[Side Story] Lizzy Paul Liana Luerg – Love and Hate
Ferzen, who held his convulsing daughter Lobelia in his arms, laid her down on the bed and turned to her side. I turned my body around.
Then soak a cloth in cold water and gently wipe the body.
Febrile convulsions that occur in children under 6 years of age are one symptom that can prove meningitis.
Of course, they were not necessarily accompanied, and this result occurred in about 24 out of 100 people.
Sure enough, after about 10 minutes, Lobelia’s tremors subsided and her breathing returned to normal.
From the time she heard that her child had meningitis, she could not panic because she had read information and papers about it, but Lizzie, who did not know the fact, barely managed to get her body to her feet and into a wheelchair. I sat her down and entered her room.
“It will be okay now. “I’ll call the doctor and ask him to inject additional fever reducers.”
Fersen passes by Lizzie and is about to go out her door.
However, Lizzie’s hand holding her sleeve desperately conveyed her fear and fear that had not subsided to Fersen.
She tried to tell him that her seizures had already stopped and that she didn’t need to worry anymore, but……
“Yes.”
Fersen, who did not do so, had her maids call her doctor, and she stayed by Lizzy’s side.
Afterwards, the doctor who arrived at her call closely examined the condition of her lobelia, mixed fever-reducing medication into her sap, and left the room.
“The doctor said it was just a single seizure, so she should get some sleep together with Lobelia.”
Consoling rather than consoling, Fersen squatted down with the ointment effective for abrasions that he had received from the doctor leaving the room.
Lizzie’s knee, perhaps injured in the process of falling, was covered in black bruises along with her blood scabs……
Sigh.
After gently spreading her ointment on top of her, Fersen lifted her up and turned her back.
Ttogak.
And Lizzie, who was watching Fersen’s back, started whispering without realizing it, but in the end, she didn’t know what to say, so she watched her door close blankly and saw her daughter sighing quietly. Lie down carefully next to .
“Phew, ugh…” … !”
She thought there were no more tears to shed or cries to let out.
The ugly mother’s sobs lingered faintly throughout the room.
* * * * *
4:25 PM.
When Lobelia woke up from her sleep, she realized that she was being held in her mother’s arms and raised her head.
Just one glance at her shows her mother falling asleep, breathing feebly with a face full of fatigue.
Lobelia, who had been touching her mother’s face with her small hands, felt sorry for her and buried her face in her chest and rubbed her cheek.
The pleasant smell that wafts out every time the luxurious cloth covering the soft breasts gets tangled on the cheeks full of breasts.
Lobelia, who had been immersed in her mother’s body odor, soon felt a hand stroking her hair and pulled her face away.
“Mom…… Are you sick?”
“No…… “Mom, it doesn’t hurt.”
Perhaps her condition had improved a lot, but when she saw Lobelia, who was quite lively and twitching, Lizzie seemed to be relieved of her fatigue, even though she had not been able to sleep for a while.
The more it happened, the more Lizzy wondered how fleeting her stubbornness had been, and she felt an indescribable sense of guilt and self-destruction.
She herself is delighted to see her child healthy and smiling, incomparable to the joy she felt when Fersen was suffering.
The flower she had once watered to pick had taken root in her own heart, replacing the meaning of her life as living for her revenge.
Is that why?
Lizzy stroked Lobelia’s hair and opened her mouth.
“Dad…… “I went there.”
Finch!
Rather than being happy, Lobelia slightly trembled with her small body.
However, given that her mother brought up the story first, she gradually lost any sign of attention to her and smiled brightly, “Really?” It is asked back.
“Okay…… Her father will come to see Lobelia again later…… “
She still feels a sense of rejection at the fact that Fersen’s image as reflected by her daughter is not wrong.
However, as long as her daughter was happy, Lizzy thought that it would not matter if her stubbornness crumbled, so she hugged Lobelia tightly.
It was truly a long wandering, a long round and round trip.
At the end, Lizzy finally decided on her direction and took a step forward.
Lizzy Paul Liana As a mother who buries her stubbornness as Claudia in her heart and wishes for her daughter’s happiness……
It is to accept the life of Lizzy Paul Liana Luerg.
* * * * *
“Ah!”
True to her mother’s words, Lobelia’s heart was pounding when her father came to visit after dinner.
She had a lot to say, but when she saw Fersen in front of her, her small, hesitant lips could not open.
“Ugh…… “
Her father’s large hand resting on her forehead.
Although her touch was quite cold, she did not dislike it, so when a large hand came down to her cheek, Lobelia instinctively rubbed her cheek full of milk.
