82 – Trial-End
“….”
Today, my dream is troubled. Something that happened 10 years ago came to me in a dream.
Mirae family murder case. At that time, I was young and helpless, and the opponent was so strong that I had no choice but to be helpless in the trial.
In fact, I don’t think much will change even if the trial is held again 10 years later.
How can you take a public defender who reluctantly accepted the case and beat the lawyers dispatched from places like ‘the sea’..?
Before the trial, the legal team of ‘Mirae Group’ came to see me and gave me a large amount of money so I wouldn’t regret it, so I can still vividly say that I will do it without an ‘agreement’.
I don’t need that kind of thing, no matter how much money I have in my bank account… My dead mom and dad never come back.
Of course I said I didn’t want to do it, and I have to be judged by the law. I made such a strong argument and went to the court, but the result was my crushing defeat.
Weak mental and physical. And…Emotional disorders.
She is told that the woman who murdered her father is not rotten in prison for that reason and that she is recuperating in an asylum.
I’m not sure. She was not harassed, she was not harmed, but rather, if she caused damage on the other side, she would cause it.
The woman who killed my parents should be punished by the law, but the world won’t raise her hand against the weak.
No one listened to what I said. So… So it was very difficult at the time.
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It took me a long time to understand that the strong will not be punished for taking everything from the weak.
I was scared, sad, and scared when I learned that the world doesn’t just revolve around morality.
It was sad for me to have to live alone in such a cruel world without my mom and dad.
I was terrified that no one could tell me this was wrong.
A person I can rely on. Someone who will protect me It’s hard to live in this world alone, so- I wish I had someone to lean on so I wouldn’t collapse.
When I lost the trial- I think I had dozens or hundreds of such thoughts alone.
“……”
I don’t feel very well. …I woke up with a throbbing headache, and my hands and feet were tingling as if they had been electrocuted…
Why does my body stretch so much…
It’s like candy on the asphalt in the middle of summer. The candy sticks to the floor so much that it doesn’t fall off, and it looks like it’s melted so much that you can’t even recognize its soft form.
Now my condition is the same as that of a taffy…
“…Seonah Yoo”
Like fish living in the deep sea follow their instincts to stay in a warm hydrothermal vent… The wire rubbed against the bosom.
I like that Yoo Seon is warm.
…I woke up, but Yoo Seon-i was still in dreamland.
Even though I cling so tightly, I still don’t even want to wake up…
When Seon Yoo was in the military, he slept during the day and many things happened at night, so I don’t know if it’s because he went on vacation once to get his nocturnal lifestyle back to normal, but one day he slept soundly like this I did.
“…”
Raising her head, Yoo Seon looked at her face. I’ve heard that he works at night and shovels every day during the day… Plus, the wireline is near the military base in the sea-so he’s lost a lot more weight than before.
And since I was working at sea, my skin got tanned a lot… I had to apply sunscreen to keep my skin from burning well.
Must- It looks like you sunbathed. It wasn’t like this before. Still, it looks a little more mature because it is tanned brown rather than white, so I don’t hate the sunburnt skin.
I rather like it.
…Regarding the story of the military, it is fortunate that Yoo Seon-i was safely promoted to sergeant without a single injury.
Anyway, since Yoo Seon-i is in the military- I often watch news related to North Korea. Recently, North Korea planted wooden mines, seriously wounding one soldier nearby-
Or shooting cannons at each other’s bases on Yeonpyeong Island or somewhere like that, it happens all the time. Could it be that Yoo Seon-i gets caught up in such a dangerous incident..?
I was worried – I’m glad that didn’t happen.
Recently, there are cases of people committing suicide or armed desertion because of mass shootings or other acts of cruelty – that kind of thing doesn’t happen in the unit where Yoo Seon-i is… I guess because Yoo Seon-i came from an orphanage- Wouldn’t that bother you?
I was worried- I’m glad that Yoo Seon-i is doing his military service without any problems.
“…Umm…”
“… Ha…”
Because I kept fidgeting next to him… I turned over to see if Yu Seon felt uncomfortable.
So, the T-shirt Yu Seon-i was wearing was slightly rolled up, showing her belly… My eyes naturally went there.
This is… So, maybe it’s because I lived a regular life in the army and exercised every day, so my body got better than before I enlisted.
Even when Yoo Seon-i was in nursery school, he worked out a lot, so looking at his naked body, he was very skinny. Should I say he has small muscles?
