In the name of God (15)
Yuan could not fully comprehend the situation.
Is that ailing older sister looking at herself with a servile expression, or is she weeping with tears around her eyes?
Why did she sometimes shrug her shoulders while looking at Leonhard, a mere human being?
It was difficult for her to comprehend such an unusual situation with her head.
Still, one thing was certain: it was his own feelings that were dimly blooming.
“Sorry… ? Mi, did you say sorry?”
Did she really know and tell me how painful it was, how hard and scary it was.
The black and sticky emotions that had been pooling in my heart boiled over at once, as if I had finally found an outlet for myself.
“… Gee, so far… ”
Yuan raised his trembling hands and stood up from his seat.
Her shadow fell over the kneeling Neftam’s head.
“Ah, while making it painful… Hey, come now… Come now!”
Yuan hit Neftam with a poorly clenched fist.
Neftam’s body bounced a little after being hit on the head by her hand.
“Come now! Come now!”
A series of weak hand gestures that appeared to be almost struggling crashed into Neftam’s body.
“Ugh… . oops… !”
Neftam, grinning at this, closed his eyes and crouched down.
No matter how weak the gesture, it was powerful enough for Neftam’s body, which was not using his power as a god.
She was the older sister who was always on top of her.
Protecting you, as you said.
After all, the one who didn’t even come when he was burned to death.
“Kye, duh, keep using it! Treat me like an idiot!”
“Wow!”
“Oh, sister, whatever you want… ! like a toy… !”
“sorry… Aww!”
It was so good to see her sister, who was so mean to her, squirm at her.
I’ve always dreamed of a day like this. It was something that I had been confined to my room and dreamed of.
“Sister, sister… ! come now… ! If you say sorry!”
Then, the wrong hand scratched Neftam’s ear, and blood splattered.
Red blood flowed down the thin neckline.
Seeing this, Yuan was startled and stopped the hand he was about to strike.
Seeing her crying sister, she saw her properly for the first time in her vision, which had been clouded with anger.
“ha… ugh… !”
He was crouching down and clutching his head. A groaning sound of frightened breathing escaped from her.
When I looked closely, not only my ears were swollen, but my face was swollen with my fists.
I’ve hated her for a really long time now, and that’s how much I really liked her before.
In Yuan’s eyes, the older sister, who had always shone brilliantly, now seemed weak and ephemeral for some reason.
In an instant, the strength in Yuan’s tightly clenched hands was released.
But she soon gnashed her teeth.
‘Hey, I can’t stop here.’
I don’t know when this opportunity to take revenge on my sister will come again or not.
No, it won’t come again with a high probability.
Then, where should these feelings that have been stagnant for a long time go?
Even the fragments of pain that had been sticking together for so long were still unresolved.
Anything more. A little more to loosen up the minutes.
“Me, I hate my sister so much!”
Yuan slammed his hand once more.
At that moment, a large hand grabbed Yuan’s skinny wrist.
“Stop it now.”
He spoke nonchalantly and looked down at Yuan.
Her heart felt like it would stop.
She had forgotten about Leonhard’s existence for a while. It was because his vision was blurred with anger and sadness.
“oh… ah… eww… ”
Her sense of reality returned in an instant, and her talk grew chilly.
The frightened Yuan’s upper body shrank slightly.
‘Well, come to think of it, why is Leonhard here? hee… Hey, didn’t you come to kill me for the last time?’
The frightened Yuan wept weakly.
I felt like my wrists would break at once if he wanted to.
‘I, the bad person who stole Elin from me. Bad… ‘
Leonhardt stared at her for a moment as she was out of breath.
He was also a person who occupied a corner of resentment inside Yuan.
However, that resentment was hidden behind a thick layer of fear.
Golden eyes pierced her sharply.
And soon, a friendly voice that I didn’t expect to come out of his mouth flowed.
“Your hand will hurt too.”
His hand, which had been tickling her wrist, covered Yuan’s small hand.
As he applied force to the small fist with red and blue scars, the curled fingers creaked open.
I felt a sharp pain along with the dent marks as if my fingernails had been driven into my flesh.
“I know you’re not feeling well enough. But when are you going to finish it like that?”
What he took out of his pocket was a small piece of paper.
“Hey… ”
Seeing the bell, Neftam clutched his chest as if having a seizure. It was distinctly different from the way he used to scream suppressed while being hit.
The severely shaking pupils and the whitened complexion were desperate.
Her breathing started to get rough.
Leonhardt looked at her and made a sound like a child’s soothing sound.
“You have to be quiet. You haven’t been forgiven yet.”
Neftam’s reaction to those words was so surprising.
Even in agony, she tried to stop her gasping by crouching down and covering her mouth.
Yuan’s tense gaze slowly moved away from her sister and moved back to Leonhard.
There was something certain about this.
That her changed appearance was made by this man.
A chilling goosebumps spread throughout his body.
She instinctively realized that the man in front of her was a very dangerous person.
