The Hero’s Brother Is Bound To Be Depressed chapter 132

132 – Summer

Before I was Ross, I was a writer who imagined this world.

A rich imagination was essential to convert what was happening in one’s head into writing. The characters in my head talk according to their personalities according to the situation.

If it was Roel, she would have said it with pleasure. If Flavia agrees with Bella, she won’t take it right away and tackle her with her grumpiness.

Ilya looks at her with a sullen expression, Rosalyn smiles awkwardly and shakes her chest.

In that way, I guessed the situation and wrote the story.

So it was important to fully understand the character in order to write naturally.

So I could understand Roel and guess what she was thinking.

I could understand why Flavia was mean to me, and I could understand why Bella had no qualms about killing people for Roel.

Because in my head, their actions were perfectly natural.

But Ellie was different. I thought I understood her. She had taken it for granted that she liked her brother more than the self-deprecating, inferior Ross.

But as time passed, I could not understand her behavior more and more.

The Ellie in my head lost her childhood friend Ross, and she became Roel’s lover, trained hard by Nelson, and was a passionate and cute junior who wanted to be of Roel’s help.

But now Ellie was different. Now, I couldn’t possibly predict Ellie’s behavior with her. She is desperately thinking about it, and even assuming the situation…. I couldn’t figure out what Ellie was feeling when she kissed me the day her brother and her lover were together.

And now, hearing the news that I was in the hospital room, Ellie’s pretty smile, saying that she bought chocolate for me, made me even more confused.

“They say this place is really good. Everyone lined up to buy it because it was handmade chocolate made by a very famous chocolate artisan. I have been standing in line for over an hour.”

While saying that, I unknowingly clenched my fist at the sight of Ellie handing out a box of chocolates.

“Why….”

“Huh?”

Seeing Ellie tilting her head with an innocent expression, I spit out a question.

“Why are you here?”

I wanted to ask. No, I wanted to ask. What was the reason for kissing me and making love with Roel?

What the hell was the meaning of that kiss, and why did you come to the hospital today?

A quick-witted Ellie would have understood the meaning of my words.

You must have found out from my cold voice that I didn’t welcome you.

But Ellie didn’t mind.

“Of course, I am very worried about Ross.”

I bit my lip at Ellie’s soft smile, as if it was her duty to visit her.

“Why… You worry about me.”

Ellie didn’t answer her question and turned her gaze to the window. Unlike me who was serious, Ellie smiled as if she was enjoying the current situation.

“The weather is nice today, should we eat together?”

“You… !”

If it wasn’t for Professor Joy who opened the door to the hospital room just in time, I would have poured out my emotions on Ellie.

He might have shouted and punched the wall with his fist as if threatening.

Professor Joy spoke with an expressionless face and a businesslike voice.

“If you wake up, leave the room.”

Thanks to that, I was able to manage to suppress my bursting emotions.

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“This is the club Ross created. Wow, isn’t this a great club room?”

She let out a sigh when she saw Ellie looking around the club room in wonder.

The reason Ellie was in the club room was simple. After leaving the hospital room, I wanted to continue the conversation.

So I proposed to Ellie, and as a condition of continuing her unfinished conversation, Ellie wanted the club room as a place to talk.

As if her sighting was over, she returned to the sofa, but Ellie changed her route again, out of my prediction, and suddenly lay down on her bed.

Lying on the bed where Aria often lay, Ellie was wearing a short skirt, not a school uniform, so her white thighs were clearly visible.

Are you trying to seduce me, or are you just not paying attention to me?

I looked away and said curtly, pretending not to know.

“I’ll bring you something to drink, so let’s sit down at the table and talk.”

“I hate it. You can have a good conversation even while lying down.”

Ellie, who was moving her head and adjusting the position of her pillow as if she was uncomfortable with her refusal of my offer, added her words in a playful way.

“Huh, Ross. It’s uncomfortable, but could you give me an arm pillow?”

Saying that, Ellie put her pillow aside, and I laughed out loud.

My suppressed emotions exploded at Ellie’s stare at me.

“You still want to play with me? Do you miss the good Ross you used to take advantage of?”

I asked Ellie in a low voice as if threatening.

“Hmm…. I want to know? Then give me an arm pillow Then, in the meantime, I will honestly answer any questions Ross asks.”

It was a sweet offer.

The only person who could clear my doubtful mind was Ellie, the person who made it.

