[Side Story] Lizzy Paul Liana Luerg – Love and Hate
Although they sleep together periodically, they sleep together once a month to regain the feelings engraved in their memories. I’ve never really had a relationship unless it was mixed……
“…… “
It is no different from inertia that was created over several years, not even a day or two.
Fersen had no idea that Lizzy had broken her tie herself.
It was surprising that her insight had improved enough to see through her own thoughts, and it also made her feel uncomfortable that there was someone else who brought out her thoughts out loud.
There would be no need for her to think about it.
According to Fersen’s standards, there was only one person who was adept at reading ugly emotions – Corleone, the old monster of the Alfred family.
“What are you doing? “Since when did you make such a fuss about having the right to veto or something?”
“Lizzy.”
“Wouldn’t it be much better for me to brutally violate my wife, who was almost pregnant, than to commit suicide like this and suffer from obsessive-compulsive disorder again and live as an empty, emotionless shell?”
Fersen put down the tie he was holding and smiled bitterly as she immediately blocked her escape route.
“It’s so amazing.”
“…… “
“It wasn’t until I came here that I realized that you could show a smile with so many different emotions.”
Listening silently to her bitter, sarcastic taunts, Fersen followed her wishes, took off her clothes, and climbed onto her bed.
An upper body with broad shoulders and a considerable amount of fine muscles, unlike those of a warlock.
The lower body also had appropriate muscles on the long legs, showing that it was a superior male to anyone looking at it……
“Aha.”
Unable to contain her s*xual excitement, Lizzie let out a small sneer as her flaccid penis lost its balance.
But rather than feel her shame, Fersen bent down and gently touched Lizzie’s cheek and placed a gentle kiss on the nape of her neck.
Her every move was filled with deep consideration, and anyone could see that it was her husband who cherished his wife. However, Lizzy’s eyes were full of disgust that she could not hide as she touched her skin with Fersen. .
“Okay. “In a way, pretending to be a good husband and engaging in foreplay with me is disgusting and dirty.”
But.
“You won’t lose anything this way, right?”
Lizzie held Ferzen’s face in her delicate hands and made him look down at her, then she wrapped her hands around the back of his neck and pulled him towards her.
The faces were so naturally close that one could clearly feel each other’s breathing, and the red and purple eyes that contained each other’s images were entangled with conflicting emotions.
In her decadent mood, Lizzy first pressed her lips together, then stuck out her own tongue and gently licked the dentition of her Fersen……
Click!
When Fersen opened his mouth after her and tried to respond to her, she bit her lip roughly.
“…… “
Her sharp pain spread clearly, but Ferzen did not let out a single moan.
“…… “
Lizzie also wasn’t the least bit surprised by the taste of her own blood seeping into her mouth.
She simply licked her own lips, which were as red as her rouge, and then caressed Fersen’s cheek while showing off her charming smile.
Fersen realized that this was her final warning without Lizzy even saying it directly……
Squeak──!
The bed with the two people on it shook quite roughly.
* * * * *
A night when the rain subsided and even the sunset in the sky disappeared.
Lizzie looked at Fersen, who was panting and strangling her, and showed a crooked smile.
Her breasts, which had swelled considerably due to the effects of her pregnancy, were clearly exposed, and among the vivid teeth marks carved along her areolas, the abused nipples were pathetically swollen and busy twitching.
However, despite such violations.
Lizzy tightened Fersen’s hideous body.
Because her body was capable of providing extraordinary sensations simply in terms of s*xual pleasure, she imbued Lizzie with a twisted joy that was difficult to suppress, as she was torn between desire and the hypocrisy of caring for her child. Did.
In particular, if he moves as if pulling up her inner flesh, tightens her bottom to prevent her genitals from escaping, and then places a vulgar kiss near the urethra in front of the settled uterine opening……
Quuk!
Fersen’s hand, which was gripping her own neck, became even stronger.
The desire to follow the pleasure that her body remembers and to bury the hideous object in her cervix and violate the female.
