reason.
It was my judgment that it would be better for Eunha to build friendships with the girls in her class to some extent.
“Hey, Gyeol-ah. Do you have anything to eat?”
“I have nothing to give you.”
“You are so mean. We also played basketball together.”
“You don’t seem to have a good relationship, do you?”
“What if I was a pretty girl?”
“I ran to the canteen right away and brought something to eat.”
“Keukkeukkeuk! Dog is laughing Hey- basketball call after school?”
“No call.”
“That’s too much. Is it just a refusal?”
“It’s physical education for the first period tomorrow. Let’s do it then.”
“Reasonable.”
For the first time since the semester began, I wasn’t attached to Eunha.
It felt empty, but I also thought that this was correct.
But since we’re having a date today, can we stick together then?
With that thought in mind, I ran to the Eunha seat as soon as class was over.
“Eunha. To study-“
“Ah! Gyeol-ah. Harim knows, right?”
“Ah- yes. I know. Hi.”
“Hello.”
Intuition speaks.
He’s dangerous.
My life Big data is sending a strong warning signal.
I don’t think I’m a bad kid, but I feel like I read something between me and Eunha.
“Harim also wants to study with us on Thursdays, so is it okay?”
“Huh? There’s nothing wrong with that.”
“Wow- thanks. I thought you would let me.”
“By the way, Jeong Ha-rim. How do you make dinner?”
“Ah- don’t worry. My friend said he’s going home today, so I’m going to eat with his student ID.”
Keuk… I can’t be alone with Eunha today.
In the end, the three of us ended up studying, but it was difficult for us to act normally.
I was hesitant to readily hand over the orange-flavored candy in my pocket to Eunha.
“Hmm… English is really difficult.”
“What is it? Um… That’s hard I don’t know much about grammar either. Hangyeol. Do you know about this problem?”
I didn’t think I would know something that Eunha didn’t know.
However, while working, I decided to put my trust in my ability to send non-stop emails in English. It was Eunha and Jung Ha-rim who handed me the long fingerprints.
From noble mt dot com
“Um…Isn’t it wrong in terms of grammar? Jeong Ha-rim You picked number 2, why did you choose number 2?”
“Hmm… It looks like an adjective to anyone who sees it, so I just picked number 2?”
“Did you not check question 5 by any chance?”
“I didn’t have time, so I solved what I thought was the answer and moved on.”
It’s not a very good habit…
“Then skip number 2 and check number 3, number 4 and number 5.”
“Um…”
Jeong Ha-rim thought about it for a while, and then stopped the sharpener at number 4.
“What? Is number 4 correct? Then why not number 2?”
“Number 2 is Tochi. It’s just that adjectives came to Bore.”
“Oh…! Is that right?! I didn’t think it was an inversion because I was inverted the first time. Thank you.”
“Yes.”
After indifferently handing over the problem book to Jung Ha-rim, I focused on my studies again.
Honestly, I don’t know the right way to act.
You don’t have to be kind to Eunha, but it’s difficult if Eunha thinks I’m callous.
But then, if you think you’re kind to anyone, that’s a headache.
To sneak closer, I have to make Eunha feel that I treat myself a little differently than others…
It’s difficult.
In the first place, I’m not that great when it comes to human relationships.
It was even more difficult in the current situation where we want a special relationship called a lover.
If you just blindly do well, the other person will feel burdened and back off.
But if you live in moderation, you won’t be able to express your feelings to the other person.
In the end, patience and courage were necessary to become a relationship of lovers.
It would be nice if there were correct answers like in a test.
I’ve heard that love takes a lot of pushing and pulling, but I never thought it would be this difficult.
“But you guys always stuck together?”
Jung Ha-rim suddenly spat out a useless question.
“Yes! She was also a mate with Harim until she became a mate, and we became very close.”
“Uh hmm- Is that so? Are you not dating? Am I very good?”
Jung Ha-rim put her chin on her chin and looked at her galaxy in turn.
“hahahaha! It’s not like that. Hangyul and I are friends.”
Eunha waved her hand in the air and denied it.
“Isn’t Lee Hangyul denying it?”
I hated it a little because I felt like I was being tricked by Ha-rim Jeong.
It seemed clear that I felt something in the relationship between me and Eunha.
Looking back on my actions so far, they were all ambiguous actions.
However, it seemed that he had never pulled Eunha properly.
He just vaguely said, “There is someone I’ve liked for a long time.”
Other than that, he only did things that could be seen as goodwill to Eunha.
“Should I deny it?”
“Huh?”
“If Eunha is a girlfriend, she must be completely happy, right?”
I feel like I’m ahead, but I’ll try to pull it out for a day or so.