253─Return
Darkness engulfing the sky.
The moon hanging next to him.
And below, a man who had been lying alone in the El Alta Canyon using his blanket all night began to slowly open his eyes.
“…… “
I returned to this world that I had longed for so much.
In fact, Fersen had no appreciation whatsoever when looking at the night sky full of stars.
No, he didn’t exactly have any sentiments.
The only things that invade my mind are the one-dimensional thoughts of the harsh hard floor and the cold wind blowing.
Sureuk.
When I got up and looked around, there were clear traces showing that the war did not end here.
In particular, the faint light seen sparsely beyond is probably the new camp of the Elmark Empire, which finally occupied the El Alta Canyon and used it as a bridgehead.
“Who are you——!”
“…… “
“Reveal your identity!”
As the security guards, who had expanded their range and patrolled the surrounding area, returned to their camp, they spotted Ferzen under the faint moonlight and raised their voices.
Fersen stared at them without saying a word, then swept down his altar and took Isabel’s body out of subspace.
“Ah…… “
Bright silver hair blowing in the wind.
The beautiful appearance, which did not change even though it was already a dead body, instantly fascinated the soldiers, but it was soon replaced by a startling shock.
A rare witch who will go down in history, with beauty that is worthy of being called the color of Gyeonggukji.
And the one who ministers to the witch’s body—a man wearing a uniform with a scale symbol engraved on it.
“Boo, obviously…” … Lord, I would have died…… ?”
Yes, they are supposed to be in the underworld, but why do they exist in this world?
I was confused by the incomprehensible contradiction and began to walk backwards.
But soon, as if to calm the confusion, a powerful flash of light appears, tearing through the darkness……
Pajik──!
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When that moment passed, the only thing that was there was the blackened floor and the smell of coal that made the person who smelled it feel uncomfortable.
「It’s an attack! 」
Of course, the sound of that magic power.
There was no way the enemy could not have seen the thunderbolts firing fiercely around them.
Flames begin to appear little by little around the El Alta Canyon, dispelling the darkness that has fallen.
“…… “
The time that passed in the underworld was half a day.
The time that passed in this world was 27 days.
The first meeting that filled the month-long gap was with the Elmark Imperial Army, armed with pure hostility.
* * * * *
Dong comes to mind.
Morning comes brightly.
And Ferzen, who was standing in the middle of the Elmark Imperial Army’s camp that had been reduced to ashes, wiped the bright red blood from his cheek.
As they attacked, he tried to respond, but he felt a clear sense of discomfort as he did not move even though he had personally killed so many people.
In particular, his memories told him that he had to quickly turn towards the Ernest Empire, but the urgency and nervousness contained in those memories were not conveyed to this body.
As if emotions have dried up.
Uriel.
Laura.
Euphemia.
Jeremiah.
Even all the memories intertwined with the imperial family of the Ernest Empire.
As if I was observing it from a third person’s perspective, I felt a sense of distance that was so far away that I couldn’t reach it.
‘I see.’
This is the effect of Lizzy interfering with herself by twisting the causal law.
Finch!
And the moment she realized that, Fersen was able to feel emotions for the first time in this body since she returned to this world.
It was also an attraction that felt like she was longing for her other half.
At the same time, she also had a fierce attachment that she could never lose.
Maybe that’s why Fersen goes in the opposite direction.
About a month ago in this world, she walked to the place where she had said goodbye to Lizzie.
* * * * *
The cold winter is slowly fading away.
March tells us that a bright spring is coming.
The snow-covered snow field presents a land ripe with new buds, implying that the relationship that ended here will be renewed.
“Ha…… Pfft!”
In fact, Ferzen, who had walked, or rather ran, following the traces of Lizzy who had announced her end there, fell to her knees, feeling pain as if her lungs were being torn open.
How long has she been running without sleeping?
His clothes were full of dust, and his distinctive black hair was disheveled and unsightly, giving him the appearance of an unsightly dog.
But Fersen was confident that his choice was not wrong.
Because right in front of your eyes, under the tree where spring is about to emerge.
Because Lizzy, who was sitting quietly, was looking at him.
“What will your first appearance be like when you return to this world and stand in front of me…… “I was always dreaming about it while waiting here.”
“…… “
“The unsightly and ugly look suits you much better than I imagined.”
Before we say goodbye, where does the miserably broken image go?
Lizzie, staring at herself with her neat clothes and unique purple eyes, and showing off her sneer with her bewitching red lips, makes fun of her.
But rather than frowning at her voice, Fersen lifted her tired body up, walked closer to her, and grabbed her delicate wrist as if crushing it.
Seeing her like this, right in front of her nose, and touching her makes me feel it even more clearly.
Her
Her own body is craving her and her urges.
It was a very primal desire, almost like a survival instinct, which easily exceeded the three major human desires of appetite, s*xual desire, and sleep desire.
“Eup!”
After looking at it completely, Fersen lowered her head and greedily kissed Lizzy’s lips.
If you have to resist her man, how to resist.
If you have to respond to a company, how should you respond?
She forcibly opens the lips of a woman who knows nothing about such things, looks at her teeth, and teases her flesh.
There was no feeling of consideration at all.
An act of making something to crave her pure self, her existence.
Without bothering to suppress her rising discomfort, Lizzy threw her head back.
“Hmph!”
Then, the large hand that was holding her own hands instantly grabbed her hair and firmly supported the back of her head.
There is no place to run to.
I don’t really have the will to run away.
What is he so afraid of?
Overwhelmingly, despite the size difference, I act desperately and tie my body tightly.