There was such a thing- After I entered the army, my size has grown tremendously, and my body has become extremely thick.
A lot of veins protruded from his arms, and also-I can see clear abs in his stomach…
“…Ugh…”
Every time I see that, it’s clear that men’s and women’s bodies are different. I’m soft wherever I touch it, but Yoo Seon-i’s is so hard and thick that even if I press it, not even one of his fingers will go in… I don’t know.
Just being held in your arms like this – I feel like something inside me is filled… Something… I felt protected because I was held in Yoo Seon-i’s arms.
I don’t think about anything when I’m held in my arms like this.
But what can I do… I’m sure she uses the same shampoo and body cleanser as mine, but Yu Seon’s body smells different from mine, and again- even when Yoo Seon’s thick arms or fingers just brush against her body… She purses her lips. It’s like I’m going to go crazy.
“…..Ah…”
Unbeknownst to me, a hum came out. I want to do a lot of aegyo. I want to be loved a lot.
I lost my parents, but it’s fortunate that I still have Yoo Seon. I really like that a good and strong man like Yoo Seon is my man.
I’m tall, have a good voice, cook well, exercise well, and don’t smoke. I can’t earn money, but… Money is something I just have to work hard to earn…
And… After the trial, Lee Jin-ah of Mirae Group. There is no financial difficulty because he helps me a lot.
Once upon a time when I was drinking with Yoo Seon at a motel- I said the name of the girl who bullied Yoo Seon was Lee Jin-ah.
Could it be that he is the same person as the Lee Jin-ah I know?
I saw Lee Jin-ah the other day when Yoo Sun went to his father’s funeral.
Isn’t that why the child came to the funeral home because of Yoo Seon…?
Wait… I felt uneasy for a moment. She decided not to think about it.
Nothing happened. When Yoo Sun listened to her words- she said that nothing had happened since that day.
I just… Tried to keep it deep in my heart.
You don’t have to meet him anymore anyway. We’re going to stick around here and keep quiet. I want to stop thinking about the things of the past and enjoy this happiness that has come to me once again in peace.
-Sniff sniff…
I love the smell of Yoo Seon’s nape…♡
That… When Yoo Seon-i sniffs the nape of her neck when she is awake, or does something like that, she’s very serious…
I secretly sniff it for a while so that Yoo Seon doesn’t notice, or when I’m sleeping- I sniff it like this-
Okay… This… It’s already a habit… If I were a puppy, this must be- the tail must be spinning like a propeller…
“It tickles…”
“..Hot..!”
Yoo Seon turned over and woke up.
I hurriedly ran away from Yoo Seon. I want to stay like that for a little longer… Unfortunately, that’s next time…
Yoo Seon stood up, washed her face, and then got out of the blanket and started putting on her clothes.
“…I’ll be back”
“…Do you have to- do that..?”
“I won’t do it after I’m discharged. For now, I have to return to the unit once every two weeks- I have no choice but to work on a daily basis.”
…Others say that they go on vacation and hang out with their friends, but Yoo Seon immediately looked for a job as soon as she went on vacation.
…I wish I could drink and eat delicious things while on vacation like everyone else…
It’s a bit frustrating not to do that, but if you think about it differently, you get a lot of reward vacations, and if you work in a coastal small town, you get 3 days and 2 nights a month- so you can use up all the vacation you’ve accumulated so far. 2 Months to do..? 3 Months… ? It’s out of range, but I can’t keep playing.
So it seems like I’m preparing for a social life in advance while working part-time…
The maximum vacation length is 14 nights and 15 days, but if Yoo Seon spends vacation alone like that, other people won’t be able to use it.
So this time it’s 14 nights and 15 days, but next time it’s 6 nights and 7 days. Or I take a vacation like that for 9 days and 8 nights, and after taking a vacation once, about 1-2 weeks have passed, and then I take another vacation.
I think I’ll take a vacation like that from now on… I’m not a soldier, so I don’t know how the story goes…
Yoo Seon seems to have decided to do a job where he can earn a daily wage, not a job where he can work on a fixed basis.
This time, the person who worked with me after cleaning the water tank for a few days through part-time job heaven on vacation said that if he received a basic construction safety training certificate, he could do a service job-
There is a saying that it is more profitable and less physically demanding than working at a distribution center, so it seemed that Yoo decided to take on the job.
So, yesterday’s basic construction… After completing that class, wearing safety boots with steel plates, they said they were going to work at the service office from today- I hope nothing special happens.