14 – Pulled: Episode 14
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“Eunha. What are you thinking so seriously?”
“Eh?! Ah, nothing! hahahaha! Let’s go!”
It was a break in the middle of the palm hour.
I went to the bathroom with Harim and then went back to the classroom.
“Is it because of what Lee Hangyul said earlier? Because Eunha said she would be happy if she were my girlfriend?”
“Eh?! Oh no! Han Kyul immediately said it was a joke.”
“Is that so? It seemed like a bit of a joke, but I think there was also a bit of sincerity mixed in.”
“hahahaha…It must be an illusion. Hangyul has a crush on him for a long time.”
I smiled awkwardly and said to Harim.
Harim looked at me with a slightly surprised expression.
“Did you ever say that?”
“Ah! I shouldn’t have said this…”
I think I said something I shouldn’t have said because I was embarrassed.
“Don’t worry. I’ll pretend I didn’t hear it. But I’ve never seen Lee Hangyul talk to a girl other than Eunha.”
“I find it interesting too, but… I think it could be a different grade or a different school.”
“Um… How does Lee Hangyul look like from Eunha? Isn’t she honestly pretty?”
“Ah… Hangyul? Yes, Hangyul is a grown-up… She seems to be good at studies and sports…”
I was a little embarrassed to say such a thing.
More than anything else, Han Kyul’s kindness makes me want to learn more.
“heheheung…”
“Yeah, but I’m not the only one who thinks so! Isn’t that what Harim looks like?”
“Right~? Not quite like that. He doesn’t speak harshly like other boys, but he is considerate.”
“Yes! I also think Han Kyul is very considerate. It seems that he himself does not know.”
“What is it? Are you positive right away? No no. Then you do a splash and fall out, you?”
“Ah… Is it because Han Kyul has a crush on him?”
“If she has a girl she likes, can she not?”
“Huh?”
I stopped my steps at Harim’s question.
Why does the question that if there is a girl she likes, she can’t like her, sound so dumb.
“Because human emotions don’t always flow rationally.”
“Um… That’s right. Still, I think if there is a girl I like, I might not like it.”
Because I don’t want anyone to have a conflict of mind because of me.
“Hmm… Well, if it’s Eunha, then that’s it. Come on, let’s go.”
“hahahaha! Okay. It’s the last time, so let’s do our best and go home.”
I headed to the classroom with Harim and I crossing our arms.
Han Kyul was studying even during break time.
She studied diligently… And looked a bit cool.
She even slightly frowned to see if she was solving a difficult problem.
He’s the kind of person who naturally catches the eye… Hangyeol.
“Is it Eunha? Won’t you come in?”
“No. Let’s go in.”
It’s true that I lost my concentration a bit because it was the last night.
I couldn’t study hard.
The feeling of just reading the text.
And before I knew it, I was knocking on my notebook with a sharpie.
Let’s wrap it up.
Why am I doing this now?
To be honest, I organized my thoughts bit by bit.
The first question, why am I doing this?
This is ‘yes’.
The second question, if it’s because of Han Kyul, why the hell?
I thought about it, but I couldn’t come up with an answer.
Tuktuk- It’s hard to answer the question of Hankyul.
I decided to open the number of all cases.
Do I like Hangyul?
Hmm… I don’t think it’s the feeling of liking…
However, it is clear that it is a comfortable and friendly relationship.
Then, what is the approach that Han Kyul likes me?
This was wrong from the start. Because Han Kyul said that he had a crush on him for a long time.
But the person I stick to the most at school is none other than me.
If I had to choose between the two, I’d be curious what Han Kyul thinks of me.
If you think about it more specifically, I have a girl I like, but I wonder why she is close with me.
Hmm- After summarizing it, it became clear.
I was having doubts about my relationship with Hangyul.
I wonder if it’s okay to be friendly with a boy who says he has a girl he likes.
No. Why are you worrying about that?
There’s something strange about being friendly with a boy who says he has a girl he likes.
There are many people who say that there are no friends between men and women, but something about Hangyul… It just feels like we’re really close friends.