Clearly, it is Ferzen who is in control.
Rather, it was Lizzy who was relaxed and laughing at him.
Fighting!
Soon her clumsy hands tore off her clothes and made her erect.
Fersen’s lips went further down and touched the nape of her neck and small breasts.
The ugly penis is sticking out of the pants and giggling……
Jjibub!
He roughly tore at her cute pink pussy and dug deep into her, devouring her.
Everything you feel during the process, including body temperature, scent, heartbeat, and warmth.
He begins to wake up everything that was forcibly locked away.
The pain of struggling with obsessive-compulsive disorder and the frustration of having no choice but to compromise with it.
The sense of urgency, nervousness, and anxiety I felt through the existence of Ciel Midford.
Her possessiveness towards Euphemia, who had become her only tranquility and her sanctuary, and the love she realized through her.
The affection she had for Uriel, who had devoted her entire life to her.
She felt a sense of kinship with Laura, who had similar pain to her own.
Family love through Jeremiah, who proudly looked upon him as his younger brother even though he was the family’s sore finger.
Even though I was not good at it, I relied on it and devoted myself to living up to its expectations—loyalty to the imperial family.
Yes, 25 years.
All the emotions contained in her memories that she felt while living as a person named Fersen.
It begins to be completely engraved on his body.
And finally……
What did you forget?
What did he lose?
What did you think of?
What did you get back?
Fersen, who clearly realized this, yearned for Lizzy even more.
Crash!
“Ahh! Ah…… Black!”
And in the midst of the intercourse, where there is no exchange of emotions at all, Lizzy, who is letting out a pain-suppressed moan, looks at Fersen, who is shaking her waist more ugly than ever, and wraps both hands around his neck, holding her neck. Pulled.
“Ugh…… ! Flaw…… Ah…… hahahaha!”
By twisting the causal law, the newly created body once again gave him the virgin.
The vagina, which is stuffed into a hideous beast of such an absurd size, is unable to resist at all and is treated like a tool, causing a pitiful amount of blood……
Lizzie, looking at him so closely, did not feel any pain at the sight of his expression, which looked like a starving beetle wolfing down food.
Only a clear sneer appears above the face frowning in pain.
Kkuguk!
“Wow…… !”
Formalness.
Courtesy.
Without dignity.
As if he still desperately wants her and feels that he is lacking, he pushes his ugly body forward roughly and puts pressure on her uterus.
Although Lizzy felt the discomfort of his lower abdomen bulging, she wrapped her two slender legs around his waist and hugged him.
It’s like throwing something you ate to a beggar begging for food, a mocking consideration that encourages you to crave as much as you can.
Hold on!
Kkuguk!
Soon, when the position became much more comfortable for intercourse, Fersen put his full weight on it without hesitation.
Kud!
That action gradually causes the front part of the monster – the tip of the glans – to enter the uterus, which is originally inviolable.
“Ha…… ! “Tsk!”
The feeling of the vagina embracing the base, and the intense tightening that penetrated into the uterus and was transmitted to the glans hanging there, was a type of pleasure that could not be described in words.
Fersen was panting ungainly and his whole body was shaking.
And it seems like he won’t miss that sight of Fersen……
Sureuk.
Lizzy tightened the hand that was wrapped around his neck and brought his face closer, capturing Fersen’s unsightly appearance very clearly in her violet eyes.
It may have been a struggle to regain the emotions that had been emptied until now.
Lizzy felt quite satisfied, as her current appearance was purely struggling with the pleasure of s*xual desire.
This is both Uriel and Euphemia.
It would be an experience I would not have dared to give to him.
In terms of the physical structure of a human being.
Because this is an impossible area to begin with.
Is this the second and only memory that only he and himself can share?
“Aha.”
Suddenly, Lizzy bursts into laughter and carefully strokes Fersen’s cheek.
How can each other imprint only ugly and shallow experiences on the other?
Of course, that was not the reason why even his own womb was transformed into a tool of pleasure for a man.
Just……
I just wanted to see Ferzen so ugly and disheveled.
I’m crying!
Soon, Lizzy giggled and let out a faint moan as his monster, which had settled into her womb, began to excrete thick seed with a strong pulsation without any loss.
“Ah…… “
A hot sensation as if I had been burned, rising from my bulging lower abdomen.
And the feeling of fullness and heaviness as if every space was filled.
When I think of his semen bubbling around inside my womb, a reflexive feeling of disgust arises……
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Lizzy lay down comfortably underneath him, catching her breath and showing a beautiful, sarcastic smile.
By this time, he must have realized it too.
What did he change by twisting the causal law?
He returned to the ideal by twisting the causal law and what kind of being he had become to him.
Yes, if the human life of Fersen is everything to him.
A woman named Lizzy was the passage and key that allowed Fersen to exist as a human being.
It may be cruel to say that everything in life is just one man’s lighthouse on the topic of living life to the fullest.
This was atonement for my indecisive wait-and-see attitude, and a choice I made with my own will.
The dirtiest, ugliest, cowardly, most despicable dedication in the world.
It was her repayment and tribute to the villain who was most passionate and devoted to her.
“Fersen.”
“…… “
“My villain.”
No.
Forever.
“You remain my villain.”
So that you can do that.
“Because I will be by your side until the moment I die.”
Continuing human life through yourself.
At the same time, the life of a villain is also sustained.
For him, Lizzy became the only thing for everything.
For Lizzy, he became everything for the one and only thing.
Iroso……
The distorted balance is now in balance.