80 – Trial
“…I don’t like…! I don’t like that…”
Screaming like that, I hurriedly got out of bed.
When I looked out the window, it was already morning, and again- the pajamas I was wearing were all covered with sweat.
It’s too cold, probably because I fell asleep with the air conditioner on. So I covered the blanket up to my chin… And warmed myself up slowly.
My blood pressure has been weak since I was born, so when I wake up in the morning, my body is down and my head is dizzy… If I don’t warm up like this, getting out of bed is a chore.
I looked around my room while slowly touching my arms and legs with my hands.
It’s an unfamiliar ceiling.
I’m getting used to it little by little, but still… I think it will take a lot of time to get used to it.
The standard of living has been upgraded by more than a few steps – if a child who had never been able to walk all of a sudden suddenly gained the ability to run 100m in 11 seconds, he would of course find it very difficult to adapt to life..?
Me too.
She didn’t have this kind of luxury when she lived with her mother and father, but her grandfather ..? Staying at that person’s house- I can sleep in a nice place like this…
– Smart!
“…Yes come in”
“Lady, let me explain today’s schedule. Today while eating a simple breakfast…”
A lady wearing a white apron told me about today’s schedule in a polite tone.
After eating breakfast, as far as I could see, and… Talking with my grandfather about what had happened, I got the news that I might have to go to the courthouse.
Court.
I never imagined something like that would happen in my house.
Mom kills people… She’s going to have a big accident-she’s alone She expected, but she didn’t expect to kill people.
A long time ago, when she saw her mother crumpling and tearing the carnation I gave her with her own hands, she felt it while living together until now, when she became a middle school student.
My mom was the kind of person who would explode like a volcano if someone messed with her.
So she fights with her dad all the time… Eventually, after the fed up dad leaves the house, her mom tells her that her condition has gotten worse.
…It wasn’t even that good, because the person had completely lost their taste.
Every day, I cried in my room, got angry, and then again- hurt myself, then fell exhausted in bed and cried, got angry- again… Hurt myself again, hit me, bullied me, or behaved badly.
Even when my dad was around, I was so scared that I hid in my room all the time, but when my mom came out like that- even being in the room became too dangerous.
Hiding in the closet all the time, hiding under the bed… So far, all my mom has done to me is beating me, harassing me, and strangling me all the time.
How to use chopsticks, how to wash and wash your hair, how to do laundry, and- reading and writing Korean, as well as math, social studies, and science- everything was taught by Yoo Seon.
Until now, every day I lived together was like hell.
To be honest, spending time lying in bed like this is like a dream.
When I close my eyes and open them, it feels like the house I used to live in, so I’m always scared, scared… That’s why I have nightmares every night.
I leave my room and go to the restaurant for breakfast.
Leave the door, go out of my private ‘living room’, go through another large room- again through a winding hallway, and you’ll find a large dining table.
Glitter tableware. And delicious dishes on top of it.
“….. Grandpa?”
“The president has an urgent business, so today the lady wants you to eat alone.”
“…Yes, I understand”
Yeah, something like that happened, but of course he must be busy.
Is Grandpa a good person…?
As soon as they saw me, who couldn’t eat properly and my clothes were all worn out, they immediately ran to take me there, fed me delicious food, and dressed me in nice clothes.
I didn’t think my grandfather was a good person.
If you had the ability to take care of me to this extent, you should have been able to save me when my mom and dad treated me like that. Because it didn’t
Because you want something from me- I guess you’re acting like this.
My grandfather has several family members, of which my mother is the youngest daughter.
So her grandfather had some expectations of her mother.
But since my mother had an accident like this, she could have treated me well with the mindset that she wanted me, her granddaughter, to take care of the aftermath.
If one or two children hold everything in their hands and shake everything, the grandfather may step down from his position even though he still wants to work more.
I think you can see that it would be nice if I could build up my strength and keep strong sons and daughters in check so that such things do not happen.
Or, you really don’t know that your mother did this. From now on, you might be able to take pity on me and take care of me.
I’m not sure what my grandfather was thinking.
Until now, I’ve never received such a favor from anyone other than Yoo Seon… So I always think twistedly.