We haven’t spent much time together, but if Han Kyul suddenly disappears somewhere, it might be a bit sad as a friend?
However, as a member of the opposite s*x, having such sadness may itself be a wrong feeling in the eyes of others.
Friends.
However, a friend of the opposite s*x who likes someone else.
In other words, I wondered if I could be a bit sad that my boyfriend suddenly became a lover and left me.
Yes. That’s how I concluded.
I shouldn’t interfere with my friend’s relationship with my personal sadness.
I should refrain from going to the movies together like before.
Ah- but there is one problem…
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I was on my way back home after the palm night.
Harim took the bus from the bus stop in front of the school and went home, and she and Hankyul were on their way home alone.
“Eunha. I mean I’m going to your house the day after tomorrow.”
“Ah-! That···?! Since the preparations are perfect, Han Kyul only needs to come.”
“Is there anything to prepare? Eunha oppa, it’s about setting the computer.”
“There is such a thing. The house was a bit messy, so I did a little cleaning.”
“I’m not the type to care about that.”
“I usually pay attention…”
Well, as Han Kyul said, he didn’t seem to care.
“What time can we go? By the time Eunha tutoring ends?”
“Yes. My brother is buying me lunch, so he shouldn’t come to eat lunch.”
“I will.”
A boy is coming to my house…
It’s not a comparison, but my childhood friend Seoha hasn’t been in my house since middle school.
It was actually the first time since puberty that I brought a boy into my house.
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This is all because of my damn brother.
I really need to go home and kick that ass again.
“Your parents will be there, will it be okay?”
“Ah- my parents are busy, so they don’t spend much time on the weekends.”
“Really? Are you with your brother?”
“Um… I guess?”
“Then what about when oppa went to the army?”
“You were alone most of the time, right?”
“I must have been bored.”
“It’s okay. Because I’m used to it.”
“Call me whenever I’m bored. I’ll have fun.”
“Ha ha ha! Okay!”
“I’m serious! I’ll run to you anytime.”
“Thank you~”
Han Kyul must have been this kind of person.
A sweet, caring, kind and smiling boy.
“Ah- I’m almost there.”
We have arrived at the place where we always part.
“Ah- I’ll take you home. It’s already past ten.”
“Eh…?! No! It doesn’t matter! The roads here are not that dangerous.”
“That’s true, but… I’m worried because it’s a cruel world. Are you embarrassed?”
“Oh no! It’s not like that, but it’s because Han Kyul is on his way home. I’m sorry.”
“Not at all. If Eunha was a man and I was a woman, would Eunha take me there too?”
“Ah then… Can you take me to the main road over there?”
“Yes. Let’s go.”
It’s late, so it’s worth worrying about.
It must be natural…?
Being conscious of it made me feel awkward.
I need to talk about something.
“Oh really! Where did Han Kyul learn that?”
“Huh? What are you talking about?”
“Just assembling that computer! Most people don’t know about that.”
“I was taught to do anything myself, so I learned it while assembling it.”
“I think Hangyul knows a lot of strange things.”
“Really? Isn’t that normal?”
Han Kyul showed his face.
At that moment, their faces came closer and I took a step back.
“Evil-“
However, I tripped on a stone beak behind me and fell backwards.
At this rate, I was certain to fall down ridiculously.
“Ego- you have to be careful.”
However, Han Kyul grabbed my arm as it fell behind me.
I poured myself forward at Han Kyul’s action that pulled me forward.
I put my face on Han-gyul’s chest with a pop-like sound, and I ran out of Han-gyeol’s arms in a hurry.
“Ahahahaha…! Thank you!”
“No. It looks like I was surprised.”
“Well, then we are almost there! I’ll stop here!”
“Huh? Are you still there?”
“See you tomorrow!”
I ran forward as fast as I could.
It seems like this happens all the time when I’m with Han-gyeol.
Is it because they are often together?
During the night time, I came to a conclusion as to why I was worried…
But I still can’t deny it.
I don’t know what my own feelings are.
I wonder if the only feelings I felt for Han Kyul were really… Comfort and intimacy?