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“Why are you making that expression?”
Lizzy, who was covering her naked body by picking up the pieces of her clothes that Fersen had torn off with her brute force, smiled mischievously as she looked at Fersen’s face, which seemed to be swirling with her complicated thoughts.
“I guess I’m the one who has to look sad at being treated so poorly.”
Even though the snow was melting and the buds were starting to ripen.
I was hugged by him on the bare floor that wasn’t even covered with a single piece of cloth, so my white buttocks and back were covered in quite a few scratches.
And the thick lumps of semen mixed with blood that flowed from between her crotches showed very well how violently he was pounding her vagina.
“If you don’t want to, you can kill me here with your own hands.”
When he takes possession of himself, the time he can live as a human being who feels emotions is one month.
I’m going to kill myself because of this, in a month from now.
All emotions were castrated, and he had to live a life relying on memories he could not sympathize with, and only knew how to act.
“It’s a trivial provocation…… “
At the sound of Lizzie’s voice bragging about something she could never choose, Fersen smiled bitterly and straightened her own disheveled clothes.
No, while she was tidying up, Fersen trembled slightly as he felt that his body was no longer stressed by the subtle symmetry.
Berthem Elquier Heruera has intact memories of having lived for eternity.
It would be normal for the symptoms of obsessive-compulsive disorder to be more severe than before.
Of course, she left the solution to the five gods.
Inferring from the current situation, Lizzy must have attributed that to herself as well.
“What are you doing?”
Lizzy spread her legs in a shallow manner, wiping away the blood and semen flowing from her crotch, then somewhat awkwardly brought her legs together and stretched out her hand towards Fersen.
“Hug me. “Because I can’t walk alone.”
Even though she created her own body again, the leg that was broken by him was left as is.
Lizzy giggled and looked up at Fersen.
“You probably don’t have time to relax like this.”
“I’ve never known you talk so much.”
“This is the first time I’ve seen how ugly and unsightly you are.”
Seeing her unwilling to say a single word, Fersen let out a faint sigh and slowly walked forward, lifting Lizzie’s small body into her arms.
Sureuk.
Then Lizzy, skillfully wrapping her hands around her own neck, buried her face in the crook of her neck and whispered in a low voice.
“Fersen.”
“…… “
“Someday…” … “
This is my first time seeing this body.
“The tears you shed…… “I really hope it’s because of me.”
Turn her head at an angle and see her purple eyes looking up at you.
Looking down at it clearly, Fersen answered in his characteristic, deep, low-pitched voice that was pleasant to listen to.
“That will never happen.”
“Yes. “I hope so.”
Although she didn’t like his strangely confident answer, Lizzie didn’t really bite her tail and closed her eyes.
In her memory, her own brother Loer said this.
She said she would appear to be the absurdity of a man named Fersen von Schweig Brutein.
Of course, her own brother Loer never achieved it.
Now, he takes over that will and sets out on a lonely voyage…… He will live by becoming his irrationality.
Lifetime.
Beside him.
Until the moment of death.
Forever.
* * * * *
Ttogak.
Lizzy, who has already fallen asleep in her arms, lets out a sighing sound.
How can he look so calm and weak?
What she couldn’t afford was herself, not her.
And then, back at the center of the Elialta Canyon, Ferzen looked at the corpses of Ernes Empire soldiers lying nearby and slowly decomposing with a faint look, and then explosively radiated a tremendous amount of magical power.
On the surface, it is a divine status that far exceeds the level of Apollyon.
Yes, even if it is temporary.
Now, after 25 years of life, the obstacle called obsessive-compulsive disorder that he could never overcome has been resolved.
He has reached the next level of Apollyon, the level of Termiel.
Soon, the body of Ernes Imperial Army, controlled by his magical power, rises from its place.
Because the corpses were so decomposed that no part of them was healthy, the amount of magical energy required for the ministry was naturally high.
Fersen was willing to endure it and rallied them behind him.
And then he takes a step forward and chants.
“Let’s go.”