“Uh, what did you do to your sister… Ha, did you?”
Yuan stammered and asked, shrinking.
In response to that question, the man writhed and made a sound of air escaping.
“I want to know?”
he whispered
It was a friendly voice.
She let out a quick breath through her lips.
I had a hunch that once I found out, there would be no turning back.
Whatever it was, it was clear that her sister had suffered very badly.
“Oh, no. Fine… ”
Yuan barely shook his head.
He only gave her an incomprehensible smile at her answer.
“okay. Better not to know. If you find out, it will only hurt your heart.”
He seemed really worried about Yuan.
Realizing again, he was definitely a pretty cool impression.
It might have been better had it not been for this unreal situation.
‘Oh, no. That, then this person will never meet me… ‘
Who will hold my hand
Dirty and ugly
‘And I guess I just really asked… ‘
His eyes sank deeply as he looked at Yuan, who lowered his head and glanced at him.
he said as he lifted the bell in front of her eyes.
“What are you going to do?”
Yuan’s gaze slowly moved from the bell to Neftam.
Neftam, who had collapsed on the floor, looked up at Leonhard and Yuan with a pale face.
When I was with my sister, I remembered that I was always there.
Insignificant, useless… It was such a person’s position.
“Please, please.”
Leonhard put the bell into her little hand without saying anything.
The paper in my small hand felt very cold.
Carefully clasping both hands holding a bell in front of her large breasts, she looked down at her sister.
“… sister.”
“Yes.”
My sister was looking up at herself with an unsightly expression.
The dim joy that bloomed inside of him didn’t know how to cool down.
dang-
I only rang the bell lightly, but she coughed with a more desperate expression than before.
When she heard the bell, as she did when her sister disappeared, she fluttered like a fish out of water.
“Haha… ugh… ”
Leonhardt was right.
Shaking the bell once was more effective than randomly swinging the fist.
My hands don’t even hurt.
Yuan waved the bell wildly and watched her sister’s reaction with cold eyes.
“Ouch… ! black… ! please… please… !”
My sister twisted her body painfully.
It was the same as the image of himself lying in bed, suffocating and having seizures at the occasional memory of the past.
okay. My sister was the same as me. stupidly
Always pretending to reign over the sky.
“I know… Stay with me.”
Yuan’s hand, which was shaking the bell, gradually slowed down.
Then she slowly knelt in front of her sister.
Neftam frantically crawled into Yuan’s arms.
It didn’t smell like sunlight that always came from my sister, but it smelled like tears.
It was the smell that had always permeated him.
“stop… Sorry… I was wrong. I was wrong. yuan. i really… ”
Yuan desperately rubbed her face against his chest, slowly brushing her hair.
The protruding little hair was untied by Yuan’s slender hand, creating a soft texture.
As a child, when she was crying, she copied the hand gestures her older sister made.
The nostalgia of the past, which came to me, changed like a watery reverberation and permeated my eyes.
“yuan… Please forgive.”
Seeing her sister desperately begging for her arms, Yuan felt a deep sense of satisfaction.
I wished she would look at herself more. I want you to act like you can’t live without me.
Perhaps unnie felt this feeling while looking at her past self.
Yuan put the bell from his hand.
With her slender arms, she hugged her with her face buried between her voluptuous breasts.
Neftam winced and drew in a breath.
For a while, she breathed softly and wet Yuan’s chest with tears.
“… yuan. Sorry.”
Yuan smiled precariously at the apology that flowed weakly along with a small cough.
“Yo, I didn’t forgive you.”
How painful it was, but with just this.
The things her sister did to her could not be forgiven for just this.
“… I’ll make it all pay off.”
“yes… yes. Okay.”
Yuan leaned the side of her head on Neftam’s head.
Then he slowly rubbed his face against her soft hair.
No matter how much she hated it, she was a blood relative and a sister she loved.
Even if it was love made for her.
She quietly listened to her sister’s sniffles in her arms.
That was when some time had passed.
“Neptam. I’m glad.”
“yes. Thanks to… thank you.”
Yuan realized the reality again after hearing Neftam’s slightly erratic thank you.
‘Bah, like an idiot… ‘
Yuan’s eyelids went up.
He must have been watching all the time, and a man’s shadow was hanging over Yuan and Neftam like a veil.
She slowly raised her eyes, met his golden eyes, and lowered them hurriedly.
“Hey, now… What do you want from us… ”
He was not the owner of this room now. It was this man in front of my eyes.
I was afraid that he might make strange demands.
What if your body asks for it? Nope. Idiot. think carefully. It won’t happen.
You’re not even pretty…
“I know.”
Leonhard’s gaze landed on her face.
She tugged at her long hair and hurriedly hid her face.
Leonhardt looked at her in a puzzled way for a moment as she dared to hide her pretty face.
‘Am I afraid?’
I didn’t mean to threaten you.
In the first place, what she wanted was simple.