She then raises her upper body and spreads her arms as her desire suddenly arises.
No, she definitely tried to spread her arms, but she was so embarrassed that she couldn’t and just lowered her head.
However, Ferzen, who had already learned from Carla and Linea, read Lobelia’s intentions and put her hand between her armpits and embraced her in his arms.
At first, Lobelia was confused and didn’t know what to do, but she soon regained her composure when her large hand gently patted her back.
“Ah, Dad…… “
I guess it’s because it’s an unfamiliar word that I rarely say.
Lobelia’s voice was too quiet to be heard, but Fersen, who managed to hear it, responded kindly.
“Okay. Lobelia.”
“Ah, Dad…… !”
As if that answer was a catalyst, Lobelia, smiling brightly even though she was crying, stretched out her hands and hugged Fersen’s neck.
The embrace of her father, whom she had never been held in since birth.
A feeling of warmth and happiness that cannot be compared to the feeling she felt with her snowman.
Lobelia was held in Fersen’s arms for a very long time, feeling as if her affection, which she had always lacked and which Lizzy as her mother could not fill, was being filled.
Yes.
A very long time.
Until I fall asleep……
* * * * *
“…… “
Looking down at her deeply sleeping daughter, Lobelia, Fersen bent down and laid her down on her bed.
But her tiny hands were tightly gripping her own collar, so she had to carefully straighten her fingers one by one.
And Lizzie, who had been silently watching Fersen like that, eventually opened her mouth when he turned his back.
“Sleep…… No, it’s okay.”
She said she could go to sleep, she tried to say that.
Apart from accepting that she is her mother, I think it takes more time for him to accept that she is her husband and that she is his wife.
“When the lobelia is fully healed…… “Come visit me.”
Because of this, Lizzy changed her business.
At first glance, it may not seem like a big deal, but Fersen sensed what kind of determination Lizzy had in store from that single word……
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“Okay. “Once Lobelia is fully healed, I will reserve a day for you.”
After answering with sincerity, I left the room.
* * * * *
Ten days have passed.
Lobelia, who was completely healed, no longer stayed in the annex, but moved her small legs and arrived in front of Fersen’s office.
She then asked her maid to open her door, but when her maid, who had a troubled expression on her face, hesitated and smiled wryly……
“Ah, Dad!”
I call Fersen quite loudly.
When Fersen was in her office, it was Euphemia and Uriel who had warned Carlea and Linea not to look for her father, and she also wanted to give Ferzen full attention when she was doing her work. Did not make any special exceptions.
Tingle.
As if Lobelia was an exception, when the sound of her bell was heard from inside her, the maid grabbed her doorknob, which Lobelia could not reach even when she raised her tiptoes, and returned it.
Immediately afterwards, Lobelia runs over to Odo and settles down on Fersen’s lap.
“It will be time to take a nap in a little while…… “Wouldn’t your mother be looking for you?”
“Ugh. “There is still time.”
As her small lips spoke clearly and without the slightest slurry, Fersen stroked Lobelia’s head as if he was amazed.
“It’s a little messy.”
I wonder if he came here after playing.
Looking at her unkempt hair, Fersen put down the pen she was holding, took out her comb from her subspace, and skillfully combed Lobelia’s red hair.
Lobelia hums her song at the pleasant touch and wiggles her cute hand.
Even though Fersen combed her hair, Lobelia did not even think about getting off his lap. She was hugged tightly by Fersen and watched him quietly process her documents.
“…… “
It felt good just to be held in her father’s wide and large arms, but as a child, it was not boring, so Lobelia, who yawned at the rush of energy, nodded her head and continued to sleep in her arms. I bury my face and fall into a sweet sleep.
Fersen, who was watching her work, also noticed the change in Lobelia and stopped holding her hand for a moment and gently patted her slender back.
She then got up and left her office, passed through her long corridors, and entered the room where her Lizzie would be.
Is it because the eye contact was quite uncomfortable and awkward?
Fersen laid Lobelia down on her bed while looking at Lizzy, who quickly turned her head to the side.
But even if she didn’t say much, she remembered the conversation from that day, which she decided to spend some time with once Lobelia was completely cured……
“Lizzy. “Can it be done today?”
Her hint asks her about her doctor.
“…… “
Lizzie did not answer at all, but Fersen left her room after seeing her weakly nodding her head.
There is still a lot of time left until evening, but is it an illusion that I feel like the sun is setting particularly quickly today?
As she walked, Ferzen calmly recalled the feel of Lobelia remaining in her arms.