Yours.
No, to our hometown.
* * * * *
Uriel, who had been confined to his barracks ahead of his final battle, cupped his face with both hands.
Is it because I cried for such a long time?
The voice was drowned.
No more tears come out.
I wanted to drive away this sadness with the help of alcohol.
She couldn’t do that because of the child growing in her stomach, and in the end, Uriel had to fully face the frustration and pain that the fact that Fersen had died brought about.
I had a bad feeling from the moment I encountered the main force that was retreating too early and unscheduled, but I desperately denied it.
In the end, that anxiety became a fait accompli, and for an instant, Uriel’s will to live was completely broken.
Uriel Wayne Dana Alfred.
A woman who was born into the world and grew up for only one man, for one man, and for one man.
He, who was her identity, died, so in reality, she was alive, but she was no different from being dead.
The first option to follow him and commit suicide engulfed my mind……
The reason I am still alive is because of the child in my stomach.
Is this why mothers are said to be the strongest in the world?
On top of the ruins of everything that has collapsed, a fragile support that holds itself together in a precarious manner.
Uriel, who was barely able to lean on her stumbling body, had a sad expression on her face.
Without you.
You can only exist as a mother for your child.
I really didn’t want a future like that.
Nevertheless, Yuri El could not let go of her future.
Because this child he was carrying was the only trace of him left to him.
* * * * *
In front of Uriel’s barracks.
After giving up trying to go inside, Laura turned around and looked up at the clear sky.
For a subject who has become so weak.
What was the consideration of not telling Euphemia the news of Fersen’s death?
Isn’t this a situation where you need to take care of yourself before considering others?
“…… “
Of course, while thinking that way, Laura fully understood and sympathized with Uriel’s motivation for his actions.
No matter how jealous or jealous you were.
In the end, she loved one man equally.
So, even if it is only a short time, even if it is an illusion.
I guess she wants to leave her in the world where her Fersen live.
The sadness and pain they felt while living in a world where he was already dead was so harsh.
‘Damn baby.’
If this is going to happen, why did you give yourself hope?
‘Why…… ‘
Did you teach me about love?
If you live a life where you can’t even become a widow.
It would have been much better for her to die by his own hands and let her live as a witch.
Not much time left until the full moon appears.
Laura felt that it was all really pointless.
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Ttogak.
Elizabeth, who had safely joined her main unit and completed her preparations, looked at herself in front of her mirror.
Why is it so awkward to see him wearing a sword at his waist?
Suddenly, a laugh comes out of her mouth.
But when her sorrowful cries were about to pour out to cover them up, Elizabeth reflexively bit her lip.
Once again, they stand on top of Brutein’s sacrifice.
What qualifications do you have to feel so relieved and cry out in such sadness?
We also deserve to commemorate his death.
You have the right to feel pain over his death.
It will never be allowed by their imperial family.
Because of this, Elizabeth whips herself to improve her expression, and with only her firm determination in her eyes, she looks at herself reflected in the mirror……
As expected, every time that happens, her quivering lips and contorted face somehow let out the sadness that had seeped into her.
Then Elizabeth took her steps and closed the door to her barracks, then sat down helplessly on the cot and lowered her head.
“Hmm…… Town!”
Elizabeth, princess of the Ernest Empire.
With that status, you have no right to commemorate his death or feel pain over his death.
She fell in love with her man named Fersen von Schweig Brutein.
Even though it was a love that could not come true, she developed that feeling little by little ── If Elizabeth was just a woman.
Doesn’t she feel pain over his death and deserve to commemorate his death?
The only remnant of the man named Fersen that was left to her was this feeling.
If love is so cruel that we cannot even trace this feeling, then the world must be so cruel.
“Fersen…… “
As a pillar of the empire and a loyal subject of the empire, you may indeed be a good man……
“Fersen…… “
As a man, you are truly a bad man.
* * * * *
March.
Spring without him.
Without even time to commemorate it.
The Elmark Imperial Army arrives, trying to trample on the season.