Ferzen was sweating while biting her lip tightly, trying hard to suppress her emotions.
Does that mean that the mask of hypocrisy is that strong?
Or is it that, even though she is an ugly villain, her child, who inherits her own blood, is just as precious to her?
Well, the answer wasn’t important.
Either way, it was a disgusting and contemptible answer.
Squeak.
Soon, the bed made a low noise.
As the monstrous creature that escaped outside began to clatter violently, spraying thick semen between her crotches, Lizzy stared at the ceiling of the room in silence for a moment.
The twisted joy I felt while watching Fersen panting during intercourse quickly disappeared like water droplets evaporating under the sunlight.
What remains as the body temperature cools is a very empty heart and intense self-loathing that is difficult to ignore.
Sureuk.
At that time, when Lizzie saw Fersen wiping her body with a clean cloth soaked in warm water, she looked away with a dull expression.
Have you ever thought that if you show kindness now, it will be more effective?
Immediately after he wiped his soiled body clean, he lay down next to her and pulled up the blanket, and Lizzy carefully turned to lie down on her side.
But his strong body clings snugly to her back, his thick forearms hug her, and his large hands gently massage her abused breasts.
“Would that unsightly woman, who was originally the owner of this estate, be tamed in this way?”
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“I don’t think you and her had a romantic start from the beginning. Locked in a cage with no family, no family, and no acquaintances. “You must have gone through a process of subordination that made you realize that the only person you can feel is the warmth of others.”
How.
“Was your self-love satisfying after achieving that?”
And.
“Do you think I would do that too?”
“…… “
“Your position as wife and mother of this child…… “Wishing you misfortune cannot replace the meaning of my life.”
Ferzen did not answer, but Lizzy continued steadfastly.
“Living like a human does not necessarily mean good things.”
No matter how much you praise life, the shadowy ugliness cannot be hidden.
Such duality would be the most accurate proof of what it means to be human.
Having completely covered up her sins, Fersen stood tall on the foundation of a happy life.
A purely happy life is an ideal, and would never be a life worthy of a human being.
So in what sense……
“If you really want to live a humane life, I might be the one who can help you the most.”
With those words, silence lingers, and the night deepens.
Fifty days later, Lizzy gave birth.
She was a beautiful daughter.
And Lizzy named her daughter Lobelia.
A campanula flower without petioles that looks like it bloomed by turning an egg upside down.
It is often used as a medicine to relieve asthma and bronchitis, but the flower language……
It was resentment, malice, crisis, and distrust.
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As a mother, Lizzy was clumsy at everything.
Although she received a lot of help from her maids for this, she nevertheless tried to hold the child in her arms as much as possible.
The deeper the bond between herself and her child, the more hateful the presence of her father will become as he abuses her beloved mother.
After finishing her thoughts, Lizzy held her writhing child in her arms and nursed her.
Jjung.
Given that the intensity of sucking the breast is not strong, does this mean that the breast milk is coming out better than expected?
Lizzie held her small hand in her eyes as her baby buried her face in her breast and sucked eagerly at her breast.
A few strands of red hair, so sparse that it would be embarrassing to even call it her hair.
It was a characteristic that made her think that this was definitely her child who inherited her own blood……
Strangely enough, her eye color was like obsidian, not similar to either herself or Fersen.
She tried to sarcastically make her remarks to Fersen based on this fact, but she did not get the response she expected.
Her Fersen For her part, she knew that Lizzy had no other man with whom she had mixed her body than herself.
Although her eye color was influenced by genes, she knew from Lee Seo-jin’s memories that she had a larger melanin area.
“…… “Mom, I think she’s lucky.”
Lobelia’s appearance does not seem to be strongly influenced by Fersen.
It gave Lizzie a sense of comfort, and at the same time, a sense of security that might have weakened the bond between her father and daughter in her inability to find common ground between herself and her father.
Yes.
Not only the way to raise children, but also the way to attach affection to them……
She was clumsy, clumsy, and ugly at everything.