But she had no desire to give Ellie her arm pillow. No, the truth is that I was afraid that I would be satisfied with it.

The one I love was Luna. I couldn’t accept that other emotions existed in me.

Persuadingly, Ellie spoke as if realizing that an answer would not come back.

“I’m not asking for a kiss like last time, all I asked for was an arm pillow. Just… You don’t have to think too hard.”

As if gunpowder was ignited, I couldn’t resist the momentary urge and spat it out.

“It barely makes sense to have an arm pillow in bed with her brother’s girlfriend.”

Ellie shut her mouth for a moment. She turns her head and stares blankly into my face, her obsidian eyes shining.

“… I thought you would like it more.”

It was an incomprehensible murmur. Ellie said before asking the meaning of the words.

“Still, give me an arm pillow like the old days. Please. It’s just the two of us, no one else here anyway, right?”

I frowned. Even if it’s like the old days, I don’t know the past that didn’t appear in the novel. It is also impossible to confirm whether Ross actually gave him an arm pillow.

But in order to get an answer to something, it might be natural to pay that price.

I have already risked my life for Luna’s love. I truly love Luna with all my heart.

Therefore, she wants to completely shake off Ellie, who is now her older brother’s lover. I don’t want the feelings I don’t want to stay in my memory for a long time.

In order to stay away from her Ellie, I must first fully understand her.

I thought to myself.

This is an action to get an answer without any selfishness, for Luna’s sake.

It could be that you hypnotize yourself. But what I wanted wasn’t hypnosis. It’s about using your indomitable courage.

After repeating it several times, a message appeared before my eyes that indomitable courage had been activated.

It felt like the blades of emotion that filled my heart were becoming dull.

I approached the bed Ellie was lying on. Although she was attractive, she did not feel any filthy feelings, such as lust or possessiveness.

All I wanted now was a complete understanding of Ellie.

She lay down next to Ellie. She tickles the tip of her nose with the scent of her strawberries she smelled on Ross yesterday. She tucked her arm under Ellie’s neck as she naturally did Luna.

Ellie, who held her head slightly up, rested her head comfortably as her arm settled into place.

Along with Ellie’s warmth, I felt a heavy weight on her arm. Suddenly, Luna’s concave back of the head came to mind. Did she get home well?

Ellie turned her sideways to look at me. We met eyes at a distance close enough that each other’s breath touched our chins.

A strange emotion flickered in Ellie’s eyes, which resembled her obsidian.

“It’s been a while. Looking at it like this.”

“Even if you said that, I don’t remember.”

It was not a cold voice. But it wasn’t even a caring voice. It was just a plain, emotionless voice telling the truth.

Ellie’s eyes are slightly watery, but I have no memory so I can’t relate. While Ellie managed her emotions, I calmly reviewed her plans.

You cannot ask questions spontaneously as they come to mind. If you don’t arrange what to ask in advance, you never know when Ellie will ask too much.

To get the answer you want, you have to ask questions that can lead to it.

After organizing my thoughts for a while, I looked into Eli’s eyes and asked.

“Do you really love your brother?”

The reason I asked was because I wanted to be Roel’s girlfriend, could I use an arm pillow with me in the same bed like this, and why did you kiss me while loving my older brother?

Perhaps she noticed that, Ellie smiled pretty at my words.

“I love you so much. It’s the first feeling I’ve ever felt. I’m happy just being with you, and I can’t stop laughing.”

Ellie answered without much hesitation. With a comfortable smile as if he sincerely loved Roel.

So I had no choice but to ask.

If those feelings were really sincere, what he did to me would be even more incomprehensible.

“If you really love your brother… You shouldn’t have kissed your brother.”

Ellie smiled bitterly at the words that stabbed her lungs. I kept saying

“And the day she kissed her brother, she shouldn’t have made love to her brother like that to make her feel guilty.”

Ellie’s eyes widened. It was surprising to me that I knew that.

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No, my guess was wrong. Ellie wasn’t surprised, just my words were unexpected.

Ellie raised her hand and gently stroked my cheek and said in a soft, soothing voice, like her child.

“Did that bother you? Foot, stupid. Don’t worry. I really love Roel, but… I haven’t had her physical love with Roel yet.”

Then, as if conveying a secret, he put his face close to my ear and spoke in a small voice as if whispering.

“Because I intend to give you my first.”

With those words, Ellie smiled innocently like a child.