Why? Why is this person meeting and talking to me? Why did this happen? Something like that Because everything happens for a reason…
“…I don’t need rice, please give me something to drink”
I simply ate one vegetable porridge and was immediately served.
And while taking a sip of a cool drink, I slowly read the materials related to this incident.
Everything happens for a reason, and in other words, if you know the reason, you know why it happened.
Here is a girl. She lived in a very rich family and was a kid who knew how to do a lot of things.
The girl was not happy.
Because the strict mother and father bullied the girl every day, the girl was not happy.
I wasn’t happy because I couldn’t even play when I woke up every morning and lived a life of studying, studying, reading and memorizing books all day long, but then the girl met a boy.
It was a boy who went to the same school, but he was happy because he studied well and lived a positive life in everything.
So… The girl liked that boy. She loved
On her coming-of-age day, the girl told her father that she wanted to marry a boy – and her father readily accepted the offer.
Because the background of the boy’s family is as good as the girl’s family, and when two families with good backgrounds are connected, it is several times more than when they were separated from each other. Because it will prepare a foothold that will allow you to grow dozens of times more.
So the girl became connected with the boy.
The girl was happy. Because she was able to live with the boy she liked so far.
Every day is happy and joyful, and I really like it… But the boy wasn’t as happy as the girl.
“…Feels bad”
I don’t even know what I like and what I don’t like- I don’t even know what I like and what I don’t like.
The boy didn’t like the reason he got married, the fact that it was an arranged marriage between the families… Besides, the girl always tried to solve everything self-righteously.
Because the girl has always been like that – she has always lived like that all her life – this time, the girl tried various tricks to monopolize the boy’s attention, but…
How to get caught with a long tail- The boy came to hate the girl.
She didn’t even want to have children… She forced herself to have a baby… So… In the story of the fairy and the woodcutter, the woodcutter gives birth to three or four babies to prevent the fairy from running away. A scene appears-
It was the same, only the gender was different.
The girl was always desperate.
A happy home, and a happy life in her own head. In order to achieve her own happiness, she gave up and laid down everything about her, and changed everything around her.
-I try so hard, why can’t you do only this…?
-If I were you, I’d make carnations better than this! Because you can only do it this way, that person doesn’t like you…
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As time passed, the distance from the happy family the girl wanted became more and more distant.
The girl is getting more tired and weaker every day than yesterday, and her relationship with the boy has already been ruined since before, and they split up.
Doing nothing… Laying at home all the time… Whether she misses the boy all the time or spends her days like that… She accidentally meets the boy on the street.
I’m having such a hard time, I think I’m going to die like this… The boy has already met another woman and has a happy family.
The smile of a boy I’ve never seen before. We went to an amusement park together, went to the zoo, held hands and ate cotton candy, went to the valley to play, and ate out at a restaurant… The girl had never done anything like that with the boy before…
All the things that the girl always imagined only in her dreams happened over there.
I can do better. I can work harder I can make you happier… Why…? Why..? What the hell is that woman up to? Jealousy. The girl went with her boy that very day, and she kidnapped the girl,
She was sent to a place full of bad guys, but the boy didn’t get frustrated when he saw the woman in her mess.
On the contrary, by helping the woman in the gutter to get out again… The relationship between the two rather deepened. He gave up everything he had enjoyed so far and prepared to leave forever, not for the girl, but for the woman.
And the girl who was watching it quietly. My mom exploded…
Why?? Why??? Why????? Why more than me Do you like that girl?? Why do you like such a slut like that??
I can’t forgive… I can’t forgive… I’m sure, I’m sure there’s something… Was it a threat? Or is it a weakness?
Common sense tells us that he can’t be better than me. I can’t forgive… You didn’t make that face on me, why… Only to that woman… Can’t forgive… Can’t forgive…
A mother crying as if possessed by a ghost. I was so scared. I didn’t know what to do, so I hid under the bed and trembled… When my grandfather came to my house for the first time that day…
“…Your mother killed a man”
I closed the case log I was reading.
.. And I thought about it. If something like my mother happens to me… What choice will I make?
I’ve been thinking about that- problem… But I’m not sure. Yoo Seon-yi is leaving me.
Since I’ve never thought about the problem, what should I do if something like this happens…? I’m not quite sure what to do…